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November dreams 2010

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November dreams 2010

Postby shift1085 » Tue Nov 02, 2010 5:03 am

November 1: i was walking through a store....even though it wasn't a mall, the place just kinda felt like one. i walked closer to the back of the store, and i knew i was in danger, but couldn't figure it out yet. then a person walked up to me. i showed them a wallet i had (currently do not own a wallet in real life) and it was brown leather with an image of a brontosaurus on the front. she looked at it for a second, then went absolutely ballistic on me! she ran full speed over to the back wall, drawing elaborate pictures of dinosaurs (not on, but above) an empty blackboard. she then backed off, running to me and, speaking jibberish whilst pointing frantically at the dinosaurs. ummm...ok? then some people walk up to me telling me please stay away from that person. they find me this seating area, right near where i was standing, and tell me to sit there. i do, they walked all around, sometimes leaving to go do whatever....the missions they did were in connection with said dangerous person. they'd come back sometimes to check up on me and see how i was doing. this chair, though out in the open and in the store...and this person could attack me, i was told this was the safest place to be at the moment...it was just simply a safe haven out in the open.

November 2: first i was watching Bonbon and Wesley (two of my cats...who were sleeping on my bed that night and were keeping me up) who suddenly began sobbing...but it wounded like human crying. then they converged into one cat, still crying. the scene changed, me and my family were walking on a spiraling uphill road. there was lots of vegetation around us as we walk, it was like the road wound around a pillar shaped mountain or something. at the top was supposed to be this wonderful view and we were going to watch a storm there i think. about halfway up the mountain...pillar....thing, me and Lorraine had to wait for mom and dad to catch up to us. so she tells me she has something cool to show me, and to close my eyes. so i do...i wait for a while. i open my eyes to see something that really freaked me out. my sister had taken a needle and put a thread in my arm like you would a piece of cloth. the end of the string had a knot on it, so it stayed attached to my skin and there was the string hanging out my arm. it was strange too, it was thick, plastic-like, and a transparent cloudy clearish white color. i watched her put a pin into the hole where the string came out, like she were keeping it in place, then put some sort of plug over the pin...it fit together like a puzzle and was now difficult to remove. i became scared, the string was painful. apparently i had had this done many times before but it was with different string...little white threads. i ordered her to remove it.....and she was reluctant but agreed. she undid the plug and the pin, and i pulled out the string (which was now almost all the way under the skin of my arm!) and that was pretty weird. i think there was some type of animal i saw on the way up the mountain pillar, when our parents joined us i think i saw some butterflies...or snakes? idk. the scene changes, i am now in a dark room. i think i was in a classroom.....but i can't be too sure. i see Bonbon and Wesley again, something else very disturbing happened with them (different than the human-like crying though.) then they disappear, and i hear mom's voice saying, "i knew there was something wrong about Toy Story lll." i then see all the characters, with these creepy half-blank-half-evil expressions on their faces. they just turn and run away, fading out and disappearing because they were like hallucinations. all of a sudden the room is filled with other people, we all stand in a bunch in the middle of the room. on either side, the reoccurring glowing blue water reflection lights up. and on each side of the room is two tables with half circle glass or stone containers, with water inside. each container has many small cartoony creatures, all i remember was their wide large eyes, all of them sitting up, completely still, just watching us intently. we all began to run quickly back and forth between each container, it was a race or a game, i think we were supposed to be capturing the creatures? after the game (idk who won) everyone disappeared and only one girl was left there in the room. i look over above the chalkboard, there is two large white signs next to each other with easy to read black words. the one on the right was simple, it read, "I SMELL CRAZY TEACHER." the one on the left had a lot more on it, was more difficult to memorize but i did in the dream. it had to do with people, and most of it was a discombobulating word salad.

November 3: i was in a room, at the end to the left was a computer-sized screen, a video feed from somewhere. me and this gal were arguing, had to do with the screen which i think was showing a beach? the scene changes, i am at a neighborhood looking at all the houses along a street. it feels a bit like sims because i have an area at the side of my vision with many different types of houses which i pick out and place somewhere along the street. i find one "garage" which i place next to an interesting house. the garage was white, raised above the ground with white stairs leading up to a flat area. there was white short walls all around the square (minus in front of the stairs) and it was filled with interesting stuff. four white pillars held up a sort of slightly rounded gazebo (also colored white.) inside this area was a sort of relaxing place. it did contain a car, but also was crammed with other various random stuff. one of them was a lava lamp. sitting stretched out across all the stuff was a "hippie"......well i thought of him as one. he wore a sort of tourist's blue t-shirt, and had long brown hair and a longer bear, and black sunglasses. he looked really relaxed there, he sat up, said something, and ran away from my new garage area. i saw all the stuff cluttering the place, a 'square' to each object like in sims....so i removed one or two items to make it more roomy. now to the house. it was colored white (of course) and had a first floor and a second floor. but between each floor was an open space all the way through, held up by pillars. in this flat space, was blanketed with colorful flowers like in a really epic garden. I'm not actually sure how you were supposed to get from the first floor to the second floor. :lol: anyways, after i watch the random hippie run off, i walked inside. it felt like this was my house...but it wasn't. it was also quite shadowy and dark. i was in the wide living room area....there was furniture but i only remember a few couches lining the back wall. and just behind those, where the tops of the couches ended, the wall went horizontal like a shelving space, then went vertical again. connected to the family room was the kitchen. this was all that was on the second floor, as far as i know. i had my mom and dad......but they were different. they looked the same, and were still my parents......but they weren't the same people. it was like they were evil twins or something!!!!!!!! well....not evil....just extremely different. i felt adopted but i wasn't. also, my sister was nonexistent. i had a brother now, about her age; he had really dark brown hair. apparently he had grown up very neglected, so he was all emo and depressed. now, here's where i completely freak out. it was implied throughout the whole dream that i had lost my virginity to some guy with blond hair and i ended up pregnant because of it. the father then ran off and left me with the unborn child. my parents in the dream knew this, and they weren't mad or anything but they mentioned it quite a lot like this was going to be a huge toll on their finances. it made me feel really awkward. for a while i didn't pay much attention to the fact i had a baby inside me, until i was walking into the family room alongside the wall opposite the couches. dad walked by, into the kitchen. mom was sitting on the couch and my younger brother was next to the kitchen. i now look down at my stomach, i place my hand there wondering about how i will manage to take care of the child, and trying to decide whether to try and contact the father. i felt so weird being one month pregnant.....and now i noticed that my stomach was hard as a rock and a bit painful. my immediate thought was that i must have slept on my stomach last night and ohmigawd i think i killed the baby :shock: . my next thought was to contact Nostalgic and ask her what i should do. not sure why....maybe cuz she's pregnant right now? :?: then i look up, snap back to attention. i see the mom sitting on the couch holding a newborn baby in her arms. it wasn't mine, i didn't see it as mine, and at the same time i did. but she/he belonged to her. she was cuddling him and being very loving, and she said, "i wonder what would happen if i gave him over-attention?" apparently she saw her children as science experiments, and that was why my younger dream brother ended up so neglected. she just wanted to see how he would turn out. :fuming: as i watch her, i see the shelving space behind the couches, with a miniature random toilet there. even though the baby was a newborn, i thought...she should have him toilet trained now. then the brother, she heard what his mom said about his new baby sibling.....and he went berserk, running up to hear and screaming at the top of his lungs how could she do this to him?!?! suddenly many people appear in the center of the room, the second they appear they are scattering around like ants. i thought....oh crap the demons!!!!!! (never saw them acting like Them but i just knew they were.) they began walking around and talking to the other characters. the scene changes, i see myself (now third person) in the white void. there is one or two people standing behind me. my skin looked very bizarre, all crispy and burnt. i wanna say......roasted marshmallow? :drool: and someone else walks next to me, so i couldn't see who she was. she said, "zap!" and light came from her hands and hit the other me. apparently this was supposed to be a good thing; though i can't remember if the light was supposed to rid of the marshmallow skin,...or abort the baby. i think it was the previous, if it was supposed to be a good thing.

November 4: there was this store....it was dark and gloomy and empty and lonely. looked almost like it were out of business? and it wasn't like a normal store, but lots of large rooms and open areas. there was no aisles or anything, but there were smaller stores along some open areas. the stores weren't inside rooms, but just against the walls with counter space. i seemed to go to this place every day, this one store at the corner of one area. on the wall behind it was many squares, i'd say about twenty to twenty-five. each picture had a title and below it was a huge ice cream cone in the shape of a bin, overflowing with a different type of ice cream. the names were nonsensical, the ice cream colors were nonsensical, and the flavors were nonsensical. as dreams often are. and i guess, each day i would buy some ice cream, a different kind because i wanted to see what all of them tasted like. then i would go home on a train. the train was very modern, inside and out, and the colors shiny white and black were predominant. it was always night when i was riding home, and there was only one other girl there, at the seats in the front of the train car. i would be somewhere around the middle section. and both of us would fall asleep, because the ride was so long that it would be the middle of the night when i got home. then, only to find out i would have to immediately board another train immediately to be able to get back to the store in time for it to open. somewhere along this time, i became lucid. i was standing away from the counter, looking up at my choices. there was only one person there behind the counter waiting for my order. since i knew i was dreaming, i decided to try and memorize (fat chance!) all of the ice creams, their titles, and flavors. about five or six down near the bottom right hand corner had the word freedom in their title. one was, instead of 'ice-cream', was 'freedoms-cream.' then at the bottom left hand corner, i memorized one type of ice cream. it was in a beautiful intricate zigzag pattern of yellow and green. i bought about five different ice cream types and they all had awesome, but confusing and bizarre, flavors. then i hear someone talking to me and i turn around to see who it is. it is a girl with really short blond hair, and her boyfriend who has long blond hair. they asked me about buying so many ice creams and i told them i wanted to try all the flavors before i woke up. they laughed, and then ran away. i followed them to another room, where the girl hopped onto a random bed and the boyfriend stood nearby. then just as i got into the room, the girl got a strange look on her face, saying she was being abducted by aliens. then she half-ran half-walked out the door and we followed her. now it seemed the store had morphed into my house, as we go out the front door and see her floating in the air, acting very calm but with a strange face. then we see lots of blue light (it was very early morning, barely light outside) and look up. much higher above her is a UFO hovering there. then, the blue light beam makes her float higher and higher until she disappears into the ship. the second she did, the UFO speeds off and is gone. now many more people arrive in the dream, and begin flying around. looks like fun! i now find i have two black cloth and plastic bird wings in my hands. the plastic on the wings was forced back because of the wind in the air and made it so i lifted up and could fly. i flew down the col-de-sac and over and around the tall trees. i then turn around and fly the other direction.....but now it acts differently against the wind and though i am still flying easily through the air, i was having trouble keeping the wings from being dragged in a backwards direction. i land somewhere near the field and i want to go back inside....must see the lucid mirror. i appear back inside, and i run over to a bathroom (a nonexistent one in real life.) there is a small little counter, only big enough to contain a sink, and the mirror. i look inside, and....am normal. again. but i was wearing a belly shirt or something because i noticed something strange about my stomach to the right of my belly button. it was like a half circle flap of skin hanging down, and next to that a sort of hole. the....er....wound? was made of stripes of pinkish white and red. it wasn't painful, not really a wound. just a bizarre skin deformity. i also find the same sort of deformity on the same area on my back, just above my hip. then as i am walking out of the bathroom, i decide to do something really random and strange. i run back to the mirror, and i drag my fingernail on it, in the shape of a good-sized square. i can see the effect my fingernail is having on the mirror, it looks heated up and almost like it is burning? there is some internal light, some wisps of steam, and the glass becomes crackled and blue in the wake. then as the heat dies down, i see my square and i remove it from the mirror. i look down at it and see it is like normal see-through glass. i knew i would have to get a second square, this time made of metal, to make the mirror look normal. then as i was leaving, i went back because my teeth hurt. my two front teeth looked too long, so i had my dagger and i sliced them off easily. but then as i was walking around again, my teeth hurt even worse and now they had shrunk shorter than my other teeth. then i remember the other epic thing i want to do in this dream; and that is to find food. i run to the kitchen, and open the fridge. eh, everything looks boring. there was a strange container of something, among other things. i was about to leave, telling myself everything in here was normal and uninteresting. i told myself...it doesn't matter, just pick something because it will be strange and interesting. so i did. i pick up a pineapple. only the top half was left. it looked kinda old and decaying. not eating the fruit. but the greens, though inedible, might taste good in the dream. so i start chewing on them. it tasted very sweet and sugary....but then there was a bitter taste in my mouth. >.< so i put the fruit back and close the fridge. i visit my room, i look down to Nicodemus (my new hairless rat) cage but now he had some wispy black fur growing along his back. in the dream i knew since he had grown a day older, he was suddenly a grown-up and the adult hairless rats had fur. i go outside, and someone (might have been my dad?) drives up and says "hop in." i jump into the driver's seat, but the wheel was on the wrong side of the car, so the guy was still driving. we go towards the field, which is now very different; around it is chain-link fencing. he drives inside, and now going down a dirt road surrounded on either side by large tall plants. they were a bit like grass, though i would say more like a rain-forest jungle version of a yucca plant/cattail cross. it was misty, and eerie and beautiful. i said, "hey maybe you could drive there into those plants...i wanna explore." he just responded hmm nah i don't think so. grrr! now he went through a white tunnel, felt like a hallway, and then appeared back outside. now, at the back of the field (which now belonged to my family?) was some smaller fenced-in sections. you had to go through some areas to get to others, so it was a bit like a simple maze. the fog was dissipating though it was now cloudy outside. the fenced in areas had green vegetation, not really grass...but more like moss and ferns? on the ground. we walk all the way to the last place. there we find a baby goat. i had the feeling that we had owned this place for years, and had bought animals long ago, but had forgotten they were there and had been neglected all this time. i have no idea how those animals managed to live for years with no food or water, and still look fairly healthy!!!!! the goat came to say hi, and i sat on the ground. it layed next to me like my puppy Blaze does. then i stand up and we walk over to the other cages, all filled with sheep (and i think only one other type of farm animal. chickens? i think?) as i am walking, i go through the hallway tunnel. i tell myself on the other side there will be the foggy place with tall plants. except i got the words wrong and accidentally said the next room lol. so i walk out, into a small room with white walls and carpet. now the man/dad had transformed into my sister. ? <.< she told me to follow her, and she was about to leave through a doorway. but i told her to wait, i want to put furniture in this room! i take my dagger, and begin carving a rectangular shape into the floor in the middle of the room. now, i watch as colors form on it, the same shapes and coloring to match my sister's water bed. then i lean down, placing my hands above the floor, and raised them upwards. the ground also moved, and the carpet inside the rectangle grew out of the ground and transformed into a bed. i saw Lorraine drawing other shapes into the ground with a dagger, and as soon as i created the bed, all the other shapes rose out of the ground to become more furniture. the room was small so the amount of stuff filling the space made it feel cramped.

November 5: i was walking with a group of a people in a city. and the town was incredibly strange, because walking down one street was like walking down a hallway! the floors were roads, and the walls on either side was adobe orange brick. it was very bright and cheerful inside the hallways and rooms of the city. a person led us down the "street", laughing and smiling and dancing as they went along ahead of us. they said there was something they wanted us to see. we get into one room, formed to be a bit like a city square. there was pots of plants around under the hanging lamps, and some doors leading into....stores? this whole room was blanketed with frogs and toads. there was one in the corner two, it was extra shiny, twice as big, and was patterned with black and blue. it also had lots of little blue and black spikes on it....and it didn't quite look like a frog through it was still amphibian. she began asking the frog-thing questions, and he could talk so he answered them. the questions all had to do with the toads and frogs in the room. then i end up in my yard, which was much more green, shady, grassy. i flew up into the air; as i was drifting towards the wall i felt slammed with the sudden question of whether i was dreaming. i decided i was awake lol though that one instant in the dream was extra vivid and clear. something is going on in the neighbor's yard behind mine. since i can fly, i peek over the wall. (they don't actually have a yard of grass, it's cement with a large fountain in the corner.) some tables were set up, looked like a party was going on. it was a small party, only a mother and two sons were sitting there. i noted that this family was African American, while in real life the people living there are Mexican. (still didn't make me realize i was lucid though.) they were smiling, and i thought the mom saw me so i dunk my head down lower and hover over to a tree, where i could hide better while watching them. the mom then stood up from her chair, walking right up to me and asked me a question. next thing i know the two tables, and her and all her family, are in my yard. she had lots of sons, and one or two daughters. in total there was seven of them there, plus a random guy. the mother was thin and gaunt, with bony cheeks. she looked a bit frail, but strict. not the kind of person you want to mess with. she told me as punishment for spying on her son's party, it would now be over here. as i continue floating around, i find some furniture, bright blue. on the surface was lots of scribbles and drawings. i began naming them all, but then noticed one was a pentagram with a goat face drawn inside it. i said that aloud too, wondering why in heck one of those was drawn in my dream?! the random guy heard me say the word and looked incredibly worried. i told him, "it's ok it's just a picture ignore it." but i don't think he believed me. then everyone was to sit down at the two tables. there was four seats at each, the two tables were smushed together to become one big one. now everybody had a large hardcover book, seemed everyone had the same book. i sat down, and we were all reading aloud from them or something? i think i missed my line because i became incredibly tired. so tired, in fact, that i actually fell out of my seat! haha idk how i managed that. <.< but i didn't even have the awake-ness to be able to get back up so i just curled up there to sleep. i then knew the woman would be really mad if she saw me.....you HAD to be at the party. it was getting darker, so i guessed she wouldn't be able to see me in the dark. i weakly crawled around the table to her side to sleep, somehow thinking that would be safer? suddenly the sky turned brighter as if it were controlled by a light switch. the woman looks down at me and starts getting furious that i was sleeping instead of reading the book. but everyone forgets that happened as now we are all looking at something on the table. it is a small gecko, peach and speckled. i marveled at how strange it's skin looked. it was, er....wispy and soft? not sure how to describe that. it also had many small frills along it's sides and upper lip just like a carpet shark. someone had a strange light shining on it, invisible to the lizard. but when you look up at all the people's faces? they shined a strange red and yellow. someone was saying that don't worry your faces aren't actually turning those colors, it's just the light. when i loo down at the lizard, the light looks normal, almost invisible.
November 5: a nap later one. there was some terrible horrible situation happening. it's cause was somewhat supernatural and strange, and so would be the solution. there was a man and woman and a little girl (which they seem to have sort of adopted as their own during the course of the dream.) they are the three main characters of the story. most of this takes place in a back yard, all the neighborhood was very dark and gloomy. the man was a scientist of sorts, and had discovered how to make bizarre half-animals, half-humans. i saw two of these, their skin was brightly colored cloth like a stuffed animal but they were life-sized living things. one was a part monkey, the other part cat, and their faces seemed to look quite human (but not in a strange way, it looked like human features built into them, not like a human head pasted onto an animal.) there were eight of these animals in total. the man had also formed some sort of special powerful watch, which, if used at the right time, would transport you into another dimension. at one point i did see all eight standing there, posing almost like superheros, then them, and the guy, all watching their clocks. the guy said NOW!!!!!! and they all did something to their watches and they faded away. later they were back, and apparently they were needed again to battle in the other dimension. but there were difficulties and setbacks, which caused most of the animals to miss the time, two to make it, one to just simply disappear. the guy was very frustrated that it didn't work, he kept trying but it just wouldn't. there was a particular time you had to wait for and if you miss it, you have to wait until the next opportunity. i remember as i wandered around, i look over the wall (it was wooden picket fence on our side, immediately after some slightly shorter brick wall) into a neighboring yard and see something strange. it was at first facing me, in the corner on the wall i was looking over. it looked like a shiny black disk, swirling slightly. but as i step back, it seems to have morphed some, now facing our yard, and right up against the wall. it was a black swirling pit of darkness, what i thought at first was a vortex. wisps of shadow whirled around the fence, space and time seemed to be distorting everything around the.... black hole. that's what it was. i knew it had been further away before and not a threat, but now it was. i told the others, we should probably take care of that black hole now, but i was ignored. someone then said something about the most horrible looking lamp ever. this lamp had to do with all the other dimension battle stuff. she brought it forward for us to see. it looked just like mine but was all white. the metal stand, colored white now, looked very bizarre. the flat part at the bottom was now made of marble. the pole had a hole in it, hollow inside, and in it was contained a little white lit candle. apparently the bulb didn't work? the shades were tilted some. there was also a little silk bow under the hollow hole where the candle was. apart from being dusty and slightly tilted, i thought the lamp was actually pretty cool. just needed to be cleaned! now for another facet of the dream, was that government had involved themselves in a secret vicious battle with England, for whatever reason. bombs were being launched to the country without the people knowing. we needed to get to England somehow, but we had no boats. (on the other side of the fence was a stretch of road leading to the ocean. i guess now i was on the east coast of the USA?) everything around the ocean appeared just as dark and eerie. one of the part-humans suggested buying an "underwater car." later in the dream they run up exclaiming they had just bought one. but the man and woman seemed to be irked by this, they explained that they needed a very particular type of underwater car. but now i am floating in the air watching the three drive down the road (without their cloth-animal-people creations?) then they reach a point where the road changes direction, disappearing into the shore. i am now in the car with them, as well as the monkey and cat humans. we are just about to drive in the water. i see a sort of scene over my vision of the car in deep water, of course being incredibly gloomy, it was going over lots of deep brown and black rocks over the whole sea floor. just behind them was the drop-off, riding high up almost like a cliff. that scene bothered me, i became worried about this trip. didn't want to go to England this way! then they explain something else. this particular underwater car they need doesn't actually drive underwater, but in fact the one they wanted drives through an underwater glass tunnel. i guess this car would do, though, and now i see another scene of the car driving through the glass rounded tunnel.

November 6: it was an outdoors space, i remember some hilly field area, some mountains and such. it was cloudy and dark. i walk up to a strange black stage, looks like the stage is made of some other object. it also has a large section rising up out of the middle, and a few other little stage ledges and ridges. there was some people there, going to do a play. it was a very creepy one too; i can't barely remember it but part of it involved killing. and what made it worse was that the actors were actually literally going to murder their fellow actor!!!!!!!! i saw one guy sitting, staring blankly down at the stage. he then took some of the objects out of it, and i saw the whole stage was made up of videos (that old kind, before they made DVDs.) then for the scary play, that went on, and somehow all of us ended up running off the stage through the fields. we got to one place where there was some trees and a steep downhill slope. two girls had now joined us, and it was jut beginning to rain. i look out over the landscape, and even just down the hill i could see hundreds of lightning bolts striking the ground. that was frightening enough, and i could see then getting closer and closer. the two girls told us to watch them and they began to run full-speed down the hill. i saw them reach the area of lightning, (which seemed to be slightly red in color) and it was striking all around them. they kept running further and further down, and now both of them got struck and they were now on fire! they just kept running and running, even though they were burning alive. this was incredibly disturbing to me. :( now i wake up, fall asleep. i think it was a continuation, where very creepy plays were still going on. they began to involve me also which i did not want. so in one of these, i run off the stage and say something about whales. i think that changed the setting for me, because i was now floating in the air looking down at a new scene. i drift down and land on the ground. i am in a long tunnel cave, brown walls around and sandy floors. there is a small stream running down the middle. it is very bright considering it was a cave, and i could see sunlight pouring in through the entrance. a little white whale flies in, followed directly behind by a silvery gray adult whale. also there are many seagulls, and this reminded me of the whales in that Fantasia song. other animals run forth from the back of the tunnel. i stand there and watch all the animals, some flying and some standing. they were all standing/floating still but also moving around a lot and so the whole thing felt chaotic. i saw the baby whale flying around and around me, and i noticed something. the whale was half-transparent. .....and for some reason this scared me also? i mentioned it to some of the standing animals (who could all talk) and tried to point out to them what i saw. the scene changes, i become fully lucid. i am in a building, and i am walking in the entrance with my sister and my dad. we see a car there, it is a jeep, but built almost like for little children to drive? some of it was made of pastel plastic and it didn't drive very fast. also it was smaller than a normal jeep would be, but not too small. i hear a voice and look up at a sort of shelving space built into the wall. a huge basset hound or beagle is laying there, and she said something very creepy to me before demanding i let her drive the car. then her eyes turned shiny pitch black, and i saw she was a demon. i told her no and was about to get into the jeep. she jumped down and tried to take the driver's seat from me. i attacked her, pulling on her ears as hard as i could and throwing her out of the car. now me and my family hop in, but now i can't remember who was in what seats? :?: we drive down the wide hallway, where it turns a corner. i notice the place is packed with people all walking around. i wanted to see what some of the people looked like, also to just go with the flow instead of trying to control the dream. i stared down one gal with brown hair. she stared back. i kept walking, now seeing a boy with olive skin and black hair in a strange haircut. he had a ginormous smile, that looked almost fake, and he looked over at me and raised his eyebrows. that was also disturbing, and i kept walking. now i come to a place where the hallway still continues, but to the left is a more open area. i am just in time to see a person screaming, "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL BUT YOU WILL NEVER ACCEPT THAT YOU ARE!" i look up to who she was talking to, a person on a staircase alongside the wall (i don't think it had railings?) the person there is in a red and white dress, very intricate and with lots of designs, sequins, lace and ribbon. then from her neck to her cheeks she had more of the red and white design face-painted onto her. she also had a lot of red/white ribbons and feathers in her hair. she screamed down, "I AM BEAUTIFUL BUT I WILL NEVER ACCEPT THAT I AM!!!!!" halfway through saying this she turned and ran up the stairs and through a door. this scene confused me much, and i wanted to learn more about it's meaning. so i also walked up the stairs and through the doorway. i was in a bedroom, brightly lit. i see the person standing there, as i walk towards her i look out a window and see a silvery asphalt area with some basketball courts, it was cloudy outside. now as i am about to talk to the woman, and points to the pastel jeep which is now in the room. she then tells me her son will not get into the car and she needs help. her son was a small toddler boy with long, brown, scruffy hair. i noticed he had a mouse tail. he looked actually afraid to get in the car, and he ran away towards the bed. next to it was some sort of structure made of bars, and behind that was a pile of cloth. he curled up inside of it like a mouse would too. he whimpered and i crawled across the ground so as not to seem so tall to him. i talked softly and tried to coax him out but he shook his head no. finally i was able to get him to crawl past the structure of twisting bars, and then he did something strange. he curled up on the ground with his arms and legs under him, and he began to shrink. he was a shapeshifter, as now i saw his hands and feet turning into mouse paws. before he fully transformed, there was a small time lapse in the dream and now he was in the car, the woman about to drive off. then the scene changes yet again, as more very creepy and terrifying things happen (i think concerning the actors from before?) and i find myself back in the jeep driving with my dad and sister. we are going down a road i am familiar with, because to the left was the elementary school i walk by on my way to school. (or at least, used to....i don't go to that school anymore.) we were driving home as fast as the jeep would allow us, the actors were chasing close behind. then the car disappears and we are now running away. we turn the corner, so now the elementary school was still to our left but the field was to our right. now we begin to walk more calmly. me and Lorraine see something strange on the road. it is black rhinoceros beetles, standing up on their back feet like prepared for battle. http://www.livethemagicofafrica.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/rhinocerosBeetle.jpg they were standing very still, all along the road. also, each one was inside of a bubble. Lorraine leans down asking, "what is this?" and she popped one bubble. i tried to stop her but it was too late, now the beetle was moving around as if the bubble had put it into a trance and it was now free to attack. it began running furiously around, then came straight for me! i ran away, i could feel it's legs hitting my heels. i attempted to climb the wall, actually was climbing very well. i ask dad and Lorraine if it can climb, as i saw it coming fast towards me. they said, "didn't you know you can't run from a rhinoceros beetle? of course it can climb, wherever you go it can go!" i saw the beetle then climb right up the wall and began pinching and biting at my now bare feet. i jump down and keep running around but i can't shake it off. now i see all the bubbles where the other ones were began to pop, and i freaked out and began running on all fours down the road as fast as i could. beetles were being awakened all around me.

November 7: this dream felt really profound....i guess mostly because it had an actual storyline :D. it starts out me and a clan of people living on some desert planet. most of the people are random characters in my life.....i only recall three now, it was my mom, my sister, and my old Oregon crush. our clan lived in a small neighborhood which looked like any you might see on earth. first a couple of us were gathering out on the road in the middle of the night as a sort of secret meeting, as we knew something terrible was going to happen while most of the neighborhood was completely unaware. it wasn't too dark, more a comfortable sort of darkness at night when all is silent and waiting. there was a light of two on somewhere but for the most part the clan was at sleep. we talked for a while, and decided that the only way to keep safe was to run from the neighborhood and find a safe haven somewhere out in the desert. next thing i know, all of us are in small white planes, each person had one, flying through the air in midday. they were open at the top, so we could talk to each other as we flew along. but we weren't safe; we were being pursued by a strange group of powerful people, this was the danger we were fleeing. there was a whole air battle....not with weapons, but people were hopping from plane to plane in hand-to-hand combat. the planes all managed to stay in the air even when no one was controlling them, they all stayed on perfect course. at one point i had to stop flying my plane because someone was coming after me. i stand up, a bit shaky so high in the air, and i ran across the small wing of the plane and attempted to jump to the one besides mine. but someone was standing there on that plane too. soon we were overwhelmed, and the group took over our aircraft and flew us to a secret base floating high up in the air. it was like a large platform, some smaller places there i didn't walk to, i mostly stayed next to one white wall. (tons of stuff seems to be colored white in my dreams these days. :?:) there was some pictures attached there i was looking at. then one woman walks up, one of the powerful beings, she messes with one of the pictures as she is talking to me. i can't remember the conversation though the things we was saying tipped me of to what was going on, i picked up the clues and put the pieces together and i was afraid of what i found there. the thing going through my mind was that, i figured out what was going to happen and she didn't know that i had. she was speaking in a deceptive way that would draw me in, to think that i was safe.....but i understood that i wasn't. she became confused at how i was beginning to act, to rebel against what she said when the words themselves didn't seem bad at all. also throughout this blurry section of the dream, i was finding clues elsewhere in the dream. then i greet the other members of my clan who have also been brought here. i had knowledge that the only reason we were caught was because one of the clan was on the other side, and had clued them in on our location. at one point i ended up at the ground, sitting in the sand. all the desert was sand with towering brown cliffs and boulders and rocks. i found one place where it was like three to five pillar shaped rocks all pointing towards the middle almost like a tilted pyramid shape. i hid there as if i would be hidden, safe....i felt like i had just escaped and been running from the people and thought i could hide here. but i was found. knowing what i figured out, i asked the woman why she was chasing me, what did she want from me? she began telling me a story. apparently there was types of gemstone that could affect humans in strange ways, literally morphing their genetics. (as i was listening i saw images across my vision.) she told me in my distant ancestor's lives, my great great great great great (so on and so forth) grandfather was affected by what she called "Blackstone." on my vision i saw a whole sheet, tilted field of dark stone, shiny and black. and in my family tree had been pure-blood Blackstone. until one time someone had captured us and genetically mixed us with a woman who was a pure-blood "Whitestone." (i now saw a similar tilted field of shimmering white rock. ) then she shows along generations, the darkness of our genetics was continually melted into Whitestone until it seemed no dark color was left. (i saw the white and black colors of the field melt into a deep gray, then beginning to fade in segments into a more white color.) until......my father, who was a pure-blood Blackstone, and my mom whom was one of the genetically altered Whitestone who had distant Blackstone blood. so i was like a half-breed, and Blackstone blood was greatly desired by the powerful beings for their genetic experiments on the various human cultures on their respective planets. i felt very afraid, putting together her conversation before to the story she told me now. i knew i was going to die. then my vision stops the scenes, i am on a slightly downhill slope below the pyramid stone pillars. i crawl up, to see that around and beyond it was just covered in all manner of gemstone, which was genetically altering to humans. i saw the Blackstone, which at first was smooth, flat, shiny. then on closer inspection, it turned into a black colored diamond that was glittering and sparkling. well, i am taken back to their air base, so i could not escape, they put me in a room that looked almost exactly like my parent's bedroom. except i don't remember any windows. i no longer remember exactly what i knew would happen to me, only that it ended with me being killed, which i was terrified of. i wander and pace around the room, not sure how long i would really have to be here. the whole time i just felt this horrible feeling of impending death. sometimes other members of my clan (or captured beings from other planets) were placed in the room with me, where later they would be removed by the powerful people for wherever they were going. some of them also had traces of Blackstone in them. this was another kind of blurry scene in the dream, not quite sure on the events but i know there was about four others in the room, and i saw my Crush was there as well. i was told my genetics had already been screwed with and the powerful beings had planned that i would see a special creature. suddenly i am on the ground, in some other place that was not my desert planet. it was a beautiful grassy place with trees, inside a yard. me and two people were standing next to a brick wall. as i talk to them, i turn around and see this special creature. it is a Zinpuff (creature i made up in childhood) which is like a kangaroo with a long dinosaur-like neck, a hamster-like face, and a camel hump. this one was fluffy white with black splotches, and it looked very vicious, growling and clawing furiously at the wall with it's fangs bared. this was, the special creature. i turn to the others, asking them if they see what i see. the gave me a look like i was crazy. i got confused for a second, then realizing either this thing was invisible, or that it wasn't actually there and i was altered to believe that it was. then i am back on the air base, walking around the room. i began to put more pieces together. i hear some things talked about....then i figure it out. my Oregon Crush is standing close behind me, with a blank, very eerie expression on his face. i realized that not only was he the traitor that got us captured, but he was a shapeshifter who happened to be the invisible zinpuff. (not sure how the second realization was important, but somehow it was.....and i was so furious about it too!) as he stood there i walked around trying to figure out how to say something that would let him know i discovered his identity. the desire to say these words almost felt like a form of revenge, since if i said it the others in the room would learn who turned them in. eventually the left without me telling.....oh wells. but before they were taken away, they taught me of something else i hadn't known. apparently each person in their experiments are branded with some sort of picture etched onto their heart. i saw more images as i was told the range of markings and what they meant, which experiment each was for. most of the markings were small, but i see mine, since i was Blackstone the beings had me written in for their biggest experiment. and because of the magnitude of this, my etched in marking was larger than the others. it was in she shape of an angle. now i find there are also cats involved in these genetic experiments. i saw my mom's cat Bonbon run by, and i went to pick him up. but there were other cats in the room too; i would see a tail or a paw disappearing behind stuff as i turned around the room. some of these cats began to appear. a few of them were cats or kittens colored white. the other majority were also white, or pink, Sphinx cats (which i don't actually think are that ugly. first i look down near the secretary desk and see three cats. one is my Wesley, white Turkish van with black markings, laying down looking up at me. he was half laying on something on the floor and it looked uncomfortable. there was two standing next to him, looking up at me also. they were fluffy white, but i look again and they are now white colored sphinx cats. the four cats in the room all gather to the bed, so i sit with them. now there is also a grown sphinx male, who seems to have taken control of all the other cats. Bonbon (white bobtail with orange splotches) tries to jump on the bed to greet me. the male Sphinx goes berserk, attacking him until he leaves the bed and is left alone. i was really mad at that stupid cat who wouldn't let mine come to see me. so i jump off the bed and walk round again. now my sister is placed in the room, and she knows a secret. she has some button controls rectangle, like half keyboard half remote control. she pulls up a large screen on the wall behind the bed. the screen shows a picture of beach and shore and ocean, and on top of that is is large list that she scrolls through. each name has a different shape and size of square. she knows what each means. she goes down until she sees one, the name in bold letters surrounded by a large peach square. in front (or after?) the name is a particular set of numbers and letters. this is one person used for the Blackstone genetics project. her secret is that she knew the code to erase that name from the list and save the person sentenced to....whatever it was. she quickly typed it in, and the name disappeared. she then continued to scroll trough until she found one who's name was....Dossy. (my mom's old cat who died a few years back.) but she was alive in the dream. Lorraine scrambled and furiously typed in the code to erase her name also from the list. during this time i was slightly panicked, should the powerful beings walk in the room at this moment. also, that i knew my sister was a half-breed Blackstone as well and she would soon be killed. i hoped that she wouldn't be taken because she was the only one who knew the secret code. what i wanted was to learn it from her (as we both knew death was inevitable) and when she was taken away i would find and free as many as i possibly could.....and help as many as i could escape from the airbase was my ultimate goal.

November 8: first i was in my living room, closer to the kitchen. it was night, i had the light on and was wandering around doing nothing in particular. when suddenly, i saw something disappearing out of the corner of my vision. i whirl around, but it's not there anymore. now, something, once again, in the corner if my vision is moving out of view. this happens again and again, i become more frightened until one of these things steps out from behind the TV set. it is a Grey alien. :shock: :wideeye: holy crap! well then this similar thing happens continuously, slightly different situations but it's always me, in my house somewhere at night, when an alien appears somewhere randomly and scares the daylights out of me. scene changes, now i am in a place where it is pouring rain, so thick i could barely see. it is a shallow pit, the walls were made of brick (except one side had a bizarre mesh of railings where you entered from.) in this pit is many people, all stationed around in an intricate circular design. we are all warriors ready for battle. in the roaring silence of the rain we stood, waited, for the longest time. occasionally the army leaders would yell out a command or two, getting people back in line when the pattern would begin to change. it had to be perfect, because if it wasn't our defenses would have loop holes. then, out of nowhere, a bomb drops down out of the sky and slams right in the middle of the pit. i remember the floor was very muddy, because when the bomb hit it just went flying everywhere. now, with mud and rain and warriors everywhere, it was complete chaos. we were "battling" but i can't even remember seeing our enemies. we had guns, small bombs to throw, but there was only huge bombs that would collide with the ground and splatter waves of mud through the rain and people. i knew who the enemies were. it was literally, that the government waged war with it's own people and were battling them for power, with military and weapons. the scene changes, me and some dream friends (though a couple might have been real past friends) found a secret entrance in the wall of the pit and ran downstairs. i don't recall going down the stairs, just being at the bottom. it was a public bathroom, a bit eerie and lonely, and actually very large. some hallways led away to other rooms full of stalls, and there was a sort of stall-like wall making a sort of border to a more cavern-like part of the place. opposite the wall was to huge stalls, with ginormous doors where the bottom walls were higher up and even standing far back you could see much of the people's legs and feet. my friends had traveled here to spy on boys and girls doing dirty things :roll: but i came her simply to go to the bathroom (and to escape from the chaos of the battle.) my dream friends ran off down a hallway, and i walked into the second stall. there was someone in the first. well as i close the door to the stall, the wall between my stall and the one next door becomes see-through. i see the other person was not going to the bathroom, but somehow managed to cram themselves actually into the toilet! though it didn't look to cramped, i thought of this as something lots of people do? the person there was soaking wet and were pouring more water over their head. the water they used wasn't dirty, but i was still perplexed. i then hear a voice saying, "you have to as well but you'll get used to it." no thanks O_o. me and the friends leave the room (once again, i don't remember walking on the stairs at all) and now i see a different scene. i am standing in a neighborhood though all the houses and walls seem way too high, more like....skyscrapers? but they definitely weren't. it was night, extremely dark, but some lights were on. i also seem to recall it wasn't just dark, but many of the walls and houses were colored glimmering black as well. it was a spectacular sight. but then i notice something. a bomb drops from the air, and hits somewhere in the mesh of buildings and walls. i then see the trail where the bomb fell appeared to be made of shadow. the darkness from it (as it was becoming morning very quickly) was shimmering down over the skyscraper-like house-buildings and massive walls. i suddenly realized the shadow was actually a sort of poison gas the gov dropped down into the city, and the wind was picking it up and was going to carry the dust over the whole neighborhood and beyond. i jump up and begin flying vertically high into the air. i look down over each segment of the city, each yard and house-skyscraper and road, and now i see more and more bombs hitting the ground and releasing streams of shadow dust through the air. scene changes again. i am back at the pit where the battle continues. i greet my mom there and she tells me she is hungry and wants to go get some food. i follow her, we go down a different entrance, inexplicably i once again end up at the bottom of a staircase in a small room with gray carpeting and a cheerful atmosphere. at the end of the room is some hallways and doors. there is a glass and steel wall near the stairs, making a section of place with some restaurant tables where people eat. there is also some counters with food across it, and some more shelving of food within the restaurant table place. as we walk, i suddenly have a huge craving for chocolate. i tell my mom so, yet i wasn't expecting us to have any money for food. she surprised me by "buying" (picking up) a platter of delicious looking chocolate cake with scribbly beautiful designs of chocolate icing and a strawberry on top. nom! her platter splits into two smaller plates, and she hands one to me. i take it from her but i never took a bite. the scene changed, i was again back in the war pit. there was not a battle currently going on, everyone was back in their circular pattern waiting and standing very still. the army leader was yelling out his commands as it rained. then i am following the story of one guy, who was heavyset, wide shoulders, scruffy blond hair and he had a very strange and awkward personality. he kept stepping out of line, seeming not to understand that if the enemy attacked, they would barge through the many rings of protection and we would loose. he then looks behind him, near the mesh of railings, and a large dragon looms over the side and says things to him. he talks back, it is apparent to me this dragon is nonexistent and this is his imaginary friend. everyone else looks at him strange, because it is so silent and he is yelling (over the roar of the rain) to empty space. the army leader yells at him to get back in line and so he does, he gets scolded and the dragon friend crawls down into the pit standing next to him.

November 9: i was in a house, it had gray carpet flooring (as usual for my dreams), white walls, and was mostly empty except for a bed in one room. i was walking all around and i greet my mom, sister, and Uncle Mike (the, literally, last safe people within my whole immediate and extended family.) this scene was meant to be important because something big did happen but i can't remember it anymore. the scene changed, i was traveling with a group of people from my Jr. high. some strangers, some i barely knew, some were friends. the group was led by a guy i barely know (met only once in fourth grade and he was friendly at first but then irritating) and he was taking us all around the zoo. it wasn't like a normal zoo at all; in fact was against a sloping hill which was composed of a soft ground with huge patches of pastel color, in pink, gray, white, purple. there was large sections of just hill, there was a small winding path down if you chose to walk it, and occasionally you would come across a large cage. the walls of each were small red brick, and halfway up the wall it changed to iron fence. there was also some areas, some square holes built into the wall where glass was placed and you could see through into the enclosures. we were walking down towards one, and before i saw the creatures Lorraine came speeding down excitedly telling me about one creature further up (i think i heard the word wolves?) but i was uninterested and told her i would go see them after this cage. now, only half of this one was an enclosure. the other half was like a short and tall tunnel, with wall on three sides but towards the front of the enclosure was all glass. it went up halfway so you could even lean inside to look. not that i wanted to, because this part of the enclosure was filled with water and there was dangerous creatures swimming inside. there was a smaller fish or two but i payed no attention to them because (even though the enclosure wasn't all that big) a great white shark speeds along then slams into the wall. i had thought it would hurt it's nose but it didn't. it just turned around, swam back the other way, then came back fast as it could to slam into the brick wall. each time it did the whole enclosure shook and i was sure the animal was attempting to escape, or else it was just angry? then mom walks up and tells me something about a very large fish so be careful about hanging too far over the edge. i see said fish swim by, it was large but not as big as the shark! and it looked perfectly harmless. like the shark it would swim along down the enclosure, then turn around and go back the other way, disappearing beyond the glass where i could see. but then it came back, and i thought....it looks a lot larger than i had thought it was! i felt suddenly very terrified of this fish, even though i was safe behind the glass. as it turns ans swims away it leaves a wake behind it, tumbling water. it looked very vivid in the dream, and only as it was swimming away, i now forgot about the shark as it no longer seemed dangerous, and lean over the edge. the image of the fish traveling away was very clear in my mind, it was bigger than the shark now. it was yellow with many green speckles and shiny, looked almost prehistoric because it had a sort of bony plates forming almost a rounded shape on it's face, it almost made it look like segemtns of fish like you would see on a centipeded but it's shape was still fish-like. i also noticed it had a giant eyeball somewhere along it's body looking back at me the whole time. i ask people the name of this particular enclosure and they say "this is shift's tank." then i walk over to the other side of the enclosure where there is only brick wall and no glass. but.....i do find a small hole and i crawl in to find i am now in a bubble of glass! i can see water around me and the shark comes by slamming into the wall and shaking the whole place. it was very close to me now but i eflt safer in this bubble, next to the creatures, than i had behind the other wall of glass. this was a special sort of exploration place (like you might see for little kids at aquariums and zoos) but it wasn't really built for kids. i began to walk around, the glass bubble followed me, and it made a sort of trail like a comet and the glass just faded and melted into water behind me. i do see the large strange fish too and i was still afraid but not as much. so i leave the cool comet glass bubble, and back outside the enclosure all my team travels to the normal part of the place for the other creatures. there was two or three, i only remember one now. it was on a rock, and it was, as i saw it in the dream, part wolf part seal. it was also in striking colors of bright gold with black on it's face, flipper-paws, and tail. the lines between the gold and black were very defined also. it began crawling away, and i saw the other two (they were also similar to a seal, and i think one had babies?) now we all are going to draw a giant picture on the ground. this part of the dream was odd and hard to explain, because it was like we were all floating in the air looking at the ground and "telepathically" drawing dark lines into the fluffy dirt stuff. i began drawing a dragon which everyone else joined in on. it had lots of strange fronds on it almost like a lion-fish. then i have to leave for some reason, forget why, and when i came back they had finished my dragon and had begun a second. i hear Skyler (past jr. high friend) saying, "ooh i have this old software that i learned to draw cool dragons with!" i saw the more giant drawing, the paws and face i could definitely imagine was her drawing. then for the eyes. first i saw two spots on the head (in her drawing it's face was in an odd angle almost staring up?) and where the spots appeared i heard a high pitched ringing sparkly sound. the spots glowed brighter and brighter until it was almost blinding, then the stars died down into two large black beady eyes. but they looked too far to the top of the head. then, they began to move, all the way down to the neck *(and one halfway out of the neck.) i knew this was part of the program...then the eyes went back up to a normal sort of place on the dragon. since we were all seeming to be invisible and....i want to say we melted into the air? i had to let them know i had come back. i wrote a large and short message to them below the dragons and tried to erase it so we could continue drawing. but it wouldn't, any marks you made were permanent, so i just scribbled it out. they wrote to me, and i guess they had virtual erasers that let them make their messages go away, but i didn't. i talked to them for a while and there inexplicably a whole argument ensued (and it wasn't really against me?) it was the leader of the group, the random annoying one i barely know. he got mad and stormed off. then everyone turns to me and tells me i am their new leader. wait....huh? so we finish the two dragons, and go back to see the creatures in the enclosure again. when we are next to the line between the glass wall of the normal enclosure and the brick tunnel besides, i see something funny. there is a door leading into the tunnel, but if anyone tried to open it all the water would come pouring out! it was a nonsensical door and i wondered what use it could possibly have. now i notice, there is a second glass area where you can see into the brick tunnel! i had heard earlier there was a third, even larger creature inside, but i had never seen it. now i could. it was lying on the floor, and appeared to be a whale shark. i studied it for a while, thinking it wasn't all that big as i thought it would be. i began to hear a voice explaining the creature was actually deceased. she pointed out some wires leading from the creature to a wall, and how the dead whale shark offered electricity to power the whole tunnel. then i saw the lights flickering slightly, (not all the way turning off just bouncing between light and shadowy) as if it wasn't the best electric source. i then am...inside the enclosure, i open the door (no water escapes, it all just stays there) and i walk inside. it is blue all around me but i can breath fine, in fact it looks almost like a normal room in there. i go to closer inspect the whale shark.

November 10: i was lucid the whole dream, and two dreammooders do make an appearance here ;) :D. first i barely, just barely, remember climbing up a muddy hill with some pipes around, might have been raining, there also might have been very small holes lined with metal built into the ground as well. faintly had to do with my mom and dad, and i recall the whole time thinking this dream is incredibly spiritual. ??? so the scene morphs into me and mom walking alone down a street. could have been my col-de-sac. it was very shady and getting darker and darker. me and mom were talking about wings and flying in dreams. i mentioned something about brown furry moth wings with dragon claws at the top, and i noticed i had black emo looking wings. i flapped them a few times thinking that was kinda cool. then i told mom that flying resembles swimming through air, that the main reason people fly in dreams is because it leads back to a natural ability to swim built into humans long ago. i called it swim-flying, mom chuckled at that. as we got to the end of one street...not sure if i was seeing the neighboring field or just more houses.....and i floated up into the air, and showed her me making swimming motions through the air (usually i am "treading air" vertically, but this time i was air-swimming horizontally.) we keep walking, it's getting darker and darker until it's late evening. also, we had managed to go from wandering through a neighborhood to walking along the back of a store. yet, the ground was still asphalt road, and the same amount of light was there. i think there also might have been a tree or two to the right. to our left was the rows of aisles. i think i was half-lucid at this point. suddenly a huge vehicle comes storming through. i saw it as a bus but now I'm not so sure it was. the thing was about three cars long, whiny white and modern looking with equally shiny black windows. it also seemed strangely squished, horizontally-wise. the thing crashed alongside (or was it coming towards us?) it was discombobulating but the thing lost control and managed to nearly crash into us! i remember putting my hands out in front of me as one of the cars skid along then halted against my hands. i said that was odd but it's also normal, 'buses' travel into these stores all the time like this. then me and mom turned and went down one aisle. almost immediately i became lucid. i had the flitting thought of chibilicious's dare; but i really really wanted to see what was in the store. i begn to run, barely catching sight of some object made of many twisted peach colored pipes. i went to the front of the store, where there was a strange sort of raised box-container made of white and red material, and some glass and an opening at the front. sitting there is a big stuffed moose, but annoyingly, in my dream i was having trouble discerning what was normal and what wasn't. i totally thought i recognized the moose. i noticed it had a white belly, a red scarf, and some red rings around it's hooves. i set the moose back down, and ran along the front of the store until i got to the corner. i turned and went down the last aisle. along many shelves, was tons of stuffed animals. again, i was so sure i recognized them all, though fighting to tell myself they weren't familiar. this caused me to barely remember what i saw there, though the most prominent was a bear with strange glittering gold wings, and a second creature below it (a....frog?) also with the same material forming golden glittering wings. i wake up, fall asleep. now i am in a wide asphalt area, with a ginormous long wall along the north and east. against the north wall is some tall and long bleachers. across from it is many rows of bleachers (slightly illogical; wouldn't the people at the bottoms of rows not see for the bleachers in front of them?) behind those, i think, was an amusement park with lots of red. in particular, a Ferris wheel. the presidential elections of 2012 were going on. people were crowding the bleachers and waiting for the winner to be Announced. it was Obama vs.......Glenn Beck :excited: ! lol (would he even run for president?) everyone in the crowd, including the candidates, would wear their team color, red or blue. we were all watching that one bleacher stand we were facing. we waited. silence. and the winner is................Glenn Beck!!!!!!!! everyone in the crowd, red or blue, didn't matter, stood up and cheered like you've never seen before. it was a little odd. then i see Xwikki (first dreammooder) stand on the back of the bleachers to see something strange floating in the air. it was, a random rubics cube. xwikki was like, "ZOMG look :goldblob: :P !" i looked all around and scattered throughout the dream was floating rubics cubes, just being very still. then i turn around, i see all the amusement park behind and confetti raining down from the air and rubics cubes all around. it was very colorful. i turn back to the bleachers, everyone has grown silent. Glenn Beck is walking through one of the middle aisles of the front bleachers. i noticed everyone there was wearing blue, including him. i mentioned to someone how it was hard to spot him out of all those people there in blue. i noticed Obama sitting next to me, scribbling on a piece of paper...or maybe it was the table? he didn't look sad, just confused. Glenn stopped so he was right in the middle of the aisles, sitting a bit to the left in the bleachers (well, left to us...to him he was sitting more to the right.) he asked for a microphone, but we all heard his voice loud and clear and echoing as if he already had one. for a second there was this strange awkward silence as he was handed one....idk how it was awkward but it just was. then he began to talk about how he was so thankful for being elected, and there's free water for everyone to the eastern wall. everyone cheered again, and began milling around in the general direction of the east wall. all of us had empty glass cups. we all walked through a place where forest trees had grown right out of the concrete. then at the end, i see four water fountains. i run to the first. then someone taps me on the shoulder telling me this is the adult male's drinking fountain i can't be here. well....ok? i go to the second. again i am alerted that this is a male child's fountain. i am perplexed and slightly frustrated, as each time i seem to get to the front of a fountain i am told it's not the right one. (i actually didn't care that they were segregated, i just wanted my drink.) i get to the third, and i hear a voice saying, "nope this one's the adult woman's drinking fountain. try the next one." i see it is gargoylegoil (the second dreammooder) smiling at me and holding her empty glass cup. i have no idea why i noticed the cup so much. i go to the last one, now i am near the back of the line because other people got here before i did. then i seem to forget completely about the cup and the drinking fountains. i feel a strange pain in my ankle, and i look down. i am shocked to see two green plants sprouting out of my skin!!!!!! :o i sit down to get a closer look. i tear both plants out, i recognized them from a dream i had a while back. they are parasite plants, but last time you had to worry about breathing in their spored and getting plant sprouts lodged in your throat and lungs. i inspect the place where i ripped them from my skin; they came out of two small holes. but now, i see them growing back quite quickly. i know they are like weeds, if you don't also remove the roots, they grow back. so now i gently tug on the stem (i have to admit, the plant is really very beautiful and bright green) and felt it coming out of my skin. the way these things are, is that their one stem slowly transforms into a single green strand of root, burrowing as far into your skin as they can get. they form a sort of hole in your skin, void of any blood. the plant was removed somewhat easily, though it was slightly painful. now i see more and more holes in my skin, some almost unnoticeable. some begin sprouting before my eyes, i keep trying to pull them out but some break, and others i was sure i had gotten completely but i guess i hadn't? on one of them, as i began tugging it out, i actually felt it, that it had rooted all the way down my leg, ankle, foot. it was a strange and painful sensation trying to get that one out of my leg. i ask the people standing around me what this means in a dream. they pointed to a large piece of paper they had written on, attached to the wall. they explained that there were seven interpretations for the plants, depending on which chakra they had affected. (don't believe in those.) they told me the "base?" chakra was the worst meaning of all, and they said that's the one near my foot. bauw? now i begin squeezing and pressing my skin to get more to the surface, that caused some of them to grow enough for me to remove them. a couple began actually blooming strange bunches of round, tough flower buds in pink or pale blueish-white. the flowers were also under my skin, as i worked them to the surface they would bulge under my skin and then emerge. this whole scene was strange, and i was very obsessed with removing every single plant because it just freaked me out so much. now i look at my whole leg around my ankle, i see the many miniature and almost unnoticeable holes. the skin around them was now extremely dry and cracked. i wondered if there were more i hadn't seen, so i press the skin around the rest of my legs. there are a couple more. then....i get down to my foot. i think i blanked out for a second, because i blink a few times and look down to see three gaping holes, and four red caterpillar-like bugs laying next to and on top of the wounds. two of them had also exploded and were oozing peachish-orange goo. i went completely bonkers, panicking. i begged someone to wipe the bugs away because i was just too freaked out to do it. someone did, and then i vowed i would sit there until i had gotten rid of every plant and every parasite there was. then i wake up, fall asleep back into the same dream. i look down at my foot and see that the wounds had closed up, but now they were surrounded by deep dark bruises. i keep walking, towards the forest. in front of it was a gazebo, under which was a table. i sat down at it. xwikki and gargoylegil were there, as well as my mom, sister, and a lady who appeared to be a sister/twin of gargoylegoil. they told me this table was where class began. ??? we all talked for a while, then the scene changed. (during the rest of the dream, i would occasionally sit down to remove a plant but then give up and continue on. then i was waling somewhere, feeling like i had to go to class. somewhere...i didn't know where it was or what it was for. i just was going there. i walk along an asphalt area (might have been the same general place.) i do remember more high walls, same peachy orange color, and some metal railings around. then, i see a place to sit. not sure it was actually chairs, though. i rest there, joined by my mom, sister, and some random guy. then, they tell me, that to be in this class you have to not be wearing any clothes. umm, well ok? i undress along with all the others and we just sit back down staring at each other and saying nothing. i felt extremely vulnerable and awkward. i searched around, until i saw my bathrobe nearby. i slowly reached out for it, about to ask the others it was ok if you wear bathrobes, right? the scene changes, i am once again walking towards "class," but this time down a road in the wilderness with a couple dream friends. we are in a foresty place, and as we walk to our right has some fencing, tall trees, and yards and houses hidden mostly from view. the yards were like desert, full of random junk. only a couple actually had grass. as we walk and talk, i look and see up above the trees along the houses was a small flying dog! it was paddling along, i remembered my earlier explanation of air swimming. i told my dream friends what i was seeing and we all ran to get a closer look. however, as we neared the yard, we saw the dog was actually standing on a floating panel of glass that was built to fly. the dog was also now attached to a chain, and the glass was wanting to float higher while the animal's face was smushed at the side of the panel because the chain was stretching at it's limit and choking him. i was disappointed that the dog had never really been flying. we saw the panel begin to lower, then it suddenly lurched down and landed on a wooden platform. the dog on the glass had landed right on another dog. a dead dog. it had been deceased for a while, beginning to decompose, with some dried blood and flies darting lazily around. i heard a crunching noise as the glass landed on it, and i felt disgusted at this dead dog just laying there rotting on the box. we continued walking, and then we see "class" in the distance. it is still an asphalt area, and a teacher stands in front of many people in the shape of a large circle in front of her. they are all turned, watching us intently as we join the group. the lady, with her white hair in a bun and looking very strict, tells us to go chose two books from the library. we walk to the right, the whole library is right there. there is no walls or ceiling, it is out in the open but we can tell where it is because of the midnight blue carpet and wooden floors. the aisles are short, small, more segmented across the place. there are still a few somewhat larger more normal looking aisles. as i walk along, i find myself wandering through a massive area of books about sea life. different types of animals and such. all look interesting, but we can only choose two. i pick one that has it's cover facing me, a picture of the ocean floor, very bright, with some sea animals on it. now i get to the short segmented aisle sections. along one side of each cube was some short and extremely wide shelves. on one, i see a ginormous book spanning the whole shelf, also about sea life. on the cover is all blue water, and a plesiosaur. the sea dinosaur actually had it's head emerging from the book, moving around.....a real creature coming out of the book! well, sort of. it was stuck on the cover, but it's head and some of it's back could still move around. i considered choosing that for my second book but it looked too heavy. in the dream, i thought how my grandma had promised to make a book like that for me once. she appears, and beings telling me things that annoy me. i try to ignore her, try to find a book so i can get back to class. she is relentlessly following me. i am then joined by my mom and sister, and i pick a random book (about sea life of course!) and head back to the circle of people. when we arrive, the teacher beings scrutinizing everyone and finding each of their flaws and imperfections. she is yelling and scolding everyone for something. at me she screams that i took too long finding my books.

November 11: during this whole dream i was a little child again, about 6 years old. (whenever i am a child in a dream, i always wake up feeling very disturbed?) :? in the dream i was supposed to be going to a school.....and i had no idea exactly where i was going or what i was supposed to do. i was completely confused. so i find myself floating towards a brown (why are they always brown? :? ) cliff. in front of it was a tall and strange looking tower. it was creamy colored, and it had many rings around it which were balconies. it also had a lot of windows. i float down to one of the balconies, about halfway up the tower. i walk inside, and find myself in an empty room with dark patterned floors like in my room, and white walls. as i look around, many shapes of 3D faces appear in the walls and floors and ceilings. they were almost like something Tim Burton would create, and they had no coloring other than the walls and carpet they appeared out of. and they were all around me. they begin talking, and idk what they said but someone came in the room and they all sunk back into the walls and disappeared. the people who came into the room were two girls, one was about ten years old and the other was a teen. they were sisters, both had blond hair. they noticed i looked lost, and they knew i was going to school. so they told me to follow them, and out on the balcony they had a helicopter there. we all hopped on, and they flew up into the air far away from the tower. they then looped around and started heading back. i saw now the sky was covered in helicopters also flying to different balconies. this whole tower was the school, and the helicopters were the normal mode of transportation. i felt as if i had accidentally gone to the wrong level and that was a bad thing.....and i felt like i was wasting these girl's time for them to take me all the way to the level i needed. but they didn't seem to care. then, i find myself in a different place, there's blue skies and the ground is made of brown (again?) stone with many holes in it. it is wet and slippery, i was guessing that a beach was nearby though i couldn't see it. i had the mind of a child in the dream, and i found a miniature stream going through the ground. it was deep for such a small brook, but i splashed my hands into it and stomped around. then mom walks up, and tells me we have to go now. i yelled, "NO!" and kept messing with the water. so she just left. now for some reason i.....recognized this place, but this was a miniature version of it. i walked up the stream to where there was a small boulder with a sort of cavern inside. the water came out there, and i could trace each stream and where it would split off into other miniature rivers. i followed down it to small ponds, recalling the larger version lakes, and each way the boulders matched the landscape of my memory. i began to think maybe this was the same place but i had just been miniature? then i look up and can see some of the beach and ocean. suddenly, i actually am living in the place, along with the blond sisters. i remember that we needed to find a home, the same one i lived in so long ago (though i was still a child in the dream......) anyhow, we found a place much closer to the ocean. it was a cave, that was huge but you had to slip and slide down to the bottom. it was a sort of tilted cave....actually kind of a creepy place. and all of a sudden, this ginormous wave comes rumbling and crashing through right towards us and we are underwater. now, i go into omniscient, watching each terrifying wave rumbling through the opening and there is no way to escape from it. i had a feeling of a sense of time going by, quite a long time ackshully. then, i am away from that place, and one of the girls hands me a photograph of the cave, the way i saw it in omniscient, with one of the waves just hitting the bottom and swirling around in frothing water. she says she found a sea monster in that photograph, and i was excited, so i take it to get a closer look. i saw a huge shadow in the wave, but she tells me no that isn't the monster. i look all the way at the bottom, where there is a small swirl of water. i see a face there, a gray creature's head. omg! no wait.....then i see that the wave only covered it's middle section, and it had back flippers. t'was only a seal. the scene changes, the one i think i remember most vividly. me, my sister, and dad are all walking through a mostly dead field. it wasn't the one near my house but it was similar. we are walking through an old dirt road, and my sister is saying something about UFOs. i am trailing behind, but now i stop because i see something in the air. a small white dot in the starry sky and silvery clouds. then another dot, and another, and they are filling the sky in rows and columns. i yell for my sister to come look, but she shrugs me off and keeps walking. i keep staring, then through all these dots i see ripples and waves of golden light. it is not many UFOs, but one ship, and it is a lot closer than i had thought...it was only just invisible. then, i see the many white dots fading away and some melting together so now there are seven glowing white circles in the shape of a triangle. i keep calling for my sister and dad but they ignore me completely. so i give up, i turn the corner on the path and keep following behind them. then they stop in their tracks. it is dark (though there was some light source i think dad or Lorraine was carrying?) and i ask what and run to where dad stands. it is two shaggy brownish yellow gold retrievers, standing side by side and growling. i wasn't very afraid, but then i see something out over the field. through the tangled silhouette of bushes and grass, i see one bright glowing red dot. i thought it was a mini UFO at first, but it wasn't. it zips across the field, then disappears. later i see another red glowing dot. it also blinks away and now i do feel afraid. suddenly, something leaps out of the bushes at my face! it is an opossum, with it's gaping mouth open, hissing and snarling viciously at me. i think that UFO did something to the animals! for a while all i can see is opossum, scratching and making really creepy demonic sounds. i have my hands around it's stomach trying to keep it away from me, and so i throw it. it lands near Lorraine who just stands there nonchalant. the thing immediately runs back and jumps up at my face again. i felt so afraid, and i began just screaming and screaming. then.....it was strange, like my voice seemed distant and far away, i couldn't really hear much anything anymore and still all i can see is the face of the opossum. that scene fades out, now back to me being a little child. my family is simply just, gone, now. the two blond girls want to adopt me. their mom is reluctant, but agrees. now i am in a room, which is mostly empty. the mom gives me all these rules and then closes me in. i had the feeling that; since in my "early childhood" in this dream (i was still six years old) i was part sea creature because of where i lived. or at least i wasn't human. the floors in my room were wooden, i think. they had newly painted the walls for my arrival, which were now a strange shade of brown with a design of many colored ribbons near the ceiling. they had painted the ribbons to be "attached" to the ceiling/wall corner at some points by painted nails, and hanging down also. there were many ribbons all "nailed" at different sections so it was a discombobulating looking mesh of ribbon. in my room, beyond a door at each end, was also a closed closet. against one wall was three articles of furniture. one was a lamp on a very very short table. that was in the middle. to the right was a cat litter box filled with water instead of sand. i dipped my hand in the water and it was really cold. to the left was what appeared to be a dog crate, with no gate in front. instead there was more wall coming up a bit, and filled inside was more water. this is why I'm guessing i was some sort of half-sea creature. i also dipped my hands into this water, and it was slightly cold but more temperate. i told myself i would get used to the water, and i considered crawling inside to sleep for a while. but i didn't. i ran over and opened the closet door. inside was gray carpet, also very empty in there, but i saw a brown door. a secret, brown door. ^^ i open it up, and i can see into another room. the room of the small blond child. the floors are wooden, the walls white, and there is a couple windows which reflect on the floor. i can see, on the reflections, that it was raining. and it was also very dusty in there, i could see through the dim shafts of light through the windows. and huddled in the corner, is the little blond girl. just sitting there. weird. i close the door, and now on the floor of the closet i find a piece of paper and a pencil. i shall make a list, of the things i will do in this house. i wrote all the way down about halfway, and i think i just went randomly werewolf because i wrote "eat new sister! (nom-nom)" :shock: idk what was really going through my mind other than, i saw this as a joke, i wouldn't really eat her. sort of. the mom suddenly burst into the room, grabbing my list, looking through and she seemed pissed. not at my list though.......she began screaming about the new wall colors, yelling that i had found the secret closet door, and ordering i leave the house. nothing could convince her otherwise. she shoved some paint supplies towards me and said before i left i had to repaint the walls. i actually have no idea what color the paint was now...even though i was staring at them for an hour! creepy.....but....i think not once i actually stood up in the dream, always running around on all fours. even painting, i didn't stand. instead, i lifted the painting-thing up as high as i could get it, and tried to paint up to the ceiling. once, i actually blobbed some paint onto the ceiling and i worried she might be mad at me. i painted halfway along one wall, before i saw a little kitten in the closet door (now open?) :oops: gone werewolf again.......now i have a blue bowl of strange meat......it was kinda slimy and round, and it just didn't look like normal meat at all. but i was eating it, and i knew this was the kitten. umm......O_o k that's a pretty strange and f'ed up dream there. so then, the mom storms in again screaming and yelling about something else. was it the paint on the ceiling, or the kitten, or my joke of eating her daughter???? she begins chasing me all around, i run out one of the doors and all around the house (which seemed to go in a sort of loop, from room to room?) I noticed as i ran by, that the rooms were very well designed. they were all different, but i remember a lot had red accents. i stop in one room, now actually standing on two feet, because i think i had a random moment of lucidity. at the back of the room was all floor to ceiling window, covered by white curtains. still raining i think. there was some red chairs against the window, some black side tables with green plants on them. the whole room was designed in red, white, and black. i saw a strange table also, in the middle of the room with no chairs around it. it was made of stained glass red, white, and black. everything began to look a little blurry and i woke up.
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Re: November dreams 2010

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November 1: need to let go of one aspect of self; but be cautious around those causing stress and feelings of being unaccepted. they r making up things need to let go of that aren't there, need to relax and contemplate a situation

November 2: strength and endurance falling apart from pent-up sadness. still transformation is going on, leading to peace and harmony at the end. trying desperately to keep project for goals together but failing. dream cautions to be aware.....need to learn and grow, repressing emotions not want to confront, but being aware of. trying to escape from stress
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby shift1085 » Fri Nov 12, 2010 6:26 am

November 12: shorter dream, kinda sketchy details. ok so me and, i think my sister and mom and a couple dream friends, were walking along a cement area when we came across a large body of water. it was extremely clear, and extremely deep. it was built to look natural but it also had a feel of....swimming pool? also, everybody was able to walk on the water, it was normal like walking on dry land. so we all went walking out over where it was really deep, but still crisp and clear. slightly worrying....lol. then grandma appears, and starts irritating the heck out of us! so i turn away from her, and i see something floating not that far away. it is about two rows, one on top of the other, of floating bright yellow disks. these objects were "anger", like it were a physical thing, and you had reserves of anger. grandma has her own rows of it, she begins spinning them towards me like Frisbees. so it becomes like some weird battle, each time i picked up a disk it was like i could actually feel the anger emanating from it and i threw a bunch at her all at once. then i noticed my source of anger was becoming depleted, and i had to use less or run out. and she had more anger disks to throw. so then that scene ends, me and some people (and grandma) were walking down an old dirt road, slightly muddy, through a forest. then i was in a car with them, and all i remember was looking down at the passenger's seat, and a dog was scratching at the window and surrounding area. it looked like my hairless rat Nicodemus had been transformed into a dog, even with the exact same pink and black pattern! then the scene changes again, i am on my bunk bed and it is night. my cat Wesley was at the end of my bed, and i was talking to him. he had been gone in the dream, for two years, at some....i wanna say, rehab center? program? idk. as we talk, Wesley jumps off the bed to the floor. i lean over the edge to continue talking to him, but now he is a human teenage girl. her story is that while she was gone she met a guy. she stopped there. i became worried, i thought he might have done something to her. i press for more information, she stalls, procrastinates, changes the subject, or just becomes silent. sometimes i'll say something indicating my worry and concern, and she would look up at me like i didn't trust her words. then, i become dizzy, and since i am leaning over the edge i begin to fall, drift, almost loose unconsciousness. i knew if i continued to sit at the top bunk, i would fall and hit my head on the floor. so i jump down, and land on a pile of blankets. i sit there, and still talk to the girl, who is once again, my cat Wesley. but still with the same story? i keep asking for more info but he....she.....isn't willing to tell me. the scene sort of morphs, now, my bedroom has converged with my family room, with elements of both scattered throughout. i can see my bunk bed to the left, and i sit on the family room couch. in front is the old coffee table, which we have actually put in the garage. but in the dream it was there. the gal, a random woman, and me were all in the room, as well as many dogs. oh and also the light was now on, before in my room it had been off. the woman might have been watching TV, i don't really know. i was paying more attention to the dogs. there was one pit bull, and in the dream, for whatever reason, i saw as a doberman? the dog had a pink collar i think, and i'm fuzzy on the coloring. then the woman, or someone else, carries into the room an adorable puppy. it was a bright and shiny caramel colored weimaraner, but in my dream, it was a mini pincher to match with it's adult "doberman" counterpart. i watched the puppy mill around all the adult dogs, until it got to the pit bull/"doberman." the adult dog began snarling and growling viciously, and the puppy was far too close. i lept up to rescue it, and i placed it closer to the couch to be safe. but the puppy, once again, walked over to say hi to the pit bull. it began growling again, got it's mouth really close to the weimaraner, and i had this horrible thought that the dog might bite down on the puppy and kill it! so i run over again, pick up the puppy, and now place it onto the coffee table. it walks all around, and at this time the woman in the pink laZ boy chair begins talking about some problem. i was trying to pay attention to her, while still watching over the puppy. i began to obsess over that fact that the weimaraner might have to go to the bathroom. i look all around the coffee table and find a small little puddle along with a slight bit of feces. i pick up the puppy, intending to bright it outside to go to the bathroom. i also keep it away from me so that it wouldn't go all over me :lol: but then i forget completely about that; i set it back on the floor and it wanders towards the pit bull. instead of attacking, the dog growls some then just sits there. the weimaraner puppy turns to me and says something, relating to the pit bull, but i can't remember what it was. 'twas really important, though.

November 13: a little late for this dream don't ya think? :lol: it started out me and this guy were in a car (i don't know who/which of us were driving) up a spiraling road. it appeared to be only as large as a sidewalk, maybe bigger, but it had the same yellow marks and asphalt. on either side was plastic pink walls, but no ceiling. it was bright and sunny. the road was the only thing there, no actual ground. it just spiraled up on it's own with no pillars or anything. so eventually, the spirals end at a flat place, round, with a single plastic pillar in the middle. there was more short plastic walls surrounding the round area, and the ground was covered in white fluffy stuff. as we come to the end of the spiral, some men are directing the car. they're little orange flag signals tell us to stop, then to move forward. we drive out onto the circle, which, with the pillar, makes us drive in a full circle. we see another road, continuing to spiral upward, but it is packed with pastel cars. (the street was a one lane road.) so we keep driving, now coming back around towards the road we just came from. it is also packed with cars that want into the circle. we stop the car and step out. the men with the orange flags are yelling orders, waving their flags to direct one car onto the circle at a time. soon, the whole place would be blocked with no way out. i also notice many white bags of something built up or laying around the road where the orange flag guys were. as i walk around and around, i get bored. i sit down to think, and notice the consistency of the fluffy stuff was strange......it was almost like sand or play dough, but it was also soft like wool. i think i might have started to build little objects using the sand-dough-fluff. the scene changed, though, now i am in a beautiful large house (it wasn't mind) but i was visiting there and helping a dream friend prepare for a Halloween party. we stayed mostly in the kitchen, which had lots of windows and counter space. then, the party has suddenly begun, though it is still midday some people have arrived at the door. so we walk all around the street, talking and goofing off. then, i think there was something important needed for the party? i saw someone to ask, so i ran all the way to the end of the street and tap on his shoulder. i find it is a tall hobo, dressed in many layers of brown ragged clothing that had holes and tears. he had a long beard and scraggly hair, a dirtied face and one tooth. he also had a prosthetic leg and a cane. he just smiled and laughed oddly at me when i asked him the question. then the others come running and yelling, "NO shift! back away!" confused, i do. they reach me and tell me the guy was radioactive and so now i am too. they then tell me there was this terrible situation with a nuclear power plant when i was a baby also so this was the second situation in which i became mutated by radioactive fumes...oh wells though. beyond the bizarreness of the situation, i shrugged off the fact i was now radioactive, we headed back to the house for the party. it was night now, everyone had arrived and was dancing away. i could see the bright light though the windows, could see the kitchen packed with people dancing their hearts out. they were all in their Halloween costumes as well. we walk inside, and the host of the party tells me there is a sort of theme to this party. i forget what it was, but it was something strange like, everyone had to say once certain thing to each other, or that you had to dance a certain dance....but it was more benign than that. so then, the party ends, everyone goes home. me, the host, and the few people who had arrived early were left. it was dark in the house and we talked about the themes for tomorrow's party. (apparently it went on for days?) so then, all of a sudden, it is night number two. the special theme is enacted, party was epic, and then everyone goes home. it is dark in the house again, we quietly chat about the third theme. i wanted to choose this time, because the other times i didn't get to. i suggested that this time, nobody says anything...lesse if we can get through a party without talking at all. everyone shrugs at it then we all stand up to clear off the counters. light in the kitchen turns on so we clean up. then the next day, the normal early birds arrive and we walk around. but now, many more people are coming during the day. so, we hold the party when it is sunny, in the afternoon. it ends early, and someone else's idea for the theme begins. it is that, when everyone heads home, you have to hold a plate of food and stand in line to leave. so we all gather in the front yard, it is grassy and at the end is a brown wooden fence. we all stand on the sidewalk leading to the open gate. the line stretches all the way to the house, and i am pretty much in back of the line. all of us have a white plate full of food. i think mine had either potatoes or tomatoes, and some other dibs and dabs. but inexplicably, i find myself with two plates, plus a cat! idk if it was my Wesley, or a little orange kitten, but it was squirming and trying to get away. i felt obligated to hold this cat,tucking it under my arm against my hips, at the same time balancing a plate with the other hand. the only way i could hold the second plate was pretty odd. it was full of cherry tomatoes, which i despise, but it seemed they were attached to the plate? i bit down on one with my teeth, so that whole plate of food was in my mouth. the line moved faster now, i kept walking and saw a guy with black hair looking at me like he was perplexed and confused, a little weirded out perhaps. yup i'm weird, get used to it. :boogie: i kept walking, now seeing a Chinese looking guy with similar hair look back at me strange, though he was much further in the line. it appears we were all headed for the back of a large white van, everyone boarding it though i have no idea how everyone fit inside and i couldn't even see anyone in there! plus, it was dark so that may have a bit to do with it. but still, you'd think it was so packed i could see the people where the light shone through.

November 14: i was watching a video on the computer (at first it was like i was watching it instead of a screen, but later that's what it morphed in to.) it showed a group of characters in some illegal activities. they were, a were-horse, were-sheep, were-pig, a chubby African American teen girl and her younger super skinny brother, Rex (from toy story) and a random rubber duck....which i was told Rex was dating? lols. so now, i find myself sitting in a chair in the kitchen, watching this video on the computer. my dad sits at the chair in front of it, mom sits at the table as we watch. then, the video begins to play again, i begin to say something, but dad cuts in and finishes the sentence. i asked him how he knew what i was going to say, and i tried to add in some more of my thoughts, but he continued to interrupt and finish the words. finally, i got annoyed and asked him how he was doing this? he smiled, laughed, and said, "you're telepathically speaking my thoughts!" that annoyed me further, but every time i asked him that's what he told me, that i was the one mind-reading instead of the other way around. and i hated that he was smiling the whole time, not seeing at all that i was becoming angry with him. then, me and my sister are in a house. it was one floor high, but had rafters. it was all made of wood, no lighting whatsoever, and the floors were actually sandy dirt. it almost felt like being in an old barn, but it was a house. there was a total of six rooms. one main room. then to the north is three, where there is a small bathroom, a large bedroom, another small bedroom. the large bedroom looked like the rest of the house. the bathroom seemed fairly normal with a window, average walls, floor, lighting, a toilet and shower. the teen girl and her brother were there. taking turns using the shower over and over. Rex and his girlfriend sat blankly (as normal child's toys) on a table in the middle of the room which seemed only halfway normal, halfway a barn. the were-pig was in the main bedroom. then on either side of the main room, was thin hallways leading to long and thin rooms. each still resembled a barn but each had one window. to the left was the were-horse, to the right the were-sheep. now, me and my sister were hyperventilate about making sure the characters here weren't still partaking in the illegal activities. mostly we worried of the were-pig, were-horse, the teenage girl, and Rex. the rest, not so much. to spy on the pig, we hid up in the rafters to watch him. sometimes we would surprise the were-horse in her/his room. there was a bunk bed there, the same one i had as a child, which was halfway broken, and the were-horse kept trying to dismantle it the rest of the way. we kept thinking the horse had some hammer and nails ect hidden so eventually me and my sis stayed only in that room. we questioned the horse extensively to make sure, i felt it was lying to me. so, i see a desk. i seek and find hidden under it are four large barnyard looking stuffed animal. i knew it! tools to dismantle the bunk bed! lawls...not sure how that works, but it does. scene changes, i very faintly remember walking with my dad and sister along a thin dirt path on the ridge of a cliff. then we get to a more wide open place, a field of moss that went, for the most part, downhill. dad disappears, now i am walking with my sister and a random girl. i am holding my hairless rat Nicodemus, who suddenly jumps from my hands and runs away. i ran after him, trying to capture him because if he gets away he'll be lost here in the field for good. the scene changes, i find myself walking down a wide road in a neighborhood. tall trees hang overhead, there is a discombobulated crowd wandering all around the road (but not the sidewalks.) i walk along, then this girl comes up to me. she says, "now, what if i told you that during the nights you wake up, and join a culture that sacrifices humans. this group is almost, shall i say, Satanic? what are you going to do about it?" "i'm not going to do anything." i felt accused at first, so i jumped into wolf form, and began to run away from her. my answer wasn't because i didn't care, or was in denial, but because i had no idea what she was talking about....honestly, taking part in Satanic rituals is against everything i believe, it's something i would never do ever. and not only that, but i had no memory of what she was talking about. i worried that i had some repressed memory of being forced into satanic rituals without my knowing, and i wondered if she was just trying to warn me of my predicament. or not.....? i continued to run down the road, as fast as i possibly could in wolf form. i felt myself growing and transforming, my paws on the pavement, past all the people in the ambling crowd. until i get to the end of the road at a T, beyond it tall trees and houses. i turn around to look back, but i keep growing and growing. until i realize, i am now growing at all, only floating higher and higher into the air. i could tell because i swished my paws around in the air expecting to touch ground but now i was as high as the tall trees. then i end up in my back yard, which was much more green and grassy. some people walk around, and my sister stands next to me. she says, "Oh Em Geeeeeee there's this new Celebrity and he's soooo awethum!!!!!!!" um...well ok? she continued to obsess, before saying she knew where he is and dragged my arm to show me him. she then built (don't know how else to describe that) a tunnel, quiet small, and it was flat against the ground but tilted some so that it went partly underground. she said, "look! look down there in the tunnel!" i did, it was pitch black but at the very end (almost like looking into a Kaleidoscope) was a clear and bright image of two men, looking similar. they were old guys, and i didn't like them. i thought they looked damn creepy. but, whatever my sis wanted? she walks from her tunnel-thing, and now she is carrying a massive birthday cake. almost looked like she might drop it. she carried it over close to the patio, where there was a floating table completely composed of jigsaw puzzle. she dropped the cake there, but found one side of it was hanging slightly off the table, the other edge far too back. she freaked out, saying if it wasn't right she would get sick with influenza. she picked it up again, moving it just a bit but now it was reversed....there was still one edge too far, one edge not far enough. she kept trying to pick it up and move it to make it right but it wouldn't work for her. she was desperately trying not to get sick from the placement of the birthday cake.

November 15: during the dream the scenes appeared fluid...a storyline, but now they just seem random. i walk along an open outdoor place, slightly like a courtyard with no plants. there was walls of buildings all around, and all the walls and floor were composed of gray stone. it was night, starry, as i amble peacefully through. it is quiet, there is no one there, and no chaos or noise to distract me. i come across a couple of my Oregon friends, all scattered around, so that i talk only to one at a time. there is also a young adult male with blond hair and glasses. as i talk to my Oregon friends, i find that one of them, Cris, has a major crush on Breann. he tells me of this plan she has.....him and the blond haired guy were working together on a sort of set-up between him and her. then, i find myself where i first started out the dream, again, walking along alone doing nothing in particular. then, i see now what i hadn't before: a whole swimming pool, right at the end (or beginning?) of the courtyard. it was in the shape of an n, and the space inside it was raised up like a thick wall, so i couldn't see all the way around it. for a split second, the scene changes, like i am seeing a vision or something. i hear my mom's voice talking to me. i see a scene of underwater, at night, it is deep blue all around with some pale light shining through. filling my whole line of sight is a massive creature, one i can barely even describe because it was so unlike anything i have ever seen before. all i can say is it had a main body, sort of rounded. sprouting out in every direction are things like tentacles or branches. there are also small spheres around the creature, though i'm not sure if they were connected, or smaller creatures around it. there was much more to the animal, which i have forgotten. it was colored white, with the reflection of pale moonlit water shimmering over it's skin. mom talks of this as "her" sea monster....her as in, it always attacked her, always made her life a living hell. then i am back to the stone place, wandering ever so slowly towards the pool. just over the buildings is a big and bright full moon. it was much larger than usual, but it made the scene look quite spectacular. i see, now, a shape swimming through the glimmering silvery and inky waters. it is Breann, drifting along, maybe unsure of herself, or what was going on. then a second shape, Chris, swimming towards her. she stopped in her tracks, stock still, just watching. looking perplexed, as if she had no idea how to respond. he keeps swimming, swimming....now he's almost where she is, his arms outstretched. she looks like she wants to swim away but also can't....because of emotional reasons perhaps? even being so far back from the scene, i just understand what emotions are going through each. Chris has his arms nearly touching her shoulders, and then........he suddenly goes underwater, like something dragged him. my first thought was, i had previously heard rumors of a type of undersea bug that had survived in this pool. harmless alone, dangerous in numbers. i wondered if they had been the cause of his sudden disappearance. but then i thought about mom's sea monster, could it have been the one i saw in my "vision" earlier? but the story gets weirder.....i blink, and i find myself laying on the ground, sopping wet. i must have been at the edge of the pool, but i was under the impression that it had been drained. it was a split second change, and i at first had my eyes closed, so i had no idea what the heck was happening. i opened them slightly, to find Breann standing there with her hands over her mouth, and in front of me the blond guy. they look frightened, and the man begins to try and 'resuscitate' me. it seems i have found myself randomly in my friend's body, Lord knows why O.o. i was so baffled, confused, but all i could think to do was to pretend i was unconscious. i attempted to hold my breath, but i couldn't for long and so began breathing. Breann seemed not to notice. however, the blond man gave me a hint of a smile indicating he knew more about what was going on than i did. he knew i wasn't in my own body anymore, he knew i wasn't unconscious, but he continued to give me CPR until Breann discovered. now i had no idea what to do, because since i was myself in another body, how could i explain this seeming "trick" of pretend unconsciousness? not something i had any control over anyways. the scene changes, i find myself walking in a different courtyard. it was similar, but instead of gray stone, it was pale concrete. the pool was generally the same, but in a different part of the place. it is also day now, me and my mom walk along. i thought it would be a good idea to fly, so i lift up into the air (and so causing lucidity ;) .) i was far behind my mom, so i sped up to catch up with her. yet, i keep on going further than i wanted. i felt i had less control over the gravity of the air than usual, i sped forward trying in vain to at least slow down. finally i nearly stopped, waiting for mom to join me by my side before trying to move forward. once again, i felt nearly thrown forward at full speed. this irritates me because i want this to be relaxing and calm, a joyful stroll. i now force my flight down to a dull drift, now getting a clearer view of the swimming pool before me. it is much smaller, not as wide, and the wall only inches high, to seem more a raised platform. directly over the water, i see many large birds colored bright red with brown and white on their wings. they look like a predatory type bird, probably hawks or eagles. i can see them in vivid clarity, lifting up from their resting place on the water's surface. they move in slow motion, each flap of their wing, each minuscule movement of each feather. they flap their wings as they hover higher and higher into the air, ever so slowly. it was beautiful, but it seemed these birds were really getting no where. i also felt frustrated, why they could move slowly, but i was flying far too fast! the scene changes, i am now sitting cross-legged on the ground in a rectangle-shaped mat of something yellow.....hay or hamster bedding? a wall or building is behind me. up ahead and all around is a wide and flat desert, and just beyond that magnificent tall brown mountains loom. there is a thunderstorm overhead. not much rain, barely any. but i could hear the claps of thunder and the reflecting flashes of lightning nestled within the gray clouds. it was deep and dark and beautiful, i love storms and felt at peace. but then things start to change. in the distance, out of the corner of my eye, something spinning. i turn to look, it is gone. then again, in the opposite direction, a blink of a tornado. i look, it has disappeared. i look directly up into the sky, now the clouds seem far closer than any normal storm cloud....only a couple feet above the top of the building. some of the wisps of cloud are more pale silver, and are beginning to spiral around. as the spinning cloud vortex moves, it is now right in front of the carpet of hay. it grows, swirls, into a miniature pale tornado. it touches ground, and now comes right at me! it stops so that i am completely cloaked by the twister, which was only as wide as i am. at first it was ok, but then it darkened, swirled faster and faster until it was slightly painful. i just barely began to loose breath, when it began to ever so faintly fade away. as it diminished, i then got a very bad feeling, like something was going to happen. i knew exactly what that would be too. i watch the sky now, and it appears. a bolt of lightning, but it is in slow motion! i can see the purpleish blueish whitish gold striking through the air, each electric tendril and main beam of light meandering down. then, in an instant, it resumed normal speed and strikes just outside my hay carpet, glowing slightly red along with it's other coloring. even as close as it was, it was nowhere near as momentous as the one i experienced in real life at a slightly further distance from my house. there was a deafening crack, the feeling of an earthquake and the momentary blindness. it wasn't as bad as i expected (which was to hit me, or at least be as bad or worse as the one that happened in real life.) a girl nearby shot a look over at the place where the lightning hit. the scene changes, i am now traveling with a group of people in a town. i am just walking out of a building, out the glass door exit. on either side is a short hallway-like path with no ceiling. i can see hundreds of people crowding the place, walking around. i know, because of some forgotten scene, that these are all movie characters that i, at first, only accidentally began to imagine up. but now, since i am lucid, i see more and more appearing. one of the people i am walking with taps on the shoulder of a woman with short blond hair, saying, "hey, move over, stupid!" i responded with, "damn you shouldn't have said that! that's Evelyn from Two and a Half Men!" the woman turns around, i had guessed correctly. i notice she is sporting bright green sunglasses. she retorts, "excuse me?" and the bunch of us laugh and run. they see this as a game, since i know it is a dream i guess my notion of "be random and do stupid stuff because no one here is real" rubbed of on them. now i begin to see other characters that i recognize from no movie. they are bizarre, dream-like, illogical and nonsensical. i find one group which perplexes me the most. they were taller than normal humans. their faces looked like something Tim Burton would create, with extremely exaggerated features.....and brought to life. they wore Victorian clothing, and had the strangest accents like something out of a cartoon. they also weren't the brightest creatures ever. then i saw something else; when they open their eyes, it is just empty sockets. their mouths also have nothing inside...no teeth, or tongue or gums. inside them there was no bones, no muscle, no blood, no skeleton. they were simply empty walking skin full of darkness. their eyes and mouth were like holes cut into the skin that could blink and talk. inside them was only pure darkness, no light went inside them. that made them creepy, beyond their joyful demeanor and overly happy attitude. i followed behind, watching them curiously for a while. they walk along the sidewalk, though people were also filling the streets. they get to the end before a corner, where the sidewalk turns to a place where the building creates shade. at the corner, they all stand around. i look down at their feet. i find them incredibly strange, each was a bright and random color, almost like painted designs. their legs were also bizarre shapes, almost blobular. i barely remember any, but one had lots of fur, caramel colored with wispy white fur strands at the front of the legs and just before the shoes. another had painted bright green reptile scales with dark outlines. they keep talking about money, to gather, because i have inadvertently made this whole scene a game....the point is to find as much money as possible. they find, right at the corner, a sort of machine, like a soda machine that gave food instead of drinks. beyond the picture which i ignore, is many slots with bright glowing lights flashing. the skin beings walk over, putting a dollar bill or two into a slot. money comes out, they gather it and turn to leave. i can hear them saying, "look! we got so much more money out of that machine! we put in a dollar and got more than one coin back!!!!" one of the small group i had been standing with walks by, trying to explain to them that different types of money had different values. the skin beings didn't seem to understand. as all their accented cartoon voices fade, i turn to the machine. i have some money, a five dollar bill i think. there are so many slots, i choose the one that looks like it should fit a dollar bill. the colored flashing lights turn on, and then at a slot at the very bottom of the machine many coins spill out into the pavement. i kneel down to gather them. but then i notice, to receive the type of food i wanted, i must put in 13 cents along with the dollar. exasperated, i suddenly have a corduroy coin purse. i unzip it, looking inside is many coins. i seem to remember having had two pennies which i needed to get the exact amount. but the only coins i could find, quickly digging through, were all silver. i just grab out one quarter....much more than two pennies, but that didn't matter to me. i would get change back. i see all the smaller slots, being confused as to which one i should use for my coin. i finally slip it into one slot, and thankfully the money shoots out from the bottom hole. i begin to scoop up and gather all the coins into one pile, but now i see, it looks like i have been given too much change for the money i gave the machine! i count up all my dollar bills which appear, and the coins i gather and the ones in the purse. i come out with $300.19. for some reason, because this is a game, i can do whatever i want here in this dream. and i would choose, to combine my money with that of the eerie skin beings, even though i was not on their team. i had heard them say, as they walked away, what their total money was. i calculated that in my head, to come up with roughly $600.00. the scene changes, i am now back at the gray cobblestone courtyard with the moon overhead. i walk past the pool this time, right to a hidden pathway. presumably, this is the way out of the place. it is dark here, shadowy. i stop because i see a table. atop it, is a pot of freshly warmed ginger tea. the small kitchen utensil, the rounded one with the mesh, rests on top, with the many soaking silvers of ginger. yet, it was a bizarre color...as was the tea. it looked silvery white! i reach to the back of the table, picking up the strange looking ginger root. it is pure white colored. then i see many trays full of rectangles...each a different color. they are solid, almost like candy? but they are "tea." i find the white colored "ginger tea" rectangle.

November 16: it starts out in an outdoors place, though i am insanely thirsty the whole time. i have a glass cup and i know where the fountain is. every time i would look at the cup i would realize how thirsty i am, and run to get another glass, chugging it down to try and quench my thirst. so i barely remember any of that scene, though there was some people walking with me, and it seemed an almost maze-like place with adobe peach walls and blue skies. (those two symbols together; reoccurring.) so, the scene changes. i am now in a house. momentarily, i am outside of it, realizing it is actually the inside of a ship. i am on the deck, crowded with wandering people...as always. i see one young girl for a moment, and begin hearing a voice. now i am back in the house, with this family walking around. one gal sits next to me, i had an inkling she might have been one of the demons, though her eyes never changed or anything. it was just the way she talked, about every character in the dream, knew each one's thoughts and feelings and everything. then she disappears. i begin to memorize the layout of the house from my perch. it was very bizarre. there was a main, wide living room, mostly empty, but some furniture against the walls. no windows as far as i know. then, on either side (where i am) is a staircase, leading up to a "balcony." actually, it was more than that, it was a whole second floor. underneath this second floor is the first floor, where i presume the kitchen was...i think. so mainly, the family room was all alone, the rest of the house normal. between these staircases is a number of things, all around almost creating sort of levels of random stuff. one was a blue plastic box-thing. there was others, and also directly under the balcony, stretched across between the staircases, was a sort of ledge, shelving space, built into the wall. lots of stuff was there. now, with all these small levels, stairs and balcony, i saw this one man. he was bald, actually almost reminded me of that guy from Despicable Me. he had a game, of just running around and around using any surface that he could. the family would get annoyed with his antics, but no one could catch him because he was nimble. so eventually, the family disappears. the house had been dark the whole time but now it is dead quiet. the bald guy bounds from surface to surface, but then both of us notice someone down in the family room, in the shadows against the furniture and boxes. she is the little girl, crying. the bald guy jumps down, and asks her what's wrong. idk what she said, but he answered, "you know what cheers me up? a good game of hide and seek!" the girl nods, and shuffles away to hide. i join in the game too. the closest place to my perch is the shelving area. i hop the railing and try to crawl across. there is so much expensive stuff here, i try to inch and maneuver around it. at one point, when the guy begins searching, i nearly knock over a silver/metal tin of something. it wobbles but does not fall. i breath a sigh of relief and continue to crawl. but then, it feels as if my leg brushes against it...yet i hadn't....it was too far away! it just falls over randomly. i wince as it crashes with the floor, causing a whole mess of sound because it was enclosed and filled with coins. i halt, waiting, expecting to be almost immediately found. yet, no one comes...i am still safe. the scene changes. not sure if i was still in the house, but i was in, what was supposed to be my room. it is very dark, and at night. all i can see is clutter on the floor. then, a shape in the doorway. it is my dog Blaze. he beings growling at me...it was very eerie. i back off. he crouches low to the ground, then ambling forward, snarling and growling and baring his teeth. i was terrified, but the only way i saw to protect myself was to jump to werewolf form. i do, i run on all fours right to him. we are eye to eye, and i can see the shape of his open opossum-like mouth at my face. i begin biting also at his neck, trying to be vicious. i keep jumping forward at him until he begins to back away. i only stop when he is in my doorway. still afraid, i run back into my room. now i can hear him...sobbing, sounding like a human crying. he sits there for a while. then, his head shoots up, almost demonic looking, though i can still only see his silhouette. i jump to wolf form again, growling back as a warning. the same exact thing happens....five or more times, the same each time with no change. he is relentless, but so am i. the scene morphs, i walk out of the room as if nothing happened, and in another room (still no lights are on) which i am guessing is supposed to be my mom's bedroom. it seemed to have a similar layout, but still somehow incredibly different. the only light comes from a TV, which is a cartoon about the lower fourth dimension. well, sort of...it was more through subliminal messaging. all i can remember is lots of blue...lots of rain and ocean, during a storm. but the characters were in the air? idk. Lorraine sits on the bed looking bored. mom is wandering, busying herself with something. i become irritated with the cartoon and ask if we can turn the TV off. now, mom has figured out something about the TV show. she shows me top secret documents, which i find is only her scribbled words on an old piece of paper. she shows me particular lines and phrases, in particular one phrase of three long words that sounded definitely like something that might come from lower fourth dimension theology. she says this is some spell, which i suddenly think back, and somehow, i can find it's influence in every aspect, every scene, of the dream. especially with Blaze and his odd, and creepy, behavior. the scene changes again....i am back in the dark ship house. i sit on the ledge, dangling my feet over the edge. Lorraine is behind me, i think leaning over the railings of the balcony second floor. mom sits next to me. there is also a random teenage boy somewhere along with us as well. Lorraine has this beautiful hairpin. it is in the shape of a butterfly, outlined with a dark shiny black material. the gem within is dazzling, a sort of milky pale jade, of swirling pastel green, vivid green, and white. it shimmers like moonstone. the pin itself is also made of some type of gem, though i can't remember if it was the moon-glow green or the shiny black. it was only one piece, rounded stone that was wide and gradually tapered. she let me see it, it was cool and heavy in my hands. i study it for a while, and hand it back. she is about to put it in her hair, but mom stops her. she begins freaking out for some reason, claiming the butterfly hairpin was part of the spell and she didn't want my sister putting that in her hair. me and her saw really nothing wrong with it, i didn't quite follow mom's explanation. Lorraine keeps trying to put the butterfly in her hair, and mom always grabs her hand saying no she can't. the teenage boy may have said something at this time as well but i can't remember what it was. then mom turns to me and says, "hey steph go take a shower." well...ok? i find myself in the bathroom. i turn on the light, it is spacious and roomy. tile floors, lots of counter space. i walk to the shower, which has curtains, and then a wall of sliding glass. i take a shower. about halfway in, i hear the door open. my sister walks in, not bothering to close the door behind her. she just walks over nonchalant, opening some of the curtain and the glass, leans in and just begins talking to me. the little child follows in behind her, then just walks around. i become annoyed.....this isn't the right time for her to try and converse with me. i interrupt her words, asking her to please stop talking. i expected her to leave. i continue my shower...but then looking over, i see her still standing there, looking at the wall, with a big wide smile. then she leans in again, now with a very creepy blank stare, and she just watches me taking a shower. that....was a huge invasion of my privacy, and frankly very disturbing.

November 17: this dream was short (for me.....) but very beautiful and i felt more peaceful waking up from this one than i usually have lately. <.< it started out with me, and some other person, in a very dark room. nearly pitch black, not sure exactly what was in there but i got a sense of, dirt floors and wooden walls? me and the person were watching this sort of pedestal, with this bizarre, crazy creature sitting on it. it's basic figure and head was that of an owl. the creature had two intense golden eyes. it's wings resembled a bat, or a dragon maybe. the creature, though, had no feathers or scales or fur, but human-like crystalline white skin (no, not Caucasian :roll: :lol: .) it's body did look slightly human, though squat and fat like an owl's, it had a belly button and i could see it's shoulders, neck, and shoulder bones. it had normal owl's feet. Also, on it's head were a large set of deer's antlers. on each shoulder was also miniature antlers, with three prongs each facing the same direction. between each horn prong was webbing, like a duck, and it was made of the same material as the wing. it almost reminded me, vaguely, of the head crest of a Nyctosaurus....if you can imagine three smaller prongs along the largest one, made of white bone, with white webbing, on each shoulder. and lastly, between each antler on it's head, shooting out from it's forehead, was a pitch black shiny horn, smooth, straight but also curving backwards. now, at first, as the creature sat there, with wings spread and hung forward below it's feet, i began to draw it. but, i couldn't get the shoulder antlers right......i couldn't remember if the prongs/webbing was pointed outward, or inward towards its neck. i kept sketching them, then (attempting) to erase but the marks remained, smudged, darkened, drawn, sketched, discombobulating. now i look up, the creature's solemn stare, looking at me and the person. i knew, immediately, that this creature had a baby with it. i never saw it, just knew it was there. in fact, i can't recall if it was a owl-thing baby or a human baby. well, the mother creature was going to read a child's book to it's baby. i saw the book there, hanging on nothing, floating next to the pedestal and slightly against it. the open page shows a picture of the mother owl-thing, intent gaze, brightly colored in a dark background. words nearby, a section of the page full of buttons to push and make animated sounds. i try to turn the page, my hand touching above this section. a song rings out and surprises me. i hadn't touched any of the buttons, yet it was making noise. then i "remembered" something.....and i began pressing my fingers against the area next to the buttons, in between that and the creature. i rubbed on it until some color started to appear...words, and two blue buttons. they were secret songs. now both were playing at the same time, and all i really needed right now was quiet, not noise. but there was no way to turn the songs off. the scene changes. me and a group of people are walking along a trail of deep brown soil. there is a tour guide leading the group, as we walk through a forested area. to our left is cliff, but it seems the trail is raised strangely from the ground. below us, tricking down from the cliff, is small waterfalls, dribbling into pools of deep clear glassy water. to our right, is all the trees. sometimes huge roots snake out and cross over the path, sometimes i almost trip. the roots hold up the soil up so that there is a trail at all. sometimes you have to meander around tilted trees, over the roots and under branches, often using the trees to balance yourself as you inch around areas where the trail has mostly fallen away or tilts in strange directions. after that, we all see a more wide open place. tall and ancient forest trees, mossy emerald green, tower all around. there is dirt ground with some vegetation, and in the middle of the clearing is a massive pool of rippling water. to the left, the gray stone cliff-side rises up, tilting slightly. crashing down is a waterfall, rumbling, beautiful. it is built almost like a staircase, i think to myself. the river at the top, then the first falls, then a pool halfway down in a sheltered ledge, then down once more, and into the pool below. children and their parents splash and play in the water, laughing and happy. the tour guide begins to lead the group forward, towards the falls. i stop.....and mom joins me. i ask here where we are going. she tells me that we are going to rock climb up the face of the waterfalls. i look to it...the height is dizzying, especially the second climb after the midpoint pool. i tell mom to stop for a moment....i am afraid to climb. i hop onto a rounded boulder near the pool, procrastinating. mom tells me that if i get too scared with the first, smaller climb, then i don't have to go past the midpoint. but give it a try, at least. i grudgingly agree, and follow her to the falls. with no gear, we begin scaling the wall. it is fairly rounded, with many footholds and handholds. the water on this part of the waterfall is barely skimming across the surface of the stone. i can feel the water, it is perfectly temperate, ticking against the rock and spraying and splashing as we go. at first, it is easy. i begin to think that this won't be as difficult as i thought it would. i look up, to see the second climb...so much steeper, higher.....the tour guide and the rest of the group is almost to the top of the falls. the water is rumbling, foamy white there. as i climb, the rock becomes more slippery. although i have a tight grip on the surface, i began to panic and worry that i would fall. i tell my mom so, and she says, "well you don't have to climb any further right now, but sooner or later you will have to get to the top. it's ok though, we'll wait for you." i look up again, seeing the other climbers haven't died or fallen. i am more confident now; not enough to keep climbing, but soon i will be.

November 18: first, is waterfalls. i never really see them, no image (maybe an extremely fuzzy one through a dark lens sort of look) and i know, i just had a feeling of lots and lots of waterfalls. all over, many small clips of them. only one extremely faded black image though. then, my family is driving along a road. can't remember too much about the setting around though i think it was sparse, (but extremely lush in terms of a desert landscape.) it was a small two-lane road, mainly straight, in the middle of nowhere. dad was driving i recall. after a while of silence, my sister asked where we were going. i told her there was this special water slide, built out of road, that we were headed to. suddenly the road went straight down, just for a small while, before leveling out again. the shock of the fall surprised us, and i told Lorraine that i had, at first, thought we were on the road water slide. then, we see another dip in the road. this time i watch it nearing closer and closer, almost in slow motion as i prepare for the sudden vertical direction of the road. this happens about three to four times, until dad stops the car at where i can see the street going vertically again. he says here we are, and we all hop out of the car. now, i see the scene from omniscient, of course this also involved floating around without being able to control where i flew. i was away from the downhill slope, the road going down at a tilted angle, dipping down and leveling out many times (reminiscent of a staircase with rounded stair steps.) there was a thin layer of water all down this road, and i also saw many children and adults flying down it like a super-fast water slide. i suddenly felt afraid of riding down it, though it looked fun and safe. in my heart and stomach i got that feeling like when you go downhill on a roller coaster, and i no longer wanted to ride the water slide. Lorraine wanted to, i told her i would later and tried to prepare myself for it. but i never ride it. instead, i find myself in a room. i remember no windows, or exits outside. i almost felt as if i were underground, or at the very least, the bottom of the road-slide. there was about three adjacent rooms, a couple people wandering to and fro. i walk to the third room, it is mostly void of people. at the back of the place, i see a cage on a furniture surface. i walk over, curious. another person passes me, carrying a creature in their cupped hands. they open the cage door and place the thing inside. at that moment, i see my rat Nicodemus there. panicked, i begin to yell at the person to wait before they got the animal in the cage. i said it a billion times and they did not listen to me. they put it inside, and tried to close the door. i pushed their hand out of the way, scared for my little rat....suddenly it was chaos inside the cage. Nicodemus was running around and around, seeming to care only halfway about his predicament. the other creature was a prehistoric looking muscled lizard, like a monitor lizard almost. at first, it was blue with black speckles, and my rat was different colors (i think he had black and white fur....or was also blue? idk then my rat became normal, the lizard now peach with brown speckles. for a second, as both were running around, both my hands and the other person's in the cage, i became confused trying to find my rat. finally i located him grooming himself near the door, i quickly grabbed him and closed the cage behind. now, the rat becomes nonexistent to the story. the person was asking me a question....and my response was to show them all these markings etched into the floor. there was about eight of them, spaced equally apart. they were bizarre images of creatures. i felt they were real animal species in the dream, yet as i still pointed to one, i realized how strange it actually way. though there was no coloring, just scratched markings in the floor, i saw a "gray" reptilian creature. it was discombobulating, but i know it had four sturdy elephant-like scaly legs, and some sort of turtle shell. i can't remember any face to the animal. i stopped pointing, and walked out of the room. in another i think was a sort of restaurant, but more homely and.....like you might find in a lodge campsite. now, the scene changes. i am in a car again, but i don't recognize the other person in the car who was driving. i knew them in the dream, though. we were passing through a forest, and i busied myself by watching all the landscape around. then, we were going by a small clearing....very small. it was a flat meadow of deep green grass, still fairly hidden by the overhanging brush and trees. there, time seemed to slow down, because i was so interested in what i was seeing. there was two brown bears, who wanted some fruits or nuts or berries in a branch hanging too high overhead. so, one bear stood on the other's shoulders, reaching up their paws and grabbing handfuls of the fruit/nuts/berries. suddenly, something hiding in the leaves of the branch lept down...still hanging there, but now hissing with teeth bared. it was a sort of civet, but it was all the brightest shiny golden coat, with deep black leopard-like spots. i especially remembered it's striped long tail. the civet swatted with it's long claws and whacked the bear in the face a couple of times. the bear flinched, and toppled over. both bears look up forlornly, as the snarling hissing creature continues looking vicious and protective of it's branch. (i don't think it much cared about the food.) i sell the person to stop the car (or else i was just outside randomly?) i began walking towards the small shady meadow. now, the person next to me (i think we were also joined by a pre-teen gal with blond hair?) walked together into the place. the person asked me something, i turn to see them picking up something. it was, literally, a large bundle of snakes. i couldn't make out where the heads and tails were, all of them hissing but generally not moving. i felt we needed to remove of these snakes, or kill them, or something. i calculated how much defense i would need to defeat them, how dangerous each was. though there must have been many more, i had "four" to defeat. two, were long, dark colored, (i think one black and one purple?) but generally harmless. those, i would deal with later. there was two more that were extremely deadly and must be removed immediately. i decided to begin with the most dangerous: a rattlesnake. still, they made no move against the one holding them there. i reached my hands out cautiously, trying to find an opportunity for attack without being bitten. i kept jerking my hands back being worried every time the creature moved. finally, i made a leap for the snake, and grabbed my hands around it's neck. it hissed and squirmed, and i picked it out of the bundle. i didn't get my hands close enough to the thing's neck, just below it's head, and so the rattler hissed, jaws open, swiveling it's head repeatedly back and forth digging one fang at a time into my skin. yet, i didn't see it as poisonous, because it had to be both fangs at once to be really harmful. so i inched my hands until the snake couldn't maneuver it's head at all. muhahahaha! now, the snake disappears from the story. i see the blond girl run to the end of the meadow (i seem to remember right behind the tangle of trees was a gray stone cliff?) and near some boulders, they found yet another bundle of squirming snakes. same general group of species, with me noting two dark harmless ones, and to extremely deadly ones. but all i wanted to rid of....i just wanted to start on the worst first off, so it would be easier to attack the smaller ones later on. also, there was two more of the same type of harmless snakes lying alone on the ground, not moving. then, before i leave the meadow, i see this guy there, with a box. it seemed not to be just any normal box, because it had many cardboard levers and such. inside was a whole "machine" completely composed of cardboard. i saw the inside as at one point the top lid flipped open for one of the guy's levers. i walk forward, now curious. as i study it more, i can see all the wear and tear and brokenness of this cardboard box. i see one place where it was taped shut with transparent tape. the guy seemed to be having trouble keeping the box from just literally crumbling apart. the taped piece then detached, so i walk forward, reattaching the two pieces together and smiling,. he still looked so worried and distraught though. then, i see another guy, he is sitting inside a really long cardboard box, clean and new. he began talking, sounded exactly like he was trying to sell the box. he began saying how no matter what you do to it, it never breaks, never is dismantled. he showed us by smushing the box over on it's side. somehow, it morphed so that the top was still open, clean, new, crisp. he began saying other things (all relating to how the box can never be destroyed.) suddenly i find myself back in the room, with him there, still advertising. then nearby, i see a father and daughter in a huge box, placed on rows of logs rolling in place. the man and his daughter begin running, which caused the box to be breaking and tumbling along. yet it always stayed neat, without so much as a crack. they said in unison, "you are right! this box never ever breaks!!!!!"

November 19: can't remember too much of this one. first, i see two trees, in two very different parts of a neighborhood. very nice and beautiful place, deep green tall trees with lush vegetation all around. the two trees looked the same but they were not in the same place...though i saw them nearly simultaneously. then, i am walking through my house with my sister and someone else. they are going to show me this "secret room" they found. we were in the family room, and they walk over to bare wall where the couch should have been. there, Lorraine tugged on a small something-or-other and a doorway opened. it wasn't a true door though, more like someone just carved the shape into the wall (oh btw was blank white instead of beach sand cream.) it was also very small. i kneeled down and looked inside, to see a whole long room packed with furniture. i think we did go inside once or twice. then, i look down and see i have a map of my house. i tell them there are no more secret rooms, and i am asked what is behind certain walls. i stop and think, looking down seeing major sections of the house where i had no idea what was inside or behind the walls.....i had never even stopped to think of that before. so then, they tell me they are going to bring me to an even more secret room. as far as i know, we went through the exact same "door" but now i had to crawl a bit through a small tunnel before entering the room. it was very small, and built strange. the walls jutted out in strange directions, mostly square formations. now i find myself with all of my Oregon friends. i forget completely what happened, but it was bad.....it was like i figured out something, and i just sat down literally wanting to curl in a ball and cry. but i didn't.....instead i began sneaking looks over at the doorway/tunnel.....thinking maybe there was a way out. all my Oregon friends began making sure i wouldn't leave, but they only gave covert hints at the fact they were holding me hostage. they still acted really nice. one girl (i didn't recognize her, she was African American or Mulatto) gave me a glass of either water or juice and told me that this was a never-ending glass. i drank some, more huge gulps at a time...because i was curious to find out if it really was eternal water/juice. soon, i gave up on drinking it....and just tipped the glass up side down. all the water poured out, and then was empty. haha! so she was wrong!...or not? i look inside, and in the corner, though it shouldn't have been possible, a stream of liquid tumbled out like a waterfall from the edge and fell out of the already tilted cup. bizarre....and this happened about three or four times. the scene changes, because now i am seeing an extremely vivid scene of men singlehandedly dragging huge ships onto a stage. these huge boats were connected by a rope that the men carried. then, the director of the play, would wait until the person just barely got that ship on stage, tired and ready to fall, and she would point and yell at them to take the ships off-stage, and call forward some other man with his ship.
November 19: nap later on. also very blurry, it's ticking at my memory....kind of irritating actually. all i recall was that me, my sister, and dad were in a very strange place. it was indoors...i think....and there was a huge structure composed of square metal tunnels tangled and weaving all around each other. inside it was difficult to maneuver because sometimes there was raised areas and then an adjacent small pit. at the ends of some of these tunnels was a metal shelf-platform with a tomato on it. the majority of the dream had to do with farms, somehow we never actually went to one, but that's what it was about. also, the whole time i was furious with dad for something also connected to farms.

November 20: it began in a store. there were some people wandering around, we all knew each other somewhat and were not exactly here for shopping...sort of. hard to explain. first, i come across a more open area, closer to the front, where there is a huge bin with nothing inside it. it was a very beautiful bin through, made of white marble or something similar. one or two people stand behind it, looking inside....maybe there was something in the bottom they wanted? or, rather, i think they were waiting for the bin to be stocked up again. then i walk around some more, and find a dark area at the back of the store. a man sits there, on a strange and discombobulating structure. he has some type of expensive iphone. he says some friend/relative of his sent him this hilarious spoof on twilight. he told me at first he was like, "oh...Edward. leaving now...." but then he watched the rest of the clip and it was funny as heck. so he handed it to me. for a split second i see the forest scene, then he has his phone back and, now is playing a video game whilst facing it towards me? i was watching and waiting for "twilight" but it seemed like some really really weird version of mario. i remember it had a black background, and i saw mario jump onto a platform. underneath was another platform where a furry brown creature was curled up. i walk away, and now people keep walking up to me asking if i saw the avalanche in a certain part of the store. i said no, i haven't. although they were talking about something that had already happened, i assumed it hadn't occurred yet and i waited for this avalanche. they showed me where it was, in the northwestern corner. it was also a little dark and eerie here. i see the tall wooden shelving going all the way to the ceiling. hanging down in front of it is transparent plastic. i inch forward, making sure no piles of ice would surprise me. there was hidden pockets where the plastic was folded up. within, i found that water had flowed here at one point but now had been trapped in these pockets of plastic and frozen. i began brushing away the ice, wondering if this was the "terrible avalanche" that had been talked about. then, the scene morphed, it was like now i went to the past, like when the store first opened. it was darker, and now i found myself sitting high up on the shelves watching the scene unfold. i also remember a lot of glowing blue, i think? first, a young African American man walks to the shelf, unsuspecting. suddenly, from above me something falls down. it is a huge bag, made of plastic mesh, and it was packed full of ice cubes. it nailed him on the head and he fell over unconscious. then his son, only four to five years old (i had seen him many times during the whole store scene, talking about the avalanche) pointed at his father with the other hand at his mouth and said, "whoa! a bag of ice just fell on your head!" and he walked away. then, i am seeing something different. it is a sort of strange movie. it is about nine different characters, who all look similar. first, three men who all look emo. then, three small characters who look like the whos from Horton hears a who. all three are triplets, who look like Jojo but in a light shade of brown instead of gray and black. the last three are also whos, but these are like three Jojo triplets in vivid green. they live in a forest. the emo men never appear for much of the movie. the brown Jojos had formed themselves a band. i remember seeing them all with electric guitars on a stage in a room. the movie was slightly boring, but all good clean fun. then i hear of a second movie, of which some scenes also play in my mind. i had a feeling of hating that movie...seconds are never as good as the originals. now, there appears to have been a third movie. now, i am actually in the scene, and my mom stands on one side of me with a blond woman (a critic having already reviewed the movie) on my other side. i listen to them talk about how this one was ok....not as good as the first but not as terrible as the second. i find myself in a clearing nearby the forest. many Dr. Suess-like animals run and jump around like they are celebrating. the three brown jojos stand at the center, everyone is cheering because of their epic band songs. the woman stops talking to mom, and tells me that i and my sister are in this movie also. i ask where is Lorraine. she points to the ground, where a really strange version of Katie stands, her mouth open and eyes pointed strange. she has many rings of colorful fur around her also, and i think small antlers? much more...she just looked strange. i ask which is me. my vision moves to the side to include a second character. it is like a bipedal bright green furry frog with also green rings of fur on it's neck, arms, ect. then, i begin walking around the place, i think i became lucid then. i see one of the emo men, needing to go somewhere to deliver a message. he hops onto a chocolate brown and rusty red colored donkey. it is strange looking, because it, like all other characters in the movie, had rings of fur on it designed like a poodle. in fact, this fur was actually curly like a poodle as well. i noticed it's whole snout was covered in curly fur. i now had paper and a pencil, and i tried to draw it to remember it later. but the emo guy looked at my funny like he was annoyed? along the rest of the scene, i kept trying to draw other animals and characters, always stared at like they were disgusted with me drawing. so i made the paper disappear, and walked into the forest. there, i find a picnic table. even though there was two sides, all six jojos were on the same side. i noticed something peculiar about the forest ones, is appeared their hair was made of plant, like long grass. and it was spring in this scene, so their hair was blooming with red and pink flowers. very...bizarre. though in the dream it didn't seem feminine, it just seemed normal. guys with flowers in their hair, because it was spring. now i left the movie, and find myself in a car. Lorraine is in the back with me, and mom is driving. she pulls into a parking lot. as she stops the car, she looks back at me and Lorraine and says, "look, there are five emo people here. ok?" yeah sure mom, no problem. ^^ in fact....can i go emo too? pleeze pleeze pleeze pleeze? mom says ok, and we all step out of the car. now i look, and many people are wandering around the parking lot. i can easily spot the emo ones, hair dyed black and wearing all black. we begin to walk towards the store, but now there is a time lapse, and i am alone in the parking lot. i look around to take in the layout of the place. there was wall along two sides, the exit at the east, and to the north is the long row of short building, many doors leading to different stores. the one i left was at the very end. i walk towards the exit, but now many people stop me and tell me they have a gift for me. they hand me a small bag, opening it i find what looks like flat white squares. they tell me these are "piano keys" that go to a very particular type of piano. right near the exit is a strange box with a hole in the side. within, is many small deep grooves. the "keys" fit in sideways, almost like you would put books in a shelf. there is also a wide space between each key. the piano thing begins playing all on it's own, a small colored light for each key that is controlled by mechanisms within the piano. i notice something, though. the second to last key on the right is tilted, not in it's groove. i mess around with it until i get it facing right again, along with the other keys. well now, the song seems to be missing notes, where the keys end i see there is many more grooves! i ask the others if they have more to the set, and they hand me a second bag with less keys. but, it was only the same exact keys as i was given before, well only the first half. so the notes went higher as normal, then began lower again. that irked me.....i wanted all the keys to be right. now, i can see the keys are no longer in grooves, but a flat surface. i squish them together, and move them back and forth trying to find out where on this place they should fit. either way, there was wide empty spaces on either side. now i turn and stand up, and i am handed one very special key. this one seems like the others, but flip it over and it has a design looking a bit like a black piano. on the top and bottom edges of the square are small painted black piano keys. among this are other smaller designs. i forget why it was so important. but, a second group ran up, attacking us in order to obtain this object. i remembered looking up into the sky thinking along with every piano key is also a cloud above it. i look for this cloud....only above me is some pale silver wisps swirling quickly by, gathering into darker formations. but i gathered that the special piano key cloud was father off, because of the wind pulling it in a different direction. now, the scene is slightly out of order i think. i do remember, being alone again. i see the furthest shop, which i believe to be the store at the beginning of the dream. a Chinese man ran out as fast as he could, before a shot rang out and he fell over dead. i turn around, now seeing the leader of the enemy clan. i prepare for attack..i think i saw him with the special piano key. i ran forward. but just before i attacked him, i hear something and whirl around. a man runs out of the same shop. he stops in the parking lot, and i can see a Chinese man held hostage. the strange man has his arm locked around the Chinese guy's neck. he then pulled out a gun, held it to his head, and yelled out, "Chinese men should never stand in parking lots in front of stores!!!!!!!!" i saw a third Chinese man running past me frightened. somehow, in order to escape alive, me and the enemy had to be friendly at least for a little while. panicked, the only plan i could come up with was to pretend to dance? er lol kinda weird. :drool: :lol: i grab his hands and start spinning around, singing some classical song in my head. now i notice, just how extremely quiet everything was around me. the man with the gun now disappeared, and so did the enemy. now, i am walking with two men on either side of me (so many guys in one dream?) which were protecting me. we walk closer to the exit, then i can see this struggle going on in the middle of the nearby street. the enemies finally have the key, they jump in their car and drive off down the road. one of the men i didn't know as well, but was still a friend. the other was like a BFF though i didn't recognize him in the dream. he saw the car drive off, and told me to wait in the parking lot because he was going to retrieve it. he ran off (the second friend disappeared) and i watched him get into his own car and drive off. he had told me he would return...but as i look, i can see all the clouds building and growing over the distant mountains. i could see flashes of lightning, and i felt as though within this eternal storm was the dangerous group of people. i didn't think my friend was coming back and i all but completely freaked out. i wandered restlessly around the parking lot, but eventually i decided i wasn't staying there....i was going to go rescue him. i walk across the street into a second, larger parking lot. there, growing right out of the asphalt, is an extremely tall type of pine tree. i am now traveling with two different men, who are not exactly my friends, but more like random strangers. we all stop under the tree, and we realize that there are too many buildings and such in the way, and we cannot see the storm at all. i tell them to wait, and i fly up into the air.the higher i fly, the more worried i get....there's something about how i can fall so easily if something happens to the gravity/ect and the higher i go, the harder the fall might be. i tried to ignore it to the best of my abilities, and kept flying. it seemed that the more i flew, the taller the tree got. i saw in the branches now, but needed to find one substantial one that wouldn't break. as i fly, i hear the two men arguing below. one is saying i can fly to the top of the tree, the other saying that i would never be able to. every time the second guy said i couldn't fly, the gravity would begin to fade and i would drift further downward. it became a struggle to keep flying, because for me it is like treading water, and is very energy-consuming. i began drifting lower and lower, further back from the tree. i loop around, nearing closer to them so they could hear me. i yell at the top of my lungs for the second man to stop talking because simply by his words the gravity of the dream is becoming more heavy. so he stops talking. now i fly up higher, right to the branches. but now, i decide since i am lucid...who says i have to use the tiring form of flying? so i stop moving, and let myself just be carried higher by thinking the direction i wanted to travel. now, i am still tired, and cannot go any higher. i grab onto one limp hanging branch, which swings back and forth in the wind. i can see just above the buildings to the distant storm...there was lots of rain, lots of thunder and lightning. i yell down below to what's going on. soon though, i loose hold of the branch and drift to the ground. i tell them to wait again....because i am going to try to get to the top of the tree this time. i fly up...past the branches, to a seeming whole other section of bare log, and another area of branches. i fly still higher, trying to fight back the worry and fear. now, i get closer to the very stop of the tree, and actually, the trunk never got any smaller...but remained just as wide as the stump, all the way throughout the tree. desperate to find a safe place to land, because i am beginning to loose gravity, i cling onto the top of the tree. i try to find a grip on the very top, which is flat as though more of the tree were cut away. my feet are on the smallest of footholds, which are beginning to chip and fall away. i panic more, being so high. i struggle but am not strong enough to lift myself up over the edge. now, something strange happens. it was like, i became momentarily drowsy, and the setting changed all around me. now it is night, many other of the same strange tree all around. for a moment, it is foggy, but then is gone. dad appears, appearing to float at the other side of the tree peering around the edge. suddenly, i am "reminded" of a childhood "dream" in which dad, me, and my sister would climb trees (almost like hiking up mountains or rock climbing) such as this, and then spend whole nights just sitting at the top looking around. dad seemed to then be telepathic and said, "Lorraine never climbed to the tops of the trees...got too scared." i was still hanging on for dear life, all of a sudden with such strong emotions connected to this imaginary past dream. i was about to ask him to help me, but i was once again, so tired i could barely get the words out. my eyes closed, and i began to loose my grip on the tree though i didn't really give a damn anymore. dad, though i am still pissed at him, let me fall into his arms as i drift into sleep. then, i wake up at the bottom of the tree, in a forest. i am on somewhat of a ledge, looking down at a whole lower section of the place. Lorraine and dad wander around. as i sit up, i find it is now morning, and there is a light layer of snow on the ground. i brush of off my arms and shirt, standing up. me and my sister walk and run all around in the snow. at one point, i notice that my footprints are not normal looking. in fact, while my sister's were deep and shoe-shaped, mine were barely a dent in the ground and were only small rounded shapes, much smaller than my foot actually is. i continued crunching around in the show, kept looking back to see the bizarre shape of the prints. then, i stop, and think to myself what i had wanted to do, in the dream. chibi's dare didn't come to mind even though i was in the forest already. i lost my concentration at first when i saw all around me the darkness of the forest, and seeming shadows darting across the pale snow. this frightened me, and i thought some monster would appear. to distract myself, i said aloud, "i want to see an animal!" Halfway through the sentence, as i swivel my view to the lower forest, i see something in the distance. it appears to be a brown furry humanoid, with a comb and brushing even longer hair. the thing turned and looked at me, then ran quickly and stopping at the bottom of the slope looking up. it appeared to be a female Sasquatch! i became frightened again, thinking the bigfoot might turn on me. instead, i smile and say, "hi, bigfoot!!!!!" the animal smiles back, looking friendly enough. then something changes. it is like it is late afternoon, or maybe because the cloud cover became darker? i heard voices, and many children and teenagers ran forward with weapons (mostly bows and arrows, spears, and swords.) the bigfoot looked scared, suddenly crouching down low and looking more like a werewolf now. she lept and bound up the slope, down and around the lower forest, up again to my left in the darker part of the forest, across the road, and up into thick forest and an uphill climb. i was amazed at how fast a bigfoot could run, much more speedy than i would have thought. the clan of feral looking humans chased the Sasquatch all around and away up the hill. now dad is gone, and some of the feral children and teenagers stop around us, perplexed. my sister seems to know them well. she tells me to follow her and the kids. it never crossed my mind that i was in any danger, or heading anywhere. in fact, i was so interested in finding out who the kids were that i ignored everything else. we went on an uphill road, then straight on for a while. sometimes the road would go uphill again, or in small downhill slopes. i began musing to myself what these children did up here in the forest. now, i begin to see cartoon baby pandas dotting the road, curled up apparently asleep. later, to my left i see a huge cage with the bottom colored yellow. some of the children walk inside with many baby pandas sitting or sleeping. i knew that these children were poachers, but i didn't have time to think much about it. further on, to my right, i see a wide patch of ground with very young children dotted across and sleeping. Lorraine begins explaining some problem that happened long ago concerning the little ones. now, we reach a place where there is just one long downhill slope in the road. we begin running down. but for some reason, my feet kept hitting the ground wrong and my ankles would fly backward in directions they shouldn't go. it was very painful to continue running, so i sat on the ground and slid all the way down to the bottom. i was skidding down so fast that at the bottom i ended up stopping suddenly and flying through the air, landing in a soft pile of fluff. i stand up, in front of me a girl stands with blank expression. i look uphill, seeing Lorraine and the other girl near the top, still running down and i can see their feet are also doing the same thing as mine did. they get to the bottom, and the strange girl greets us. i find the place where i had fallen is a second wide patch of fluff where older children and teens were scattered and curled up sleeping. (ok, just a note....my sister and her friends have lots of jokes concerning Cirque de Freak, including they all gave themselves names of characters from the books. they also speak in strange kinda-British accents, like the characters on the youtube video Cirque de WTF) so in the strange accent, the girl says, "Ryan, Ryan wake up!" i see one boy with brown hair and wearing a yellow raincoat. he stretches, and mumbles, "mhm-mhn-hmn-hmh? no i don't want to...." he rolls over, his arms splayed in odd directions. i don't think his actual name is Ryan, i thought that that was some sort of secret code name. then, it is closer to night, i think they lit up some torches or lamps. closer to the trees and a hill, a picnic table is set up, with everyone seated around it. i sit closest to the trees. the leader girl and Ryan hand out pieces of paper to everyone. she tells us each what our "new names" are. all of the names are characters from Cirque de Freak. she tells me i am now known as "Mr. Crepsley." everyone writes their names down. i put mine in bubble letters while the time passes. then, she points out everyone's "real" names. when she points at mine, it reads with the first name being either Amanda or Anna, and the last name is Jobinsky. which isn't my name at all. below the two names, i see many hand-written words. none of them made any sense, it was all random letters. even those who had no idea what this was began to write in their answer. exasperated, i asked those around me what i should do. Lorraine told me this was an encrypted code i had to decipher. i look down at the words again, confused and frustrated. i sat there for a while doing nothing because i had no way to decipher it at all. people stop writing, placing their pencils down. the girl begins saying this is some sort of initiation into the group (wait...what? how the hell was i now in this group?!) and that the way to reveal the hidden messages is that they are written backwards. (oh duh, of course! how did i not see that earlier?) so then i begin trying to read it backwards but it still makes no sense whatsoever.

November 21: the dream begins where i am in a strange place in a battle. i am in omniscient viewing an almost cartoon-like scene below. the place reminds me of an old computer game i used to play called Chip's Challenge. the place is filled with water, with two areas of land formed of gray squares meshed together. each island is in a half-circle, facing each other. the to closest sides to each other, the flat ends, are open. the rounded part of the half circles had dark black walls like in the game. to the north of the watery place is one long black wall. now, on the northern "island" is covered many cartoon dinosaurs. one of these, colored white, and bipedal, becomes angry with one and somehow manages to jump all the way across the water to the other island. then, this dinosaur irritating her also jumps across. he is white colored also, and bipedal, but he wears red boxers? the two battle for a while. then, the view morphs to a third island, much farther away to the east. it is much closer to the long wall, and is the same half circle shape. i land here, now seeing my sister and all her friends sitting around joking about Cirque de Freak. the scene changes, now i find myself in a shadowy room. it is night, i am with my mom and sister. we are preparing for battle against the dinosaur in red boxers, and i am the other dinosaur going to battle him. but first...i have to go to the bathroom. <.< so i walk in and close the door. i see myself in the mirror, but not as a dinosaur, only myself. then, i notice my teeth....which look like i had never brushed them since birth! they were black, blue, yellow, rotting, chipped, covered in a layer of plaque. ?!?! i panic and grab a toothbrush, frantically brushing my teeth until they are clean. then the scene morphs, i find myself in another room o f the house by a wall. i walk by a bed with a man and woman laying next to each other. they appear to be dating, or married, or something. i follow a teenage boy who walks by them, and into a bathroom. there, we find a bathtub full of clear water. interestingly, inside is filled with many tiny but beautiful creatures. it seems there is a whole ecosystem built within the water system, that occasionally, many of these animals would migrate into people's bathtubs, then when the water was drained they would leaves back into their network of tubes and tunnels. and in this rare and amazing occasion, me and the boy were intending to capture some of these creatures as pets. at first, i just stand to watch them swim around. one or to looked like they had white turtle shells with etched red markings...i think they might also have had jellyfish tentacles, like a jelly with the bell being a turtle shell. i pointed out those as my favorite. the second i saw was a small orange thing like a flat diamond-shaped stingray. there was many others, all colorful and epic. i told myself i would have more time to study them more closely after they were captured. so, i ask the guy to fill a jar with water. he does, but only a small amount. i tell him no not like that and he fills it more. but the water is icy cold. i make him change it to be more temperate. these animals are all related species in a way, all fragile with the same delicate skin. you needed to have gentle conditions so as not to harm them. so the guy changes it to temperate water. then, i see him with a milk jug....and he pours out the water and replaces it all with milk. i told him, that we only need the slightest amount of milk necessary for their survival, and too much could kill them. so he dunked the whole cup into the bathtub! i told him ok just some, so the bath-creatures could have some nourishment...but not the whole cup-full. but he keeps sitting there, as more milk swirls and is mixed with the bath water. i start nearly having to yell at him to remove the milk cup. he doesn't stop until there is none left, and it has all mixed in the water. it makes it swirling with white and difficult to see the creatures anymore. i worry they might die. so i dip my hands into the water to capture one like a tadpole in order to make sure they were ok. but i find that the water is practically burning hot! i am furious at the guy for filling the tub with such hot water, as i know by now not one of those creatures is still alive. he basically boiled them all to death! i struggled not to yell at him. he says sorry, and i tell him it's ok it's a complicated process to capture these creatures, and he hadn't known how it was supposed to work. no harm done. so i stand up, and leave, walking back into the shadowy bedroom. the couple still sits on the bed, now having a strange conversation. halfway through, it turns even stranger when the woman begins teaching the man some sort of twisted spell. it was short, something similar to, "Satan dragon; earth, air, fire, water." it was a spell to contact a demon. the guy seems excited, as i walk to a window and half-heartedly look outside into the darkness. i was more paying attention to the man, who immediately relays the spell back to her, apparently it worked and a demon was in the room. but now, all three characters of the family leave, and i find that many elements of the room look like my own bedroom. soon, i am no longer in the other room. i begin to hear things, to see shadows, and then i see on my shelf one object begins shaking and moving all on it's own. i run over, fighting back the desire to run. i quietly whisper, my voice cracking, "in the name of Jesus i order you out of my house." the object continues shaking. i say it again, louder this time. then a voice begins speaking, it was a deep man's voice and it said creepy things. based on the words and the voice, i knew it was Satan....in my room. i was so mad at the guy for inadvertently calling a demon into my house, why couldn't he say the spell somewhere else? now, i say the words louder, more confident, but not loudly. i didn't want to interrupt my family from their sleep. well the third attempt works and Satan leaves my bedroom. now i am back in the other house, which looks the same. now, a strange being is in the room. actually there was many but the only one in a physical form was a woman with orange skin, orange hair, and abysmal black sockets where eyes should be. she said nothing but just stood there with a blank expression. the rest where ghosts/spirits/poltergeist/demons/whatever you want to call them. they were talking to the guy, and they offered something to him. we look over to a wall, where there were four hooks. on each is an animal made of rubber. i only remember some, though in the dream i took special care to try and remember each for when i woke up. the spirits tell the guy that each animal represents a different power, and if he removes each at a time and brings it to his mother (along with some other requirement) he will gain these powers. first one, is a Chinese dragon (which they called Satan?) representing immortality. he unhooks it and walks into a hallway. upon return, the spirits tell me to unhook the second. reluctantly i agree thinking that i would purposely not fulfill the (now forgotten) requirement so the powers would not work, i was doing this to keep the poltergeist from becoming angry. i grab the second, an octopus. i forget the power, but it suddenly seems to jump from my hands and latch to the wall sideways. i keep trying to grab a hold of the thing but it always leaps supernaturally from my grip and attaches itself to other surfaces. finally i capture it, and walk halfway to the hallway before i find myself back at the four hooks. the third, i think was a sea turtle? and the power was to be able to Cheat on your partner and not be caught. i'm not sure what the use of that "power" was but i was really wishing the teenage boy would stop taking these spirit's advice! he seemed to either disagree or be under some trance? because he came back for the fourth, which i can't remember at all. so i now follow him across the hallway, and i stop there, watching him walk into another bedroom (all the house was shadowy and dark) and this room contained only a bed. his mother, a woman with blond hair, sat there. she was the woman from earlier, and that guy she was sitting with wasn't her husband, but a man she was having an affair with. her son came to sit with her on the bed and she consoled him, they talked about these new Satanic given powers he had which could never be reversed. the boy seemed shocked and a little angry to discover (since he was released from her spell) that the man she was with was a stranger and not his father as the spell had made him believe. she told him, that one day, he would use the power to cheat. i hated them both for this; why did they want these powers anyways? the scene morphs, i am still in the same house but it is day and bright. i am now following the story of a young girl. there was a narrator's voice talking about her life, which most of it was her experiences being excited about Christmas and anything she was ever really happy about had some connection to either this holiday, or anything about Alice in Wonderland (the new version with Johnny Depp.) so, apparently one day something so drastic happens that she was excited about it even though it wasn't Christmas. in fact, it was exactly one week before Christmas. i see a split second image facing a parade, a whole crowd of people. many of them were characters from Alice in Wonderland. there was peach adobe building on either side of the road, there was blue skies, and confetti raining down as everyone is in mid-step or mid-leap with smiling faces. i think the person behind the girl had a tuba? then i am back in the room, the girl seems to be in a corner looking at many posters and paper taped to the wall, all having to do with the movie. well, now for this drastic thing. she actually was transported to "Underland" as in the movie, as was I. it was so different than what i expected, and we ran around. i remember seeing a forest that seemed a bit more like we were shrunk, and everything around was tall grass and flowers. most of the land, though, had coloring of gray or black. i remember seeing the mad hatter out of the corner of my eye, following or traveling with us. then, i look up, there is a tall tower or castle made of metal. a gray T-rex in gray armor clambers and crawls up the side, entering in through a large open window with darkness inside.
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby shift1085 » Mon Nov 22, 2010 7:16 am

November 22: this one ranks a little higher on my cool dream scale. it started out with me in this house, it seemed it was built on a raised foundation. it was night, but lit up in the house. i think someone else was with me too. now, i walk to one corner in the family room, nearby the front door and i think some large windows. i am holding a butterfly that is in the shape of a luna moth. i place the insect in the corner, and it floats, gently flapping it's wings. i find another butterfly has appeared in my hands and i place it in another corner. this happens over and over until every nook and cranny has a butterfly in it. then i begin filling in rows between them. it was like, to me, they became part of a house, and i loved those butterflies. they were cool looking too, a simple design. there was thick line of black along the edges, and a splotch in the middle connected to the body, which was also black. beyond the markings, the butterflies came in pastel red, green, or blue. after a while, i noticed two of them were injured. they seemed to have an old injury inflicted when their wings had been folded...so there appeared that a bird or something else pecked a hole through their wings and also dented them badly. i remember picking both up one at a time to see the old wounds, wondering if they could be healed or fixed. the scene morphs, i walk outside and the outdoors of the house was completely different. it had no more foundation, it was on solid ground, and much larger. it was still night, i saw everything around me, it was mostly patio with some tall trees around and behind me.....and something began to happen. more butterflies flew out of hiding, placing themselves in particular places in the yard. they were carrying thin strings that they stretched across. i payed close attention to a swimming pool. they stretched the string over, but there was a place between that was empty, as if the string were invisible there. then, i see other things flying out, taking place within the areas where the string was empty and missing. they were fairies, that glowed the brightest light that they looked like little light bulbs. i saw four gather in the empty place in the string over the pool, all holding hands, with the outward two clutching onto the strings. i witnessed this all, looking all around the yard amazed. then i see, the four fairies over the pool are also now holding lit light bulbs. the four fly into the air, the string left behind but still floating, and the spiral as they keep flying up and up. i sit on the ground staring into the starry sky....the stars were mostly faded but still present, and the fairy's light glowed so brightly that soon it looked more like four small UFOs drifting around. but i just knew, one of those fairies was going to fall. it was inevitable. i see one, flicker then blink out. that fairy had gone so far into the atmosphere that she reached outer-space. then, i see all four, three together and one separated, all falling, in a slow spiraling pattern that was almost like an intricate dance in the air. the lights got brighter, brighter, then the one alone light was suddenly gone, as i notice it is now day. i wait, because i knew the light bulb had shattered. i wait, and then millions of pieces of broken glass fall all around me, some hit me but there was no pain and i was not harmed. i squinted so as not to get shard of glass in my eyes. i hear mom's voice, coming from the house, asking what happened. i say nothing, but look up again as the other three fairies have now died, or something happened, and now even more glass rained down. then, i began to smell something that was like when you leave a gas stove on too long, and it was also sickly sweet. the scent grew stronger and stronger, and mom asked if there was a gas leak. i told her yeah, but didn't worry about it. i knew, in some strange way, this was an effect of the broken light bulbs. i didn't stand up, because the gas was getting to me and i felt disoriented, vision blurry, dizzy, then fading out as i began to loose consciousness. the scene changes, though i still feel as though i am in the same general neighborhood. for an instant, i find myself walking alone with an asphalt field spanning across, and some tall structure up ahead. i was standing somewhere high, like a hill, though it was something man-made, a different structure....a pile of something? as i inched my way down, i knew something....i never saw it, but i knew my skin was colored white, gold, and blue....like my wolf form has white fur, and one gold eye and one blue eye. then i felt in danger, momentarily, as i was suddenly at the top of the pile/hill and climbing down, i still had the same skin coloring but now i also had geometric columns of black dots patterning my skin. odd. so scene changes, still in same general area, and i am walking with my sister. there is something she built, almost like you build a Sims world but more complicated, and in real life. she had built a whole place, like a secret club house on a grand scale. the area was grassy, i think with some old buildings and fences around...mostly abandoned place. she talked excitedly about how she added this, that, and the other thing. then, she said, "well...and i might....have added a playground too." apparently this was something, bad? well not horrible, but someone really wouldn't be happy about it. i didn't much care though i wondered if i would get in trouble along with her. we walk underneath the club house, a massive structure built of wood and raised high above the ground on wooden pillars. underneath was grassy, shady. i look around at all she added which was too much to try and remember at once for when i woke. i think i saw a little boy just standing there at one point? we walk almost to the end of the shade, and past it i can see where chain link fence had gone far inward in the shape of an n but more square. in this long area, it was more sunny, beyond it just grass. and there was a bright playground in red, yellow, and blue. so as we are walking back, i do a double-take because....i saw something. there was an especially deep shady place, right at the end. there is a chair there, and a person sitting in the shadows. i recognize him....it's grandpa. i jump a bit, then turn quickly and walk away as fast as i can without calling attention to the situation. scene morphs, idk how but both of my grandparents stand in front of me...still in the neighborhood, i think somewhere in-between the giant club house and the expanse of asphalt. they tell me they need my help with something. they stand next to a very small car, and open the door. inside, i see the back seat, colored black with sowed in lines. grandma tells me to sit here, but she notices it is covered in crumbs. she tries to brush them all away, and only half-way succeeding, tells me never mind don't sit there. now i also see hooked to the back of the tiny car is a wheelbarrow-type thing. my grandparents hop in the car, i think now my sister and mom are there in the back seats, and i am told to walk behind. which i am completely fine with. they amble slowly along, i easily keep up, as now we are driving along a long stretch of building. i had a feeling of the car being on a train track, though i never saw any. soon, they start pointing at stuff they want me to gather and put in the wheelbarrow thing. i do, a little irritated. i don't remember any of that stuff, but the majority of what i picked up was all piles of wooden boards, twisted nails often hooked to them. at the end of the dream, there was one whole pile of it and i lean down gathering as much in my arms as possible, wondering why the heck i am doing these favors for my grandparents who couldn't give a shit about me and my family.

November 23: this was one of those dreams where you keep waking up and falling asleep but the dream still continues where it left off. it started out, a split image of this creepy dog. the background was a pale blue i think, but it was all one color. the dog itself was a deep grayish-blue, hairless, with large teeth, and no eyes. it just stood there growling. so then i am in this building, it has a vague storyline in the fact that the whole time i am escaping from that dog though i never saw it in the building. first, me and my sister are traveling through together, and run some from a strange woman (i think in a red dress/clothes?) through some shadowy rooms. much of the time we were going up or down staircases, and i would try to fly but for some reason it was like a pressure preventing me from going upstairs, and to much pressure trying to push me on the downstairs. descriptions of the rooms are vague as well, but i think many had gray carpet, white walls, and shiny red on the staircases somewhere. a lot of the rooms i seem to remember chairs and tables? now at one point i was on a balcony overlooking a wider, more well-lit area because of windows, it was as large as a cathedral but it was a restaurant. at one point as i ran, i stopped, because i see some people talking. i am nearly hypnotized for a moment, at one woman's hair. there seems to be tons of hair, it is blond with black at the very ends. i continue on. now, me and my sister find ourselves back in one of the rooms, it was quite small and on either side was staircases rising up. we sit on the ground, when i get momentarily blurry vision, then goes back to normal. i can now see Mr. Hiccups, my sister's black and white mouse, running around on the floor. i am scared he will escape so i pick him up and find his cage in the building. it is on an empty brown shelving furniture in a corner. i place him inside and leave back to the small room. then, i get blurry again and he is running around on the floor! i ask Lorraine how he is accomplishing this, and she says he must have learned a spell. i was furious; what spell? how? she holds up a pale yellow book titled "Book of Spells." she explains she must have left it open facing his cage and he read the spell that allowed him to escape. why would she have that book anyways? O.o i pick up Mr. Hiccups and put him back in the cage, but he escapes again! this time i am angry, as i take him back i hold him cupped in my hands, so he is facing me, and i shake him violently yelling at him. the mouse doesn't seem to react too much, until i realize i might kill him by shaking him too much. so i stop, and put him back in the cage. once, i get back into the room for the last time, i hear people running around yelling, "FIRE, FIRE!" i didn't see it, but i had a feeling it was all around. me and sis go to the second floor, i begin yelling at everyone to quick release the pets so they wouldn't be consumed in the flames. no one listens but my sister who nods and runs off. i find my hairless rat Nicodemus's cage on the floor. inside, is actually more than one rat! the first was huge, much bigger than the others, and was covered in wispy black ugly fur along his back. then Nicodemus, who's skin is pink and pale black. though in the cage they seemed fine, i worried they might hurt each other. and i am, for some reason, wearing my green bathrobe over my clothes? so i have two large pockets and four rats. i opened the cage to let the smallest two escape, not stopping to remember their looks other than they were all hairless. i put the ugly one in one pocket, it squirms in protest, and Nicodemus in the other pocket. now i run through, searching for other cages as i know every animal i own is in this building. i pass by one brown table with my dad's corn snake Penelope sprawled out. also as i run, i see another table, and scattered all across it is a skeleton of something large...the bones were too discombobulated to tell what ti was but i did see a large rib cage. i saw more skeletons other places as well. then i find Mr. Hiccups cage, my sister standing there but leaving to look for other animals. now there are also four mice in this cage, all sitting at the little top pathway curled together. one is, of course, much larger than the others, and is covered in matted ugly black fur. then Mr. Hiccups, black and white, then one with the same pattern except brown and white, and then the third was the same but with...green and white! i did question that last one, but not sure if it made me lucid or not. i pick up the three small ones, carrying them cupped in my hands as everyone is scrambling around to get out of this fire that i never even saw. then, the scene morphs, like the fire is gone and no one cares anymore. i walk into one room, which is wide with a tall ceiling but mainly void of furniture. there was one sort of shelving space, with only one shelf at the top. it was long, and i found, there, the two rats i had released from before. they were similar, one mostly pink with a bit of pale black, the second one all pink. one looked like it has pale red bruising, like a wound. the second one was emaciated, and it had many red bruises on it. i watched the rat groom itself, then i went to explore the rest of the room. on either side was one long row of instruments, mostly drums but some tubas and trumpets i think? and behind the rows of instruments, was strange plants growing. i thought it was corn at first; it had green stalks. but it also had many smaller stalks/leaves from the bottom to the top, all going straight out or tilting slightly upward, then swirling down in a spiral. these were just growing up out of the ground. now, many people enter the room, some takes seats at the instruments. the rest stand and watch them play music. then after that song, which seemed you had to improvise but they did a pretty good job of it, they would all call someone else to take their seat and do the next improvised song. i watched for quite a while but was never called. then i was, and excitedly i took a seat at one of the drums. but you didn't have normal drumsticks, instead you had rats. lol. the rats were fine with this, would stay straight like a drumstick so you could beat the drum. well, only me and another person had rat drumsticks, everyone else had normal ones. well this game, not only did you improvise, but each side was like a different team battling each other with music. so the song began, i used the rats to hit the drums but i had never played one before and didn't much know what i was doing. the girl further down had rats too, but they weren't much cooperating and she wasn't as good with drums either. she looked annoyed, then stood up and walked to me. she told me....i forget exact conversation, that she no longer wanted me to play the drums here. i think she made some excuse for it too, but i knew she was just jealous? two or three grown-ups also walked up, trying to ask me nicely to leave and i told them, "but...this is the first time i got to play an instrument?" they said sorry you have to leave now. so i stood up and walked around the room. later, when the song was over, i sat down at that same drums alone practicing the instrument. it actually made much more intricate sounds than a normal drum, which has the same tune but louder or softer...these drums has a full range of notes. so as i played one song, the girl from earlier walked behind me. i noticed now, she is a girl i knew from a long time ago, a next door neighbor named Marlana.....she was weird and really mean, in the dream she was heavily pregnant. she began singing the tune, plucking one of the plant stalks out of the ground and pointing to a spiral stalk (each different lengths) as i played the song. apparently the notes somehow matched up to the length of each stalk, but i couldn't quite see how. i left the room, and ran into another. this one was like an aquarium, or a pet shop only full of fish tanks. it had aisles too, i walk down one where on the left side is all just large fish tanks. there are three in total, i see a few people standing there watching them. the first has an oober-miniature shark, like only as big as my thumb, swimming around and chasing even smaller little fish. the second tank is larger, and has two or three hammerhead sharks as big as my hand. the last one also has a small great white snark but i payed little attention to it. just beyond the three tanks in the aisle, appears to be a whole enclosure. behind railings is a small "mountain" made of ice. sitting there, at first, i see a pale dog with scruffy curly hair. but as i walk by, i look back, now seeing that the dog is no longer there but i see close-ups of people with bipedal dog bodies and human heads. i knew in the dream that people had found out enough genetics to try and save people by attaching their heads to the bodies of animals. i see one guy's face, he says he is a general from an army, and he isn't quite sure what's going on. he looks down, my vision zooms back a bit, to see he has scruffy white fur like a bipedal polar bear. then he screams and says, "my hands!!!!!!!" i was under the assumption that they were missing completely. i think they actually were at first, until my vision zooms back and his hands "changed." now, a person walks up to explain to him that he is now a genetically altered polar bear person. he yells that without his hands he can't hold a gun, so now he can no longer be in the army. she says he still has some abilities, as she explains i see that at his writs and down the fur was shaved off, revealing a small hand palm and four stubby fingers. she points out that they were shaved, then says he looks like he has normal fingernails now but they were only claws filed down and will soon grow back. the guy screams again and the scene changes. now the polar bear army man is escaping from his enclosure, and even though it is indoors he is driving around in a car. i run behind, curious to see where he goes. he does this strange and seeming impossible maneuver tilted nearly sideways as he turns through a doorway and skids, still tilted, down an aisle pathway. the aisles themselves, are all red couches/chairs. many people sit there slumped over, drowsy looking. i follow inside, seeing the skid marks as the car disappears behind an area with short brown wooden wall and some desk-like areas....almost like in a courtroom or church? i can no longer see the car. i hear all the people walking about Queen Elizabeth from England (why dream of that? i'm from America XD) will arrive shortly, as will some random king. then, they do arrive, though i never see them at all, i go to sit down in the front row. i see an African American lady and her son sitting tougher yet far apart, and at first i hadn't known they were even seated together they were so distanced. so i sat down between them. but now, i suddenly find i am squished and crammed between the two who are now so close i can barely fit between. as Elizabeth and random king arrive, everyone suddenly sits up alert. the mother tells her son to sit up straight, so he does, half-way. she then leans over me to keep talking to him, it felt very awkward and almost rude the way she was basically pushing me out of the way and talking across me to him. i find a room that looks like my bedroom, and i see many objects (mostly old drawings and sketches) under my bed. i lean down to shuffle them all out into view so i can clean the mess. however, i find something strange. it seems to be a sheet of candy, made of white chocolate in many colors. on the front is a whole colorful picture, in slightly raised 3D. for some stupid reason, i begin to nibble on it, though it must have been there for years because the underside had some dirt and grime on it. so i immediately stop eating, and now wondering where this thing came from. it wasn't mine, i didn't recognize it...it is my sister's....she had made some white chocolate candies earlier. i am now in another room, still running from this eye-less dog i never even saw. two adults are running with me, trying to help me escape. we run by another long shelving space with one shelf. it creates a sort of mini hallway where i can see the door exit, my goal, with bright golden light shining through. i stop for an instant, seeing something strange on the shelf. it looks like an elongated oval orange, at the end is a face that looks exactly like the ontario otter cryptid but in orange. it still had glazed white eyes though, and as i walk by i call this strange fruit a penundebra before opening the door, almost out the door, light shining in my eyes....

November 24: i was walking around my house and became lucid. i was about to keep walking, but usually that makes my lucidity decrease so i sat on the floor to think. despite all that i wanted to do, i decided to concentrate on seeing if the walls and floors looked any different. to my dismay, the family room was normal. though as i sat there, staring down at the floor, it turned from rosy grayish-pink to shag carpet with a strange burgundy-purple glow.then i walk into my sister's room, expecting normality. but...it was changed. (now, her room is pale green, and mine is pumpkin colored with a white stripe horizontally along about halfway down, below that is a more rust color. her room, started out with burgundy, then halfway down a too-thin white stripe, then bright sunglow neon orange. at the very top was two stripes, one white, the other cream a cream color like what's in my family room. then into my room. it is the same general pattern, beginning with the pale pastel green, then a white stripe, then a bubblegum blue. at the top was two parallel stripes of rusty colored and pumpkin. then, i wanted to see what was outside the windows. first, my sister's room. outside is the col-de-sac, like normal, but the houses on the other side of the street are different. one, instead of plain walls, was formed of bricks,. each brick was deep sapphire blue with an intricate pattern etched across in raised gold. the second house had normal walls, a pale cream yellow. but in random places was bricks sticking out, and they were in blue, yellow, black, or white. then for my room. outside is the same: yellow grass, a brick wall, the side of the neighboring house......but it seems, even though the house is only one floor, even in the dream, i look out and it is a two-story drop down. there is a green ladder leaning against the edge, my window glass is completely gone, and a guy is on the ladder repairing something on or near the window. as i lean out to look, part of the window crumbles under my hands and falls all the way to the ground. oops. sorry repairman. :oops: so i leave, and back into the family room i decide to fly. there, i practice "dragon-tricks" as i call them....like flying stunts. this time, i can float on my back like in a swimming pool, at least for a few seconds. also, i learn a cool new trick. i call mom to show her. i fly diagonal towards the ceiling, as i get to the top i maneuver around and at the same time i spin, then continue spinning diagonal towards the floor, then curving up towards the opposite ceiling. it was really fun but soon i kept flying a bit too far and hitting the ceilings and walls. then, the scene changes, i am with mom and Lorraine walking through a bright cheerful shop (i seem to remember some pastel yellow or cream? and lots of sunlight) and as we walk, i hear Lorraine mumble, "am i lucid? i think i am lucid....yep, i'm lucid." i ignore her, until she turns to me and says, "hmm i've had enough of this dream, i'm waking up now. you coming with?" i said no no no no no i still want to dream. you leave if you want. so then the three of us leave the shop and see a large blue van which is built strange; the side opens up to reveal a sort of blue shelf with some bad-ass looking epic drawings taped there. Methadone Jones sits on the ground nearby (why? i had absolutely no idea XD) and he says the pictures belong to him. the first was complicated and i can't remember it. there was a second smaller one, which showed Jesus holding up a small cross in his hand. electricity and lightning was coming out of the cross and weaving all around the picture. lawls.... then as i walk around the place, mostly cement with some plants, some walls. i see many dragons flying through the air and landing in front of me :o . one of them is Night Fury from How to Train Your Dragon. then a second one, like a white night fury with feathers. then, i become a white colored night fury, with one gold eye and one blue eye. all us dragons fly into the air and fly all around. then i hear mom calling my name, i land, and become a human again. me and my family hop in a car, and mom drives us down a highway. there, i wonder how much smaller detail is actually in my dreams....so i zoom my vision forward until i can't even tell what jumble of stuff i am seeing. the detail is strange, some of it looks like to the extent i would see it as awake, some of it looked cartoony, others in very good 3D animation. it wasn't in blobs, but all splurged together in minute ripples and such. then the scene changes, i am walking along with a random guy through the wilderness. it is mostly arid desert, still some green brush, and a few tall trees to our left. to the right rises up a slope, covered in bushes and other vegetation. this guy is searching for something in particular, and i am helping him look. he is seeking a dinosaur skeleton i think. well after a while, i think i see one so we go to look. it was a complete skeleton of something prehistoric looking, lying on it's back with four stubby feet in the air, a rounded half-circle head, and a long tail. i think it was an eryops? seeing a skeleton might have been creepy if i had not then noticed the whole thing was made of white plastic. so we continue walking, every so often come across another plastic skeleton lodged within the brush, all strange creatures i have never seen before. i would see one up ahead, sometimes see three at a time, asking, "is that it?" no. "what about that one?" no. "oh. well what about that one waaay down there?" no. then, we come to a place with a few more trees, more shady. many small animals pour our of nowhere, all running around. i only concentrated on one; it was like a miniature t-rex, a gray color. i would have passed it by if not for the tail, which was the body of a snake with a living snake head at the end.....like a chimera's tail, on a mini t-rex. i think this was what the guy was looking for, we walk up to it, then a second mini t-rex appears and the two begin fighting. then nearby and behind me, i see two more mini t-rexes, but were like solid sculptures, one blue gem the other green. they come to life, and begin to battle as well. the scene changes, now i am in a large place with many dirt ramps and paths under the shade of a cliff. me and a bunch of others all have quads, and begin to ride on the paths. well, there was only one right path, like a race. there was also some secret pathways like on mariokart. the people who knew where these paths were could get far ahead of everyone else.....and i was trailing behind until i found one such path. i rode down it (seeing momentarily in omniscient) then back in first person, i get to the end of the path into one wide circular area with too many paths and i can't tell which one is the right one. i have a map now, loosing time as others pass me by i struggle to find which was the one i need. the scene morphs, now the whole track is condensed, much smaller, and the rest of the landscape has become my back yard. the whole track is now only a few ramps, looking more discombobulating. i notice my Oregon friends are now riding around on quads. my sister walks up, holding some sort of gun-like weapon. she points it up in the air and shoots a fiery inferno. then we walk inside, i sit down on the couch to watch TV. but then, my sister walks in front of it saying she has a monologue speech for school she must practice. she begins talking, some spit flies out her mouth and hits the TV, causing permanent blurry splotches. she continues her speech, inadvertently causing other similar damage to the TV along the way. one time, in the top left corner, she somehow caused a white blurry square to appear. i told her, we were going to have to replace or fix that television. she said ok, and sat next to me. she still had her fire-gun thing. she laughed and said hey look! i turn to see her with the weapon's barrel in her mouth. what are you doing!? she removes the weapon from her mouth, but now waving it around as she talks. i tell her to stop that she might burn the house to the ground. or at least take the weapon outside. so she says, she has more of her monologue to do :roll: and stands in front of the television again. this time she says her weapon is involved in the play, and she shoots it inside the house, a ball of fire in the air and then fading away. but now, i see something on the TV. again. it is a small little fissure, within it are two glowing embers. the crack begins to grow, and glowing orange, and more embers appear. scared, i run over and snuff out the mark. i press my hand against the crack thinking a spark of fire or two must had somehow lodged within the screen. so, the problem now gone, i sit back down. but again, i see more embers appear, it glows again, the fissure spreads to the side some then curving downward. i try to destroy it again, trying to keep the TV from becoming any more broken. i sit down, and for a third time, i see the crack snaking along, now a full glowing mark all the way across the TV. i feared if it went any further it might somehow leave the television, and the crack might go along the floor, or walls, and start a fire. then, i decide to walk outside again. i look out the sliding glass door, now seeing something different....in the neighbor's yard, is some clouds. there is a storm overhead there, quickly moving towards my yard. but interestingly enough, there are a couple small stray clouds so close to the ground that one barely got over my wall, now hanging directly overhead what's left of the dirt ramps. i can hear Sequoia, my five-year-old neighbor, and, what sounds like a mother (she doesn't have one) playing together, chasing clouds around. :) i go outside to investigate the one in my yard. it is white and gray, with dark gray speckles. clouds like this in my dreams are always highly electric. i see the clouds coming overhead are also the same. i hear the mother telling Sequoia that she can't hold onto the clouds forever because they need to be passed on to the next house. i notice the tops of two or three clouds floating around her yard. i also realize the same, the cloud in my yard must continue on. yet, i see it is lodged, trapped, on the tallest dirt ramp. it hangs low over all the ramps, hills and adjacent pits, creating a sort of fog. my Oregon friends still ride around and around. i begin trying to push the loud (in my dreams they are cold, and slightly solid like cotton candy) but who knew clouds could be so heavy? i push all my weight against it, but now seeing beyond this ramp, in fact, the whole area, is covered in twisted gnarled branches full of tall pointed thorns. they infiltrate every pit and whirl around the ramps, covered in silvery fog. i know if the cloud suddenly gives way, i might be thrown forward into the next of thorns in a pit, with no one to see me through the fog. O.o so i try to more gently dislodge the cloud from the ramp, finally i do. it drifts forward some, settling more over the ramps, then moving sideways because of the breeze pushing it along to the next house. i look towards the wall, Sequoia has still hoarded her clouds and i wait for them.....they are so entertaining in mt dreams. they never arrive. i look up, the clouds overhead are now growing closer together, and a bit darker. i can also hear a near-constant thunder...i wait for the storm. i walk around the yard again. now, near the condensed ramps, i see a table and chair, and a guy sitting on it. many people stand around him. on the table, i see close-ups of nails. some with the heads facing up, but they were scalding hot, glowing red and steaming. there was also some with the points, also heated. the people wait....intending to punish. nothing happens, so they push him. now his hands hit the heated nails and pointed nails, he keeps moving his hands around constantly burning and stabbing his hands, then he removed them. then, i am in a sort of courtyard, no plants. stone floors, stone walls all around. i see an image of half-transparent white and black monkeys, seeming to swing on invisible branches. i hear a voice saying how this guy kept getting bit by the monkeys and he died. i wake up, fall asleep, back into the same courtyard. i see the man, who died, now alive, standing there, with a blank expression. now there is a woman there, and she lives in this place. she also owns tons of monkeys. she points them out, towards the very top where the wall ends there is a built in depression, a sort of shelving space. it is shady, and covered in monkeys. i walk around for a while, at one point finding an entertaining board game to play (even though, it was Dora Explorer themed. <.< ) then, the woman tells me, there is a problem, one of the monkeys has fallen. we walk over, it is a female, who she says is pregnant. the monkey is very brightly colored, and we manage to get her back to the shelf. later, she woman tells me the monkey has died. i look up, seeing the crumpled carcass curled up alone, the other monkeys away and ambling around. the woman tells me to remove the dead animal, handing me a rake. i asked her if a rake was actually long enough to reach the monkey, and she said it was. i walk over, the shelf so high up, but i lift up the rake and supernaturally it could reach all the way to the top. i scoot the monkey over and it falls down to the stone floor below. it almost looks as if it had been dead for a while, it looked dried out, loosing fur, gaunt and bony. the woman says the baby has probably died as well. she opens it's mouth and removes a small white sphere, an egg. there is also one, attached in it's skin above it's throat, like an imaginary animal i made a few days back. the eggs are the baby monkeys. i continue to walk around, and am at the back of the courtyard when i look over....and i see the dead monkey lift up only it's head, with a strange expression on it's face. then, it moves it's arms, trying to lift itself as strange as when in Coraline, the clothing full of rats stands up and walks in the same way. i tell the woman that the monkey is alive. before we could react, though, a man walks up (maybe the same one who "died" earlier?) points something out. in one corner of the courtyard, there is a diagonal chain link gate. beyond that a walled-in desert-like landscape with some juniper bushes and other smaller brush. the man, who i think was wearing a brown trench coat and top hat, showed us that the fence didn't reach all the way to the ground (in fact i could have easily walked under.) but it was built that way. i guess? he said some of the animals probably escaped through there and we need to find them and bring them back. they weren't monkeys though, apparently before i got to this courtyard there had been some birds and cats that had suddenly disappeared. my sister is now here, and we go under the gate and into the desert to search for the lost pets. near one large area of tangled dead brush, i see a rock dove. i go to pick it up but it pecks my hand and is painful. i leave it be. later i see a sea gull, but it also pecks me. i find two or three more similar birds before i decide to only hunt for the cats. i know, in the dream, that cats in houses grow smaller, and domestic cats in the wild can grow to immense sizes. as i walk, i turn around, to see a black cat with a white belly and a white cat, both with bright golden eyes, sitting together string at me. these are two parent cats (the black & white one was male, the white one female) and their litter of kittens is hidden in one of the juniper bushes. then Lorraine runs up from the other side of the bush, and there are two tabby cats of the same ginormous size, but they are a strange grayish-green. they have deformed-looking golden eyes, all four staring at me and i felt slightly worried because parent cats are protective of their litters. i decided it wasn't worth my time to try and capture the fully grown ones, but to search for as many kittens as possible. the man, before i crawled under the fence, had told me i had but once chance to find animals. and i had no basket, so i thought, the limit is three kittens. i walk towards the four cats, suddenly the female green one starts hissing and the male one suddenly tackled me and tried to, umm...mate...with me. :shock: i scratch at his paws and arms until he lets me go, and i leave the four there, to continue searching for kittens. at one point i see a bright blue parent cat with a white belly running away. as i walk around, i see kittens and parent cats everywhere! i spot one little tabby gray-green one, running around then speeding off. i chase it down and capture it, it now sits placidly in my hand. then i begin to find more kittens, all green ones. i wanted to find those the mots because green is my favorite color. ^^ one, is a deeper shade of gray-green, and had speckles exactly like this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=5849761. i think i find one more green cat, then i come across the corner of the place nearby where the gate is. there, i find some cubby holes, almost like file boxes also that i can open. i open one, thinking maybe i can put the cats here for safe-keeping, then find three more to bring back to the courtyard, then returning for the first three so i can take back six instead of only three. but then, i open the cubby-file again to see the kittens. but now, they have turned into stuffed animals. along with them are many other of my beanie babies, and i pick all of them up and realizing then i cannot bring back to the gate a bunch of random beanie babies instead of kittens! so i begin to sort them out, placing beanie babies back into the cubby-file. i only remember two; one was my teenie beanie blue sting ray, the second a speckled brown bear my sister owns. i see both the bear and the, now stuffed animal green cat together, noticing the pattern is the same but in different colors.

November 25: HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!! :balloons: :excited: :cheers: :drumming: :noisemaker: :ecstatic: three dreams last night. the first played out like something from animal planet, and it even had the same narrator's voice in the background! there was more to the dream, but halfway through i find myself hiding, crouching in extremely tall yellow grass. I was in Africa, and there were explorers, all old men in khaki clothing. they would all walk through the same way, look down at me, i think they would see me, but then continue on. nothing ever happened but i was scared that these men were searching for me so they could rape me. :shock: soon, when all the men are gone, i stand up and begin running. here is where the animal planet theme comes in. i can hear the narrator's voice but can't tell what he's saying. i come to one place, it is a special place in Africa where they built an enclosure for experimenting which animals would arrive. i went in this place to hide; the narrator called it "The Basin." it was within two rings of fencing. the majority of the place was beautiful, short green grass and other short vegetation, and scattered with enough trees to almost be a forest. to the north was brown cliff, and to the west was the shore and ocean. i never went to the beach but i knew it was there. me and my sister stayed here for a while, this was our safe haven. at one point i found myself back in the place with tall yellow grass, a couple green tall trees.....i began to wander back towards my haven. i crawl under the fencing, to my surprise the whole forest seems to be packed with people; both native and explorers, their camping and living supplies littering the whole place. they all look up at me & Lorraine at once. (i'm not any tree-hugging-save-the-polar bears-environmentalist, but in the dream i was mad that they were destroying the haven.) then i am omniscient, floating in the air, and now i can clearly hear the voice of the narrator. he is saying, "now at first, The Basin was frighteningly empty. but then more and more animals began pouring in, and we wondered if the place would be overrun with animals." i can see the two layers of fence; and a stampede of all types of African creatures, even predators, were running towards one scraggly hole in the fence, running through at full speed, though i thought they would have injured themselves that way. then they got through the second fence, which had a built in opening. they ran down a short dirt path, into the foresty area. now i am there, standing in the Basin, facing all the creatures, where previously stood people and their stuff. all the animals just stared at me, and i saw it was cloudy overhead. it began to rain the most gentle soft drizzle, and became a little bit foggy. it just kept raining and raining, soon it was a shallow flood over the pale green grass, making puddles with drops of water dribbling down from the trees. now, it is cloudy in the Basin, but i follow the lines of trees, and everything past the fence, past one tree, was the part of Africa with tall yellow grass, a handful of trees, and blue skies. it was odd seeing both at once, the weather separated by a fence and the treetops. i look back to the animals, all standing very still, the same beautiful and calming scene. i hear the narrator begin naming each animal species, and then i began to hear names of Greek mythology creatures. it named one a "Pan" and i saw this creature, which was like a centaur with the body of a dark brown goat. like it was part centaur, part fawn. XD i hear the narrator said, "they are standing still, because they are afraid of the water!" then, i began walking through, not one animal moved an inch, and suddenly i had this odd feeling of ocean water, all around me, though there was none, i suddenly felt like i was drowning. my feet were touching the ground, and i felt as though i was just barely under the water and couldn't jump high enough to reach the surface of invisible ocean water. i wake up, fall asleep. now i am sitting in a tropical forest.....well actually at the top of a mountain i think, covered in boulders. i can see the landscape all around, and i am sitting looking up at a group of people whom i know are all a pack of werewolves. they were all tired after running for a long time. then, i am wandering around, across the whole valley and am at a distant mountain. it is also covered in large boulders, i clamber and climb up the side. at the top, i can see fence, a grassy enclosure full of grazing horses. the pack of werewolves also happened to be cowboys and cowgirls who owned this horse farm. standing in front of the fence, where a gate is, stands one strange but beautiful horse. it is white, spackled with greens and blues reminiscent of the color of the Statue of Liberty. the horse looked like it was standing strange, tilted, like it was having trouble standing. now i see the leader of the pack, climb up past me. he is riding one horse, i think white Appaloosa with brown speckles. he's got a lasso, and hooks the rope around the tilted horse's neck. i then see him riding on the liberty colored horse, who just stands there, as if unable to get away. wake up, fall asleep. now i am at a long row of buildings with parallel sidewalk in front...this is a sort of school. i walk out of the classroom as it is the end of the day. there is a small parking lot, and beyond that is the school bus. the bus driver, for some reason, was suddenly was trying to kill me! he couldn't, so he got off the bus. but then, it began moving on it's own and i saw it roll over him! five times! (not sure how that worked, because the bus only went by once.) there was blood and it was horrible to watch...but it was his own demise....well, even though he should have been dead, he stood up and was still trying to kill me. he tried many other times, all of them ending up with him being horribly killed by his own traps but always keeps coming back to kill me. at one point, i was standing next to a car in the parking lot, and i hear the sound of a car. it seemed he was in a blue car, coming around the corner of the large red one i was standing against. he smirked, and began driving towards me! he seemed intent on running me over. i began to run, but my legs felt heavy and it was difficult. i kept turning back to see him always just around the corner, smirking and revving the engine to scare me more. i had counted on that he wouldn't be able to maneuver that car around the other car so easily, but somehow he was. finally, it ended out with him trying to kill me with the bus again, and i managed to climb on top of it for safety. it had a strange n shaped white structure on the top which i used to hold on to for support. he went onto his bus, began driving as fast as possible to throw me off. actually, it felt like i would be in danger of falling forward....i would be crushed by the bus. i nearly fell from my support thingy but i didn't. finally, he got fed up and climbed out of the moving bus, it was still driving, by itself, and he tried to push me from the top of the bus. instead, he ended up falling and, getting crushed once again. the bus kept on going, rolling more slowly now, and i could hear people inside the bus cheering that he was gone. i didn't move from where i sat, even though i wanted to get the bus to a stop so it wouldn't crash into anything....but i counted that the people in the bus could handle that on their own. they didn't but it skid to a halt, and i jumped down. i think we were in another parking lot? the scene morphs, i am in my room and i see my Rat Nicodemus's cage. i have him in my hands, and he suddenly starts trying to bit me and he talks...and has the voice of the bus driver. he was only a shapeshifter pretending to be my rat. angry at him, i begin to shake the animal as hard as i could. i stop shaking him, and throw him against a wall. then he lands on top of the cage, standing on his hand legs and saying something else. my anger died out as suddenly as it had begun, i told him i had no need to hurt anyone who was no longer trying to hurt me. i pick him up and place him in the cage, and close him in. then i am back in the parking lot nearby the bus. it is now night and the children and teens inside befriended me. we all ran down the road, i went into wolf form to run faster because it was fun. i momentarily jumped into a random large white bin of fresh clear water on the road, but it has two human feces in it so i jump out (ew!) and keep running. now we are back at the front of the small and strange school, which, oddly enough, it is still class time even though it is at night. we are outside still, it is a beautiful starry sky and we are far above ground. this part of school is like a game. we walk slowly across white boards in the air, seem to be just floating, also connected so a complicated structure like many floating scales balancing perfectly, all connected to each other. one wrong step and you fall to your death. (what a fun game, right? :P XD) my group, all the bus children/teens, walk in a row, ever so gently, so as not to tip over the board. we find it easy to balance along. soon we get to the end of one board, connected to another going almost in a U-turn. there, one of us must draw a picture, based on one word we are given. they tell me to draw, so i do. with each word i am given, i always think of some animal to match. i kept trying to come up with other things than animals but i couldn't. then, we begin walking down the other path, then a third going in another U-turn...it was like walking along a squished-together zigzag. but, as we are nearing the end of the third track, the leader of the group tells us to stop. we do, and there is a slightly lower down pathway nearby. we see a large white ball roll down it, and then fall off the track. it was like, this was level two, that was supposed to happen. as soon as it fella way, our path suddenly jerked downward tilted, and i saw all the other perfectly balanced floating scales tilt and become unbalanced. i stand there arms out trying not to fall. none of us did, we were still in the lead. but now it seemed keeping my own balance was much more difficult, every step i felt i might fall. the scene morphs, it is still night, but we are no longer in the game. we stand in front of the long row of buildings, and when we talk we find we are all social misfits; that all of these children had been on that bus because they were to be shipped of somewhere else. they all wanted revenge on the people who did that to them. i didn't join in their pranks, but i did watch. i only remember the last one. in front of the school was a white cart full of stuff to buy, and one strict looking teacher/ect standing there watching guard. this guy was so poor that his family never had money, and so he became a pickpocket to continue to live. he walks over, somehow though he should have been easily seen, the woman just kept staring forward. he went to her right, where there was a counter space over a sort of hidden cubby hole drawer. even if it were closed the top had a small open space. he reached his hand in trying to get the food inside. suddenly though, it was me digging around for food, and i tried to remove my hand but...it was stuck! i couldn't free my hand, the woman looked over and saw me. plan ruined! the second part of this plan was to grab her drink too. as i freed myself, and running away, i took a good long look at it. it was orange, slightly bubbly. it was full of orange slices, and it was a type of orange soda sugary drink. i really wanted it....so i pick it up and began to run off, but then set it back down, then picked it up again.....i was desperately thirsty and hungry, as if i really were food-less, and i was conflicted wanting that drink badly but knowing stealing was wrong. so i leave it there, as the woman begins to chase me down i run and...wake up

November 26: the dream started out with me, my mom, and sister walking into a door during night time. it was kind of a creepy and eerie store, badly lit, mostly empty. there was a little boy and girl, think we were babysitting them or something, and they were climbing on all the aisles and shelves. now, we go outside, where it is darker, against a stone wall. we were so dirt poor, we didn't have any money for anything, and we needed food n clothing n stuff. for some, really strange reason, i jokingly suggested cutting off our body parts and selling them on ebay. but my family took it seriously. they had a small knife, my mom and sis began cutting out the area around their stomachs, and also their breasts. my dreams are screwy. they hand me the knife, but i couldn't bring myself to do the same, and i felt bad for even suggesting it. now i see a scene image of a creature (this part of dream was influenced by the new that was on TV) that my mom was explaining that this creature being attacked/killed many people. the thing was humanoid, but huge, and at first it was red with a black stripe but then was orange with a black stripe. the stripe was supposed to have something to do with the color spectrum and how the black lines represent the colors absorbed by the atmosphere...or something like that. the thing, it looked scaly, a strange face, and had webbed hands and feet. the whole scene was only of this thing just running and running forward through the black void. then i end up in a house, a strange house. i was on the second floor, my great grandparents were living here, were ailing, growing weak, going to die soon, so my family was there to care for them. we went into one large room, kinda plain, white walls, clean white floors, a couple articles of furniture. my great grandma was in a bed i think, being cared for. my great grandpa (whom is actually deceased, never really knew him) is standing up, being jerkish (i've been told he actually was, so idk.) then around his stomach the skin begin splitting apart, and all this strange stuff (it was either jelly or jello, probably jello though) began growing and forming all around him, so soon he looked like a bubble of green rippling liquid stuff with arms legs and a face. so then my great grandparents are gone, and me and some people are leading a man and woman into this same room. the couple was also followed by the same little girl and boy who had been climbing around the shop. this was some sort of prank, i think it was also a game show or something. i could hear a voice saying, "oh, the people just voted that the two children will not have to be a part of the show, they will be removed from the room." i see the two children laughing and smiling, running out of view. the two parents are led to the very corner and asked to stay there. everyone leaves but me. i know what will happen; the room will fill with water, so they think they will drown. i am sitting on the floor, then realizing i am not supposed to be seen, i jump to wolf form to run out on all fours. past the room, the white carpet ends at a diagonal line, then begins tile. gray-green color, like in my kitchen. and it is a kitchen, that i am in. the counter-space was built strange, creating a sort of hidden space. i walk over to it, looking inside this area is is hidden, dark. i contemplate hiding there, but then i go to inch closer and closer to the room to see the couple. i can see water, i can't remember where though....it was just there, just barely under the carpet, unnoticeable. it was supposed to only fill up that room, and not go past the line where the carpet ends. but something was going wrong and i could see small streams of it on the tile. someone came forth with a cleaning tool (broom, mop, swiffer, vacuum....i can't really tell) to clean away the water. now it will only stay in that room. for the rest of the dream i would check back every now and then to see the couple standing there, not trying to leave though they looked more worried each time, with more water filling the place up. now i pass by the kitchen into a third room, a small bathroom. white tile, white walls. i can't remember which furniture was where. me and this woman were there, just sitting for the longest time. then, she had some kitchen utensil (in the dream i knew what it was for) and we each had one. a third person enters the room, i think it's mom. we all have one of these things, but two of them are old, one even covered completely with rust. these objects also have a second use, they have the power to renew any kitchen utensil, so i tell them we can fix the two old rusty ones with the good one. the woman who has the good one does not want to, but it is because she can't understand what i am trying to tell her. i pick up the rusted one, but it is digging into my skin and scratching up my hand. so i put it down. i notice there is a shower drain in the middle of the floor. one or two more people enter the room, it seems we have been sitting here forever, waiting for something? i sit with mom. (the TV news began to influence my dream again) a voice saying how a new type of creature is discovered. i see an image of underwater, a close-up of a bizarre fish. it is colorful and neon, with spots, and it's face is square like a cube. the fish has some special mystical powers. i tell mom, whispering, how they must ever so slowly show us more and more interesting creatures so they can prepare us for something bigger. (who's they?) but the people in the room were watching, listening, this was like top secret government info i wasn't supposed to know. i tried to make mom follow me so i could share the information with her without whispering. she sort of stood up, then sat back down on the seat and becoming a dead weight. so i left the room. then, i hear the people talking, i turn around wondering what is going on. now they are deciding that they are bored with the white tile and want something different. there is a store, but i am told the man who owns it only sells tile colored blue. i see a small pile of different tiles on the floor, everyone contemplating each, what could match best with the room. i had a smoky rippled half-transparent watery blue i loved, but the others chose what they wanted. it was basically the same tile but each one had an image of a dark blue dove on it. eh, whatever. i leave the room, most of the upper floor, beyond the three rooms, is hallways with white walls, white carpet, and railings to the left, all around the edge of the house. i look down at the first floor, next to a wall is a deep square pit in the ground, actually a room...a second bathroom. it has deep fuzzy forest green carpet. kind of ugly against the rest of the house colored white. at first i sit on the railing looking down at this setup, wondering where the bathroom furniture disappeared to. also, right next to the bathroom pit, is a large blue square object, with short borders on the sides, and a shower drain in the middle. mom wanders up behind me, i muse about why someone put that strange looking flat shower there. mom says it is because the previous owners were too lazy to build a shower inside the bathroom so they bought a cheap ugly one and put it next to the pit. i had a dream "memory" of taking a shower there before, but you had to wait til no guys were around because there was no shower curtains or anything. then i see an image of one room, looking through an archway, and water is dribbling and splashing down. i tell mom there are leaks in the house. but i cannot find their source. so i must go all the way to a third floor, where it has rooms like the rest of the house but has such a short ceiling i can't even stand up. i crawl through a hallway, and then find two large leaks in the ceiling, where the rain must be falling through. i yelled down to mom i found the problem. then i am on the second floor again, on the railing, and mom has a vacuum with her. even though she is on the second floor, i see the vacuum on the first floor, moving on it's own. i saw it as "mom is vacuuming." the thing rolls through the bathroom pit, where now the leaks are pouring down water, and she was intending to use the object to clean and dry up the water spillage. but as she goes, instead i see whole chunks of wet carpet being sucked into the vacuum. now i can see underneath it was tile, pale colored with images of pale peach roses and the lightest pastel green ribbons. she was cleaning all the carpet away. i could also see tons of junk, old trash that the previous owners had left behind under the carpet. once all of it is gone, we appear on the first floor (the leak has now disappeared) to investigate. now, i see a ridge just against the wall before the bathroom pit, and on this ledge is two cages...my sister's mouse Mr. Hiccups and my rat Nicodemus. then, i have a book i am reading. huge, hardcover, i think inside was only pictures of landscapes. and then this itty bitty gray lizard appears, at the end of my book, looking down at the pages interested and curious. the lizard then flips a page on it's won, even though he is so small. i let him change the pages for a while. he stops on one, a sedona-like landscape but more a desert, red rock and some brush, a sunset but a sort of glaring eerie one. the lizard likes this page, the way he sees it almost looks like he can jump inside and run around the dirt. so he actually does, jump right inside the book. like gumby. he runs around all the way into the distance...but getting to the mountains at the very end of the page, realizes it is only a book.....and irritated, hops back onto his little perch.

November 27: starts out in a small neighborhood, i am in the outskirts sitting at the top of a slope. there are blue skies, it is sunny, and i see my old 8th grade Math teacher/family friend, Mrs. Muench, walking by. she is carrying what appears to be a small metal door, with an image of a smiley face :) (actually it was like a cross between :) and :| ) on front made of nails. i ask what she is doing with it, and she explains, though i can no longer remember the reason. she asks if i want to come with, but doesn't wait for an answer as she begins half-running down the hill holding her door. she runs across a small area of dirt and dead grass before reaching another slope, or cliff, or wall....i forget. i notice she is barefoot. as i slide down the slope, covered in spiky dark gray rocks, i find i am also barefoot but the stones don't hurt too much. i get to the place where she stands, there is already a door there, the same kinda as she holds, but she removes it and places her door there. she lives here in this cave-place. now, i am much closer to a block of the neighborhood, and at the end of the sidewalk is a creature taller than the trees. it is white, and covered in tall spikes. it reminds me of a skeleton for some reason. other than the basics i don't much know what the animal looked like though i know it can fly. bird or dragon perhaps? i knew the name of the thing, it is called a Mass Maximus Septimus Arcturus. i begin to follow behind the thing, for a long time, just in complete awe watching it. the creature stops, looks up and i see a whole flock of them covering the whole sky. they inch closer and closer. the creature i am following lifts up into the air, and stops at the treetops against some cliff or wall. at the top, of the...house? there is vegetation, mainly the leaves of trees, but some tall yellow grass. i fly up to follow the Mass Maximus, but somehow i become the creature. some small birds fly around me, either doves, seagulls, or vultures, i can't tell. maybe all of these? as i am latched to the side of the house, i snuffle through the tall grass, momentarily revealing one small egg. i know that in my species, you usually get three eggs, but during a certain migration all the females of the flock will hunt out and eat the eggs from other nests in order to continue on their own genetic lines. and i only had one egg here, i must protect it at all costs. that is why i am here, claws digging into the side of the building, keeping guard over my hidden nest. the birds land around, or hover in the air, talking to each other about this migration. they are all my friends, but in this "game" even if they discover the egg, it must be pointed out to the others. so i talk with them, trying to seem as though i am only resting here, and not guarding anything. but then, the birds suggest something, to do with the yellow grass, i can't recall why but they began moving it around, trying to make it point a different direction? then, by accident, they find the egg. they stop talking, so joyful before now silent. they tell me sorry, but they have to reveal my egg to the other Mass Maximi, who are all still hovering high in the air, not yet hunting. i plead with them; my only egg, can't be found and eaten. they shake their heads no, and fly off to tell the others. the scene changes. i am in a forest, a kind of dark and gloomy place. i stand with two men, and a tribe of Indians. one of the men was trustworthy, the other was exploitative and had tried many times to harm the tribe, and they knew it. but because of this they had completely lost trust in the second man who meant them no harm. he was trying to convince them to do something but they only repeated some phrase the untrustworthy man always said before, then the Indians would say, "all white man is evil." during this time, i was braiding one of the Indian's hair, i don't know if it was a man or woman but i can't braid hair to save my life and kept messing up, having to start over. now the scene changes again, i am walking with someone through shadowy hallways, trying to find something in particular. we need to find a certain place. as we walk, i begin to see pieces of paper taped to walls, written signs pointing out different directions to travel. yet, not one of the signs made on iota of sense. some seemed like they could be directions, like "Snorth" and "West-East", or some would say things like, "this goes in no direction." still others would have random words "potato" or made of syllables and phrases "g8toi" and "gripple grapple griffigriffa goo." (FYI not one of these signs i wrote were in the dream, i made them up for an example.) so we are trying to follow these signs, becoming confused at every turn unable to decipher any of them. we just keep running, deeper and deeper into the hallways and it was getting darker and more eerie by the moment. soon, it seemed we were still in hallways but the ground was a soil path, and sometimes turning through doorways or around corners led upwards like up a slope, and it was very dark in those places and looking endless and creepy. sometimes through there we would see one door with another sign, and we would run through them momentarily as if we absolutely had to try every twist and turn in this place. the longer we walk, the more like the outdoors it seems, though still with walls it was dirt paths and evergreen trees. we just kept on running, deeper and deeper, more and more creepy, until we get to the end of the path. now it is a slightly wider area, lots more trees in this room, and the path makes a triangular shape around some more trees. it is also snowing here, very silent. i am following the guy, he begins walking around the triangle. instead of then leaving, he keeps going around this path, marching along, and i am confused but still follow. i stare down at the snow on the path, it seems the longer we walk the more tilted the angle i stare down at, looking slightly dizzy and discombobulating, my vision ever so slowly becoming more concentrated on the snow......i snap out of this seeming weird trance, now noticing that we have etched a path through the snow on the path, and it appears wherever we step the snow melts, more and more, until all that is left is deep brown soil. i see the guy marching up ahead, almost turning the corner, and i tell him we've been walking in triangles for hours let's go now. he says ok, and now as we walk back through the tunnels, they have stayed at a constant state of half outdoors half hallways. there are a couple more people now, and it appears these strange signs were like advertisements into doors. this has now become a sort of scavenger hunt, these kids are from a school and now so are me and the guy. we have to choose carefully which doors we enter. all of these doors were within the strange creepy upward sloping places, where you walk too far and it becomes pitch black, lost, no way back. we thought that must be what happens, and those places scared us. we never walked in the doors, only seeing what was on those pieces of paper on the fronts. they had changed, to be sort of advertisements for coming inside. most looked like the teens who had set up this game had made most doors have pictures of porn on them. (ew!) so we were definitely not going through those doors. one i saw i knew there was a staircase behind the door but the picture on the front was perverted and so we left. there was one we found, which looked normal enough, so we opened it. inside was a dark room, only a bunk bed at the end. a light turns on suddenly and we see a woman sleeping there dressed in very revealing clothing, including fishnets for pants. O_o she wakes up and screams, this was a trick! apparently this woman here was also unaware of the sign posted on her doorway. we leave, and keep walking around. we know we must choose a door soon, so we pick one randomly and walk inside. it is very dark, only a shadowy light turned on and all we can see in this darkness is a (sort of) spiraling staircase. we begin, slowly, to leave the door, in this creepy place, and walk slowly up each step. we get up three flights, before the lights suddenly turn off and we are in complete and utter darkness. the two of us flip out and run all the way back out the door frightened as heck. it felt like some ghost was gonna attack us there! we walk around more, at one point i am becoming fed up with all the porn advertisements on the doors. i ask someone about it, and they say it's like a trap, for the kids perverted enough to enter they find themselves in a seminar against alcoholism. we thank the kid and decide......that we have to go back and conquer that staircase, even if it does become dark again. so now, we walk across the path suspended in the air, no railings, to that staircase. we go up three flights, four, five.....we continue on though the more we travel the darker it seems around us. for a split moment, i travel to omniscient, far away from the place, and find, i am looking at an incredibly ginormous silver airplane. like a jumbo jet on steroids....it was huge. i could see through the walls, the place me and the guy were is huge, mostly an empty shell part of the plane, the spiral staircase just going up to the ceiling. somehow this made me less scared of it, and i am now back in first POV still climbing, ever so slowly....finally we reach the top, were just at the end is a disconnected part of the stairs, only three or four steps before a last step, a large square of pale cream carpet. i cautiously step on this disconnected stairs, it is wobbly and i worry it might fall. it starts rolling some, as if on wheels. i think, that if i try to take more steps, i might dislodge it even more, it will either roll far away into the middle of the place, or tip over and i will fall to my death. so, standing on the bottom step, i reach as far as i possibly can, tapping the carpet square, and saying k we can go now! i maneuver around so as not to further move the stairs, i have to jump some to get across, and the scene changes. it is the end of the scavenger hunt, the small group of students had gathered in a different part of the plane, nearby the empty shell area with the staircase. we were on the other side of the shell i think, very high up, on some structure, sitting around a table. the principal was there, we were having a sort of party celebration for the winners who didn't walk into the porn doors. food was passed around, we ate and were congratulated. the principal starts talking about something else i can't remember but the scene changed again. i was back on the slope, halfway down and as if i were waking up? Mrs. Meunch is there, leaning over me looking scared as if i almost just died. now i feel very, very tired, like i want to go back to sleep (AKA, like i want to wake up...sleep in dreams equals waking up in real life) and Mrs. Meuch is trying to prevent it. she starts asking me questions. what's your favorite animal? "umm....Mass, Maximus....(couldn't much care about the rest of the name at the time, too sleepy)....." she asks what is my favorite type of plane. i mumble some answer, having one in mind, but she can't decipher my words and names the type of steroids-jumbo jet from earlier. then i "fall asleep" suddenly in omniscient at the top of the slope, she freaks and picks me up, running as fast as she can down the slope to get me to her little cave home. i notice i am wearing a white dress, and the Mass Maximus Septimus Arcturus is sitting in the exact same place as in the beginning of the dream.

November 28: not much remembered for this one. i do know the majority of the dream was centered around these talking bipedal foxes, that came in strange colors (a blue one with a white belly comes to mind, but there were other colors.) at one point, me and my mom were walking, traveling somewhere, alongside a mostly empty road. we go under an overpass, nice and shady. then, on the side we are on, i see the soil has been dug and spread all around, creating a slight depression where i saw a dead were-fox. we kept walking and under the overpass, about halfway through, i notice something on the other side of the road. the soil has also been disrupted, and a dead bush has been dug out of the ground, tilted sideways. just where the bush had been removed, in the hole, was another dead, crumpled up were-fox. then we get to a place, where there are a few more people. details get blurry, there was some more bipedal foxes and a few women/girls....i think there was a giant pile of something? or at least a very high up place, maybe on construction machines/structures. all this was within a concrete flat fenced-in place. there was also water, not really a swimming pool, but some body of water like a small river or pond, passing through. and, there was this bizarre pathway going through it. it should have been underwater, it was made of glass and had blue on it. but it wasn't underwater, because on either side of the path was glass railings, that went just barely higher than the surface of the water. i remember seeing one of the girls walking through, and i went halfway through just interested in this incredibly strange sort of path, where you could look around and see the surface of the water, or sit down and look at the deep underwater.

November 29: first dream included a grassy field, some green and some yellow; and a silvery concrete L shaped building (if you flip it up side down.) there was a situation, and i see inside the building a girl kneeling next to a cat, dead or unconscious, laying on the ground. it was silver and hairless skin resembled stone to match the rest of the building. but...it's eyes were half-opened, and revealed the most vivid blue....human eyes. the cat was incredibly important. later dream; i seem to be around a school. at first i am walking outside, then decide to go to wolf form and run on all fours. tis much more fun. it was a concrete place too, lots of tall buildings around. as i run by, i hear some children. i look over to see them sitting, scattered all around a teacher who must have been reading a book or teaching them something. the children call me over because they are interested in the way i run. so i amble over, a bit perplexed. one kid yells out, "can you do a hand stand?!" in real life i can't, at all, but in the dream i did, it was very easy. and, then i ran, just on my hands. the children giggled as i sped right through them, then even jumping over two, and landing in front of the teacher. i don't think she was too pleased with me. then i am inside the school, playing some very strange sort of game. another person is with me in the same game. we were in a public bathroom, and we have to clean out all the stalls as fast as we can. it was weird. we each have a set of stalls to work on, purposely all messed up in different ways. actually when i got to each stall, it wasn't that difficult.....most of them only involved flushing the toilet or unlocking the door. the last two had crumpled up wads of toilet paper in a mini avalanche around the toilets. that was a bit more time consuming. idk if i won, but the game changed. now there was but four stalls in the bathroom, which wasn't that many....lots of open space. there was three on one side, and one on the other. now instead of being normal stalls, each was riddled with tricks and traps and codes and anything else you could think of....now it was a true game. the point was only to get past each level. i completed the first three easily, somehow having some past "memory" that i was basing this on. i also knew that last time i had almost won but just barely lost because of the last level. i knew what to do but it was difficult to accomplish. the other guy in the game is already there. behind this open stall, within all the cluttered brightly colored pieces of the game, was a huge creepy looking person. had to get past them alive. they had a bright red ball that they would throw at people, it was deadly and the person never missed. now, just under their neck, was a glass shelf stretched across full of different foods. to win you had to give them the right ones. me and the guy knew, that if you want to live never ever give the person pickles. there was two that did work, i can't remember what they are anymore. well we won, the game is over, back to class now. we walk into a classroom, very well lit, lots of desks all around in different formations. teens are standing, sitting on desks, wandering around. the teacher is by the door teaching, everything is so nonchalant and a bit drowsy. i notice the man looks like my 10th grade world history teacher, Mr. Hess. well, someone raises an interesting question, closely connected to the politics of America today. the teacher begins as giving an answer, but it soon turns into a speech. i agree with what he says though i can't even remember one words of it. before the classroom seemed so sleepy and laid back, now the room was full of energy and fight. everyone was cheering, agreeing with the teacher. well, except one person. she was in the very back of the room, tanned skin and fiery red hair that even seemed to float a little. she glared the whole time, sometimes pacing back and forth, looking so furious that she might just go strange the teacher. once or twice i thought she might say something, but she didn't.

November 30: the dream began in omniscient, staring down at an almost cartoon-like scene of a silvery white cliff, turquoise water crashing alongside it. in the water there was many small silvery white objects, i can't remember if they were rocks or some type of sea mammal. i do know i was hunting a type of sea mammal in this scene, as i was now in first balancing on one stone below the cliff as the calm, unnaturally blue waves splashed around me. then, i see this guy, rock hopping towards me. he sits on one and we talk as sometimes i struggle to keep balanced, sometimes not. the guy has very very long very wavy black or dark brown hair, maybe in a ponytail but mostly hanging around one shoulder. i think that's all i can really remember about him. personality-wise he was both incredibly annoying, and also funny. somethings about him bothered me, and at one point, i ask him why he acts in that way. he said, "because I'm a Mongolian!" hmm that kind of seemed to work in the dream. the scene changes, now i find myself in a wide flat expanse, the ground slightly resembling the fields around where i live. patches of grass, weed, and other small plants and the occasional bush...except it was lush and green. it is night, but not too dark, as i walk along i cannot see the full moon but i know it is there. i also know i am being followed by a werewolf...not chased, per-say, but i was wary of his presence here and walking a little quicker as if i thought i could avoid him. he was a shaggy dark brown and black werewolf, i knew, higher in ranks...not as big as a grand alpha, but maybe a gama or lower. the scene changes again, now i am sitting in a place with asphalt ground, buildings somewhere to my left, and i think a somewhat distant shore to my right. i never saw any water or sand at all but i could hear the sound of the waves and see somewhat of a strange shadow caused by them as well. my sister and two others also sit on the ground, legs sprawled out in front of them with palms on the ground to balance. we are just sitting, silently, i feel slightly unsettled by the quietness and something else unknown in the dream. now, i have knowledge that, even though everyone is relaxed, there is a game going on. it is one of those dreams where i have to collect golden coins. (reoccurring theme for as long as i can remember.) usually they are floating and spinning lazily in the air, but these were scattered laying on the ground. i want as many coins, as i can possibly get, to win the game. i begin picking them up one by one, but it is far too time consuming. also, many are trapped underneath a person. i do not want to bother them by asking them to move or lift their hands. so, i think up something that could work. i cup my hand some palm facing towards the coins, and i feel a strange sensation on my palm and wrist as if air is being sucked towards my hand. in my mind i have an invisible/imaginary vacuum i am holding to collect coins. all of them begin to fly through the air, at my hand, disappearing as if in some otherworldly holding chamber. in the corner of my vision i see the box showing me the growing number of points i have obtained. i see coins from under where people sat under or beneath their hands now dislodged and sucked towards my palm. the people gave me a very strange look, as though i as not allowed to gather coins in this game. i knew that, everyone playing the game had a territory, and whatever golden coins happened to land there you could collect. you weren't allowed to collect in other people's land and this place was within my territory....so idk what they were so angry about. then i stand up to go find more coins, and before i leave the scene i see one small place on the ground, many normal coins; quarters and nickels and dimes and pennies, all lay scattered within a circular shape. i continue on, now i find my sister again and she tells me she wants to show me her territory. at first we are running along a sidewalk but then i fly into omniscient. we are going along one long area, one neighborhood. it was all one street, in a shape as if you strung many lowercase N's together in a row. inside each n was a square block of neighborhood. each n and corresponding square was a different territory. though there was about ten at first, i thought it was too few for the number of people in the game. as i continued to fly, the number supernaturally dwindled to about seven, then only around five or four. Lorraine, flying next to me (while i saw her first person self running along below) pointed out her neighborhood and we landed. before we touched ground, she told me that the square areas were called 401k's....(i think i heard that on a cheese commercial but i have no idea what it is.) we walked along the sidewalk of the n and there were many coins there she collected. i could see her box as well as mine; i had roughly 200 and she had around 300 or more. she was winning. as we walk, we decide to cross the street to the smaller square block. now, one one side, standing there, i see a dog facing the street....just standing there. not frozen in place, however; it was like it wanted to or was obligated to. then i see some old friends from my 9th grade creative writing class (some not-so-friendly ones were with them as well) standing next to this dog. i knew there was another dog, (both were just out of puppy stage) standing on the other side of the block, just looking out to the street. now, one of the not-so-friendly ones named Jason was saying something about the dogs. all i could think of, was just how beautiful it was. the breed was, i was told, part Husky part Wolf. it had the same fur as a wolf, a husky-like build and face with an in-between sort of tail. the coloring of the animal was pure snowy white with a strange pattern akin to a type of bird called a smew. but on the dog there was a difference with one black line going from it's neck or eye, down it's shoulder-blade, side, and to it's tail. i just watched the dog, in awe....i think, i have two on my territory as well, also standing. one aspect of the game is also to acquire the most interesting dogs. the old friends and frienemies disappear, Lorraine then asks me some question about the husky-wolves. (maybe it was the point of them in the game?) my answer to her is, "well, the point is to breed the Husky-wolves with as many different dog breeds as possible, eventually ending with a complete and absolute, mutt." she mused about which dog breed, then, she should add next to her bizarre mixed breed, and i suggested German shepherds to her. now, i notice an even greater amount of coins in small piles on the 401k and i wanted desperately to go to my territory so i could collect.....but then i see my sister, gathering hers, then we go to omniscient again and i see her traveling to the next neighborhood and basically stealing coins from their place. i asked her, if that was what we were supposed to do, and she didn't answer. that is how i discovered this rule about territories and coins. the scene seems to half-change half-morph, i am nearby the neighborhoods, but at a school. i am outside the silver buildings, in an asphalt place (was this where the first coin scene was near?) and i sit down, now with food i am eating. well, failing at eating. suddenly it is as if i am numb...well not the effects of it other than a strange loss of muscle control and terrible coordination. so now i am trying, to eat, but it is getting everywhere. the frenemies from earlier are watching me, a bit creepy, with odd stares as if disgusted by me. and in real life i am self-conscious about eating in public so that coupled with the strange numbness and cold stares, made me completely freak out. i stand up and leave, walking into one small room with an open door. there is a structure in the center coming from the wall, like half-a-border. and the side nearer to me is a long brown table. Jason and his friends walk up and he hands me a cup of something to drink. i don't take time to see what it is and i gulp it all down. i can't remember the taste but i found nothing wrong with it. but then, Jason snickers and i ask what's wrong? he tells me he pulled a prank, and that the drink he has given me is 'fly juice.' i become irritated, instead of disgusted, because i think he is lying to me because it didn't taste like fly juice. he and his friends laugh at me and he points to the table. now i see there are three large square plates/bowls, made either of glass or of metal, held up by some sort of metal rods twisted into a sort of cradle. in all three bowls is a nasty looking liquid, brown and yellow and green with small crushed up objects. it looks slightly gooey and some sticks to the sides of the bowls. the liquid is moving around some as if a breeze were blowing it around. he names the particular type of crushed bug juice in each bowl, smirking and laughing (i think they were all different types of flies?) and i still don't believe him. either way, if he were lying and pretending, or if it really was made of flies, it was a horrible trick. now, angry, i begin to leave. i have a revelation that somehow i have been under a sort of amnesia the whole dream, that previously at this school i had been tricked in the same way but since i had forgotten it all they felt they had liberty to do it again. now before i leave, they surround me saying, oh they're sorry. but immediately after this false apology, Jason spits on his hand and rubs it all over my cheek! i was so mad....and then he does it again but this time rubbing it off on a lock of my hair near my bangs. :fuming: i leave, and now the bell has rang i am far across the asphalt field and the building is in the near distance. i walk towards it, though people wander around it feels a bit lonely and sad. i walk through the door, almost as if no one has this class. inside, the classroom is built much longer horizontally, and much shorter vertically. there are many desks, the walls are silver gray, and so are the desks....but not a normal gray. more like that element of my dream was in black & white. O.o i do see two bright orange shiny desks, which i decide to sit near. it seems the set-up of the desks is cluttered, not well designed. there is no teacher, and only two or three people. sitting at the front row only about...three, sort of, and to the right, i see an old friend from 9th grade also sitting there. i am a bit surprised to see him as if he shouldn't be at this school, as if this were a far-away place and he inexplicably ended up here. he turns and sees my strange surprised look, and in return i get a look like, "what's your problem? :bored: " and he turns away. i am a bit saddened but not really. now i pay closer attention to the girl next to me (i am now sitting in the front row between the girl and my friend. she is drawing a picture, her pencil drawing seems to be coming to life on the page even as she draws. it is a little boy, a blank, depressed and disturbed looking stare. she seems to change her plan of art halfway through and also draws him as hanging onto some sort of curtain (window or shower, i can't tell) leaning to the side peeking out. i can see his face, some of his body, and one arm. then, she looks up, and i see a halfway invisible, maybe imaginary, image of the curtain, and the boy, like he has come to life and is posing for her to draw. the blank and mournful stare, however, was still very much real. i leave the room, once again much further from the school building and walking towards it. many other people wander too, all in the same general direction towards the left of the school. i follow, i think we are headed to a school assembly. i am lagging behind and need to catch up....so i run on all fours which is much faster. yet, i begin to feel overwhelmingly tired, and weak, and it is a struggle to keep up even this way. i am so weak and tired i have to begin crawling. some girls are walking by me, they look back and give me those disgusted stares. one girl looks me right in the eye whilst whispering something to her friend and giggling. again self-conscious, because i had heard her saying something about me "crawling like a little baby" i am fed up and, though now barely able to move, i struggle and lift to my feet, almost falling. i wobble, almost loose my balance, but now am attempting to walk, like all the rest of them. the whole time i mumble something about the "mamby-pamby fru-fru stuck-up horrible terrible school" this is. now, i begin to take steps, but it is a world of effort for even one, as if i was walking against strong wind going uphill weak and tired. then, i am near the school building, and instead of following everyone else to the assembly, i walk into a room. some people walk there, as well as my sister. i think i see more golden coins and remember i still have to collect them. but before i do, the brown and black werewolf appears, intending to kill me. me and Lorraine are not scared, but shocked. we wait for an attack, the bipedal wolf raising a hand to strike. but then, he begins a tangent about how he wishes his paw was smaller, because then he didn't have to only use it for hate, he could have a wife and children. i couldn't quite see how a smaller paw would help him in the least, yet i could sort of see his point too? then, again....i am back in the asphalt field, though closer to the school this time. Jason and the others are there, and i realize that my glasses have been used for too long, as my eyesight does slowly get worse over time i knew i had to ask my mom to take me to the eye doctor to get new glasses. i could still see, but when i took the glasses off it wasn't very much better without them.
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby shift1085 » Wed Nov 24, 2010 9:59 am

length of dreams
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November 1: 7.10

November 2: 19.10

November 3: 32.20

November 4: 51.85

November 5: 25.30
November 5: 27.20

November 6: 47.01

November 7: 64.55

November 8: 38.01

November 9: 46.30

November 10: 84.80

November 11: 64.00

November 12: 28.40

November 13: 34.40

November 14: 37.50

November 15: 79.15

November 16: 44.70

November 17: 33.70

November 18: 52.70

November 19: 17.45
November 19: 4.00

November 20: 121.90

November 21: 59.10

November 22: 43.60

November 23: 59.00

November 24: 98.50
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby victorhugos » Wed Nov 24, 2010 10:42 am

Well , I think it is Shift.

I mean, can you not document the specifics in your personal diaries and simply summarize executively, your dream here on this forum so that everyone could enjoy it? I also think you would get an increasingly responsive attitude. :)
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby shift1085 » Wed Nov 24, 2010 10:44 am

diaries are far too small for summarizing...even if i did, the dreams would be long, and adding more details in dreams increases lucidity and other details helpful in interpretation
but thanks anyways; me thinks i can at least do an ok job interpreting (though another perspective often catches things i don't)
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby victorhugos » Wed Nov 24, 2010 11:36 am

shift1085 wrote:diaries are far too small for summarizing...even if i did, the dreams would be long, and adding more details in dreams increases lucidity and other details helpful in interpretation
but thanks anyways; me thinks i can at least do an ok job interpreting (though another perspective often catches things i don't)


Don’t get it; if you do understand your dreams, what do you need to be interpreted? Such dreams are not interpreted that way……..And surely, there are means for you to summarize. NO?
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby shift1085 » Wed Nov 24, 2010 11:39 am

dream interps help me solve problems in my life.
actually those are as summarized as i can get them without loosing core details, in fact i could actually get tons more details, exact distances and written "maps" of each scene if i want.....if only i could make animations or paintings......
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby victorhugos » Wed Nov 24, 2010 11:50 am

shift1085 wrote:dream interps help me solve problems in my life.
actually those are as summarized as i can get them without loosing core details, in fact i could actually get tons more details, exact distances and written "maps" of each scene if i want.....if only i could make animations or paintings......


Everyone has problems, but would the details, as you say be lost had there been no Dreammoods?
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby shift1085 » Wed Nov 24, 2010 11:52 am

i also have a gmail account and copied also to Microsoft word
so now, details would not be lost, but dream-moods offers interpreters as well as the ability to type words and not screw up my wrist
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby victorhugos » Wed Nov 24, 2010 12:10 pm

Well I, give up but I really think it may be simply a waste of time. I mean talking to youurself??
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby shift1085 » Wed Nov 24, 2010 12:51 pm

nah, just compiling them all into one place.
if i need to locate on particular dream or search for reoccurring symbols ect
it makes it a lot easier to accomplish
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby victorhugos » Wed Nov 24, 2010 12:59 pm

OK . if you're happy with that.
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Re: November dreams 2010

Postby victorhugos » Fri Nov 26, 2010 2:54 am

You seem to be soft and fragile.
May be you're better off learning about “Time Management" girl.....
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