OMG I woke up Punching My husband in the Face

[momov4]

Some one has to help me.. I have been up crying since 4:00 am, and it is now 6:54 am... I had a dream we were in a room full family we haven't spoken to, and don't choose to anymore... It was my husbands side of the family, if that makes a differance?? Well in this dream, I think my husbands one brother (the one we talk to) and his wife were getting divorced, and My husbands Mother, other brother, Sister, (another sister who we talk to and her daughter, our neice, who we talk to)... I am not sure what was going on, but my mother-in-law was pissed because her son (the one we talk to) and his wife were getting divorced.. My wedding video was playing in the back (I guess it should be mentioned, that family recorded it, and my mother-in-law, well kinda cleared her throat, making it known she didn't like me... when they said speak now or forever hold your peace....) but the wedding was in 1997... Ok well my mother-in-law was pissed that that son was getting divorced, and said it should have been my husband and I.. She was going nuts looking for tyneol, and I had some, regardless of what she said, it is my nature in real life to be this way: I said here Ma, I have some.. She gave me a nasty look, and walked past.. I said Ma here, and then my neice (whom we talk to occasionaly) Told me to shut the F up, or something like that, and I said excuse me??? I said F U righ back to her.... she came over to me and started punching me, and I started hitting her back, waking up to my husband saying what the hell are you doing... I was punching him in the head, with my left hand.. (I am a righty, but was sleeping on my right side)... I have been crying.. Ok well you can laugh... I know it is kinda funny, but very emotional...

Soooo that's my dream... the real life that you may need to know, in order to help me with this dream, is....
I am a P/T working mother of 4 kids... One of them (11) has a Tumor on the brain stem that cannot be removed, my other two girls were abused by their two cousins. My girls were 5&4 when it happend.... I have been under sooo much stress. And my husband own's his own auto repair shop, and has needed ,my help... I have had to bring the kids with me.... So Most of the time I feel as though I cannot breath anymore.... What should I do, or what does this mean.. Please help me...

[momov4]

Ok well I see quite a few people read this, and didn't comment. I am still so distraught over it... Do you all think that I am crazy??? If so, please tell me..... I am sooo messed up over it all....

My stress levels, are so horrible because of all the situations, i have encountered over the past year with my children, and lessons that needed to be learned, but I know this has to mean something, or I am just plain old Nuts.. Please just tell me... what you think.. Good or bad..

[impatienthypocrite]

Here's what I think. I think that you think your mother-in-law hates you for stealing away her son. That's why she wanted you to break up so she could have her son back. I think the niece was hitting you because she was supporting her grandma and essentially that side of the family. Now, I'm not sure why you choose not to associate with that side of the family. But maybe you should consider giving them another chance. Yes, I know some people just don't get along, but with how hectic your life is, it sounds like you could use more family, love and support.

Just a thought.

[momov4]

thanks for your input.. 1st of all, yes, my mother-in-law for years always felt that way... And like I said I have been married for 11 years Now, and she knows she Cannot.. Things are just way to rough with both sides of our family to even give another chance being that chances ..... Wow, I can't even begin to tell you.... But you are the second person to feel as though it is due to the holiday's coming up.... Maybe.. But I just feel this weird feeling, and can't shake it... Like something bad is going to happen??? Maybe not ever horrible, but just not a good feeling... and never had this before... So Still Stressing out?? Time will tel.. But thanks again, for taking time to write... Have a great holiday... And a great weekend....

[SHAMROCKERMOMMY]

I personally have had the same problems with my husbands side of the family as well, my mother in law and I are always on rough terms and her daughters who are still in there teens tend to disrespect with out any kind of repremand. I have given several chance's to get along but there is an unsteady feeling when the side of that family comes around, like a pressure on my head,heart. There is a time when chances become absolett and its time just to make you and your family happy and not worrying about that side, it seems all the side of the family is doing is causing more grief and pain than needed right now with all the choas that you do have. Which would explain your nightmare because obviously there arent afraid of showing how they feel. I know it must be a burden and thats why you are dreaming because it is a burden in your consious mind. I hope this helps and maybe adds a little comfort. best of luck[color=#0000BF][/color]