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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Wed Nov 28, 2018 11:18 am

10/27/2018 last night i dreamed i was shopping and bought a aqua color bikini with a purple floral print. that is all i remember.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Nov 29, 2018 7:49 am

11/28/2018 last night i dreamed i was in a yugioh tournament and mid way through a match at the start of the game i play a copy of dark magical curtain but the dark magicians in my deck were gone and all the rare cards in the deck were replaced with pack filler commons from older sets.(cards like basic insect) my cards had been stolen and i was enraged. i was angry enough to break the table in half! i woke up angry with my hands shaking.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sat Dec 01, 2018 12:36 pm

11/31/2018 last night i dreamed i was being chased down a dark tunnel by several people with flashlights and they were shooting at my and had a 9mm and i shot back at them sporadically as i was running away over time it went from dozens of lights behind me to two.eventually the tunnel narrowed and there was a opening with light at the end i exited the tunnel to a cliff side and quickly did some sort of parkour to get on top of the cliff right above the exit. my 9mm was out of ammo but i had a 357 magnum too. the first guy to come out behind me fell 40ish feet into a coast line with jagged rocks. the next guy tried to climb up to where i was and i shot him point blank in the head . then i pointed my gun into the tunnel and emptied the rest of my ammo into it(i think i got one more of them.)after waiting to see if anyone else was chasing me and no one else coming i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sun Dec 02, 2018 9:26 am

12/1/2018 last night i dreamed i was invited to visit the white house and meet with the president of the US.(not Trump but some future president that reminded me of the documentaries on the history channel about JFK). he discuss the biggest issue of the day(mass unemployment because of machines replacing people) with me after i was done. i left and began my trip home.just as i reached home i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Wed Dec 05, 2018 12:48 pm

12/4/2018 my dream was interrupted by my grandmother waking me up to hear a phone call and all i remember is a goat appearing at the end and it burped. apparently it ate my dream.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Dec 06, 2018 10:50 am

12/5/2018 [dream redacted for containing classified information the US government would not want me to share]
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Dec 06, 2018 9:36 pm

12/6/2018 i dreamed i was standing in line at a store about to buy a box of cereal when some man behind me garbed my breasts and started to reach his had down my pants . i pulled a knife from my purse and stabbed him in his manhood. then i turned around and i pulled his pants of and completely cut his junk off ,next i shoved he erect decapitated penis down his throat. finally i slit his throat to make sure he was dead and then i purchased my groceries as normal. after i left the store i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sat Dec 08, 2018 2:16 am

12/7/2018 last night i had a bizarre erotic lesbian sex dream with a woman with 6 breasts. 2 pairs underneath the normal boobs (one under the other).
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sun Dec 09, 2018 12:47 pm

12/8/2018 i dreamed about being a landlord and renting out properties to various people. i myself was living in a very small house with a woman i was romantically involved with. (i think it was the wife from previous dreams.) thats all i remember .
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Tue Dec 11, 2018 2:00 pm

12/11/2018 last night i dreamed about being in high school again . i failed a assignment in English class. i got angry with the teacher and argued with her that my grade was wrong and that she was being unfair to me. she recounted the grammatical errors she marked wrong and realized she miscounted and i ended up with a barely passing grade. after class i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Wed Dec 12, 2018 9:45 pm

12/12/2018 i dreamed that i had a dozen different visitors show up a my house at the same time,and i was completely overwhelmed and it was a chaotic mess.i eventually got them all to leave. then it was quiet and peaceful. after i finally was starting to relax i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Dec 13, 2018 5:44 pm

12/13/2018 last night i dream about being at a nudist beach,(i was naked in this dream.)something i have never done in real life before. i felt claim and relaxed. i enjoyed it throughly. as i was about to leave i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Fri Dec 14, 2018 3:36 am

12/14/2018 last night i dreamed i was flying southward from where i live all the way across the world i flew over South America and then over Antarctica then into a into a large unexplored landmass,with plants and animals i had never seen before including live dinosaurs. after i landed in this strange unknown land i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby hmahdavi » Fri Dec 14, 2018 12:04 pm

i dream everynight and it,s so interesting for me, the most of them happen on that day. in these years i studied different books about sleep interpretation and found some refrences are more valid and have truth. i think Imam Sadeq and Daniel the prophet are most truth.
i verify them by every night dream. i strongly advice them especially Imam Sadeq interpretations.


Varzandeh wrote:Hello,
Your gender is not known by your nickname.
Unfortunately All of your dreams are kind of futuristic, and I only can interpret the symbolic dreams .
My books are from more than 1000 years ago.

Dreams are in 6 groups : one group are truthful dreams that are meaningful and predicting with symbolic metaphors based on holy books.
Another one is Deja Vu dreams that are seen as will happen.
Another group are psychological dreams as Mr. Freud and Mr. Jung said.
A group are Messy dreams that are caused by bad food or drinks and have no meaning.
A group are direct and truthful dreams about the deceased people or when saint people speak and say a news about our past or future.
A group are causative dreams that a reason like heat or cold or repetition is caused the dream.
Dreams are pre-written destiny said in these allusions of holy books once again,
What I am doing is trying to introduce this kind of symbols and truthful meaningful dreams.

A brief about the dreams:
Dream language interpretation is an ancient science of allusions and pointing of the surrounded environment, the events are like train stations which exist and we are moving towards them, these are prewritten destiny with some authority ( in decision making seconds) in very full details. This dream language should be translated, and interesting to know it is universal and common for all human beings. But ignorance causes some misunderstanding..People were not aware of this language and always thought in a bad way , for example Mr. Freud said about sexual dreams it is because you have suppressed your sexual desires so misled everybody and some women dreamt about having sex with co-workers or another and thought they should do that, while it only meant he will do something for her, or some others dreamt had sex with the same sex and invented homosexual, while it meant the same ,Also some men dreamt his wife had sex with a man and didn't understand or a woman dreamt her partner had sex with a woman and didn't' understand ...etc.Do you see what catastrophes are caused by misunderstanding a language. About the approximate interpretation time table: Dreams at noon or exactly at midnight( In the summer time 13 at noon and 1 midnight else at 12)in the same day if past a few minutes, a few days later. Dreams at 10-11 in the morning in 15-30 days later. Also dreams at 3-4 in the evening in 1-2 months .Dreams in the sunset mostly are not truthful and are messed, they have no interpretations, Dreams at 4-5 in the morning in a few days to 2 months some dreams in the holy books( Josef dream of kneeling the sun and the moon and 11 stars)was interpreted after 20 years and other dreams of the Pharaoh's prisoners interpreted in the same day and after 7 years. Dream of Pharaoh about the 7 thin cows and 7 fat cows interpreted from the next year to 14 years. Also dreams in 6th of the month will interpret after 1-2 days, in 9th at the same day, in 10th after 20 days, in 13th after 9 days in 14th after 26 days and in 15th after 3 days, in 16th after 2 days and in 28th ,29th ,30th in the same day, but these are solar (Persian months and you should refer to a calendar or convert them) . Of course there are different kinds of dreams , like messy dreams which have no interpretations or deja vu dreams, or psychological dreams or dreams which are caused by bad food or drinks.

Bibliography:
1- Principles of the dreams, by Daniel the prophet (562-604 B.C) Peace be on him.
2-Divisions of the dreams, by Imam Sadeq peace be on him ( 663-728 A.C).
3- Generals of the dreams, by Mohammad ibn Syrin ( 690 A.C).
4- Guides in the dreams , by Jaber ibn Hay'an( Father of the new chemistry)
5- Interpretations, by Ibn Ash'as ( 840 A.C).
6- Complete interpretations, by Habish Teflisi ( 1180 A.C).
7- Treasures of the dreams( Al Ma'moni) by Abd al Salam ( 963 A.C).
I translated these books and put in the dreamsfact.com . there are 1100 items and each item contains around 5 to 30 scenarios.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Fri Dec 14, 2018 3:19 pm

12/14/2018 i just woke up i dreamed about being a mom and my mother( their grandmother) showed up and started to beat on one of my kids for some stupid reason. i called her a bitch and yelled at her to get out of my house. after we were outside of the house(the kids stayed inside),we started to fight each other physically and i bash her head in with a crow bar and it felt good . it was a huge cathartic release of anger. my mother was one of the worst moms anyone could ever have. she told me things like that she wished she had aborted me. i had a lot of verbal abuse and she was a expert at gaslighting kids. she was narcissistic,vindictive,a compulsive liar,had to always be right even when she was wrong ,was alluring to men (she could have almost any man she wanted but never a substantiated a long term relationship),made impulsive/rash discussion about my future/life without asking me even when i was a teenager,gave me absolutely no privacy even into adulthood and had zero empath towards me. i am so happy she is dead.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sat Dec 15, 2018 5:06 pm

12/15/2018 i dreamed about 6 tornadoes destroying downtown Knoxville(the city i live in). it was horrible.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sun Dec 16, 2018 2:21 am

12/16/2018 i dreamed about playing a pinball game,but i was woken up in the middle of the dream.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sun Dec 16, 2018 11:51 pm

12/17/2018 for the first time in days i got eight hours+ of sleep ,i dreamed that i was taken hostage by a group of armed men with masks on. they put i gun to my head and order me to help them burn down the high school i had once attended i poured kerosene out in all of the hallways ,then with a gun to my head lit it on fire. i ended up being arrested and charged with arson and no one believe what i told them about being held hostage. i was thrown in prison after being found guilt. i was told i was anti-intellectual ,anti-science ,and a threat to human development. while in prison other people falsely accused started to be locked up with me,they all attended the same church as me. by the time i was finally release from jail the whole country had gone downhill morally. drug use was so common it was considered strange to not do drugs,hardcore porn was on broadcast TV and murders were frequent and the only punishment for killing people was a fine. rich men traveled the streets hunting homeless people for sport.finally on top of all of this pedophilia had been legalized and i was thrown in jail again for using pedophobic language by openly Marxist government officials. while out on bail awaiting trial i noticed that everyone else around me had a mark of their hand or forehead of 666. the America flag was changed and the stars were replaced with baphomet. then the US president appeared on TV(a different president than Trump). the seal of the US was replaced with a upside down pentagram he proclaimed that in the US from that day forward do as thou wilt would be the whole of the law,and that all Christians were to be rounded up and deposed of . shortly after that i was taken to a giant camp surrounded with barbwire fences. it was barracks to keep us in,a giant gas chamber for killing us and furnaces to burn the bodies where i was forced to work as slave labour. the furnaces burned night and day.just when it looked like the last of us would die,there was a deafeningly loud trumpet blast the scattered windows around the world and angels appeared to carry us away from that horrible place. we traveled east over the east coast,across the Atlantic over numerous countries,including traveling over Tokyo ,Japan(the last one i recognized). then we flew over a huge iceberg and continued on over more lands and countries i had never seen before then finally we arrived at a garden. i was told it was eden.then my body was transformed from a old person that i was in this part of the dream into a younger and much more beautiful version of me. i was also naked but completely unashamed and i was allowed to enter into eden.there i walked with God in the cool of the day and lived as Eve would have if she had not rebelled. outside of the garden God began to rain destruction on the whole Earth. instead of repenting they cursed God .finally God said that it was time for his finally judgment and he killed them all creating a giant lake from their blood. next he transformed the whole earth into a garden like eden and we(all the Christians)lived in paradise. there was no more sadness,guilty,and absolutely no shame.after that i woke up disappointed it was only a dream.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Wed Dec 19, 2018 2:15 am

12/19/2018 i had a bizarre erotic lesbian sex dream with a woman with 6 breasts. 2 pairs underneath the normal boobs (one under the other).(this dream is a recurring dream now as i had a similar dream on December 7th)
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Dec 20, 2018 4:01 am

12/20/2018 i dreamed i went outside in public nude. breast,vagina,and butt exposed and was not embarrassed or ashamed.i remember getting angry looking stares from people who seems upset with me but i did not care what they thought about it
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Fri Dec 21, 2018 1:56 am

12/21/2018 last night i dreamed i was back in high school,and the school forced me to take a shop class. it was awful.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sat Dec 22, 2018 6:17 am

12/22/2018 i dreamed about smoking cigarettes (i am a non-smoker in fact i hate the smell of them) in the dream i was trying to smoke them secretly behind a pokemon center and hide it but i was caught by nurse joy(pokemon) and she gave me a clearly angry and disappointed look and i was deeply embarrassed then i woke up
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Mon Dec 24, 2018 9:04 am

12/24/2018 i dreamed of checking out a book from a library located in the middle of a desert and it had a giant owl for a librarian.(it felt familiar liked i had seen it somewhere before) the owl let me take a book home,but told me i would have to return it in 12 years. the book had a Christian cross on the front and the Tree of Life from the Kabbalah on the back. after i left the library i travel back to civilization and had the book copied and disrupted. as the books were being printed i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Tue Dec 25, 2018 2:04 pm

12/25/2018 i dreamed about my mother beating me with a hot curling iron(her abuse IRL was mostly verbal and psychological but the physical is not completely out of character for her),latter on in the dream i hacked the bitch to death with a machete. i felt good letting that anger out. after i killed her i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Dec 27, 2018 5:51 am

12/27/2018 last night i dreamed i was on a TV game show called Nick Arcade. my teammate was my wife from previous dreams. the other team had the youtuber Aydin Paladin and someone i did not recognize . we ultimate won and then won the bonus round. as the host was announcing the prizes i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Dec 27, 2018 6:07 am

sample of youtuber in question.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csYIKx4s344
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Fri Dec 28, 2018 6:00 am

12/28/2018 last night i dreamed i was taking a survey. when i handed in mine the guy i gave it to asked me if i was joking even though i was absolutely serious,then he began to mock and ridicule me for my religion.after that i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Mon Dec 31, 2018 8:06 am

12/30/2018 last night i dreamed about jogging around a giant gymnasium with a rollercoster in the middle of it. after i was done i went to change cloths,after i exited the changing room i ran into a bunch of armed men with guns. then someone behind said they were evacuating the building and i turned around and it was Motoko Kusanagi (Ghost in the Shell:Stand Alone Complex) she told me they were chasing after someone in the building and i needed to leave immediately ,which i did. after that i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Tue Jan 01, 2019 7:25 am

1/1/2019 last night i dreamed about defending the free speech rights of a bigot who hated LGBT people like me. then when the situation was reversed they turned there back on me,yet i still believe i did the right thing.after that i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Jan 03, 2019 9:30 am

1/3/2019 last night i dreamed i was a Levi in ancient Israel and i was helping the high priestess to prepare to go into the Holy of Holies to do a sacrifice to YHWH . after she went behind the veil i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sat Jan 05, 2019 9:49 am

1/5/2019 last night i dreamed that the mythbusters (adam and jamie) were testing whether or not explosives could be made from popcorn. i woke up before i saw the results.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Mon Jan 07, 2019 10:35 am

1/7/2019 i dreamed i was on a tv game show and i answered the question i was asked by telling the whole world that Jesus loves them. it was the correct answer and i was given a prize. other people who competed before me were given the same prize for that same answer a gold ring and a key to open a tiny chest. other peoples chest had necklaces of bronze,copper ,sliver or in rare cases gold. mine had a gold necklace of the finest and rarest gold than shines like glass better than the necklaces of everyone around me. i felt so unworthy to get it. i absolutely did not deserve to wear it. yet it is the one i was given. i felt so sad and undeserving of it. i woke up crying. and i continued to cry uncontrollably for almost a hour.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Tue Jan 08, 2019 4:02 pm

1/8/2019 i dreamed i had a visitor in my home who told me God hated me. i told him that he does not know God as well as he thinks he does, and i asked him to leave. afterward i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Jan 10, 2019 2:42 pm

1/10/2019 i dreamed that there was a massive government conspiracy to hide the existence of unicorns.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sun Jan 13, 2019 2:28 pm

1/13/2019 i dreamed i was Hotaru Tomoe (Sailormoon) i had her powers ,costume and outward appearance yet was called by my real name instead of hers. i was fighting a monster and was completely overwhelmed ,it shut of my powers somehow and was chases me trying to kill me,and just when i thought i was trapped and about to die Jupiter showed up and she rescued me then she stunned the monster with lightning bolts . after that she carried me to safety as the other scouts arrived to back us up. after the monster was killed i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby weaver1040 » Sun Jan 13, 2019 4:21 pm

A recurring theme in your dreams is being naked in public and unashamed: And, ultimately in Eden where shame does not exist. Is it to compensate for emotional scars left by your mother who refused to accept you ‘as you are’?
Clearly there is a lingering desire to throttle her with your own two hands.
I think you noted that she thought she was irresistible to men yet, unable to establish a healthy relationship. (Including with your father?)
Were you “stuck” with her when you were young? (I.E., parents divorced and she had custody)
You don't mention your father (as if he had no say)
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Tue Jan 15, 2019 12:18 pm

1/15/2019 last night i dreamed of jogging through the local mall naked. i got uncomfortable stares from people and some lewd comments from men,but it did not bother me in fact i felt so excited like i was a kid again. i felt no shame or embarrassment only joy. in the dream my body began to glow a bright light ,a sort of strange bio-luminescence so that i no longer needed cloths. it felt so relaxing and i felt this incredible freedom from guilt,shame and all pain. i had a happy and giddy feeling and i was almost bubbly when i woke up.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Tue Jan 15, 2019 12:23 pm

@weaver1040 it might by my mind trying to heal itself.yeah i have some anger issues. yes including my father. yes they got divorced and i was dumped with her parents and because she was dependent on them, she was constantly around all through my childhood. at least my dad got to visit once a week but that was it.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby weaver1040 » Tue Jan 15, 2019 2:55 pm

Yes, nekogal- that is very understandable! Gads- I wish you well! It seems like you couldn’t turn to your father as you don’t mention him and he doesn’t appear to defend you in dreams. You say you were dumped with “her” parents and, you mentioned (I think) that you now live with your grandmother and brother. Is this the grandmother on your mother’s side or your father’s mother? You also say you are in college so- the trauma can’t be far in the past (as if it is ever “far enough”!) Has it been long since your mothers passing?

It seems like your mother never really grew up herself- pushing the care for herself, you and, your brother off on her parents. Was there anything about her parents that encouraged her dependency? Did she take off at times? (You say she was “always around”- it leaves an impression that she was sometimes absent/ returning often).
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Tue Jan 15, 2019 8:48 pm

weaver1040 wrote:Yes, nekogal- that is very understandable! Gads- I wish you well! It seems like you couldn’t turn to your father as you don’t mention him and he doesn’t appear to defend you in dreams. You say you were dumped with “her” parents and, you mentioned (I think) that you now live with your grandmother and brother. Is this the grandmother on your mother’s side or your father’s mother? You also say you are in college so- the trauma can’t be far in the past (as if it is ever “far enough”!) Has it been long since your mothers passing?

It seems like your mother never really grew up herself- pushing the care for herself, you and, your brother off on her parents. Was there anything about her parents that encouraged her dependency? Did she take off at times? (You say she was “always around”- it leaves an impression that she was sometimes absent/ returning often).


my mothers side, she died December 2017. i'm not sure ,i don't think they encouraged it. yes she would take off at times then show up in my life whenever she felt like it.

so do you have any interpretations of any of the specific dreams i have had?
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Re: my dream journal

Postby weaver1040 » Wed Jan 16, 2019 8:38 am

nekogal wrote:1/7/2019 i dreamed i was on a tv game show and i answered the question i was asked by telling the whole world that Jesus loves them. it was the correct answer and i was given a prize. other people who competed before me were given the same prize for that same answer a gold ring and a key to open a tiny chest. other peoples chest had necklaces of bronze,copper ,sliver or in rare cases gold. mine had a gold necklace of the finest and rarest gold than shines like glass better than the necklaces of everyone around me. i felt so unworthy to get it. i absolutely did not deserve to wear it. yet it is the one i was given. i felt so sad and undeserving of it. i woke up crying. and i continued to cry uncontrollably for almost a hour.


My overall impression isn’t from this dream alone- it’s one example of your struggles with self-worth and a “personal” sense of acceptance that is truly satiating. I’d guess that despite (or because of) a flair for the dramatic; you are quite likable and (socially) well received. I can see that you are highly intelligent but, brilliance doesn’t heal a broken heart.

Your mother’s death has been fairly recent and, it appears that it remains very painful for you. I say this because it is our nature to crave a mother’s love; possibly above all others. I thank God for having a wonderful mother but believe that if I had not, it would be the worst case of unrequited love imaginable! In the dream you are showered with praise, but unable to freely/ joyously accept the gifts after answering correctly- ‘Jesus loves you’. (Love being the theme) It seemed that praise from the crowd felt hollow/ sorrowful because (deep down) you were hoping for your mother’s praise, admiration and love. Even though you despised her for showing no love, I think you may still be grieving after her death. Why? Because it is so final and irreversible, the hope died too. I suspect that the greatest distress comes from her passing without a resolution. Perhaps you had always held out hope (even prayed for a miracle) that there would be some sort of reconciliation in the end or, before the end. You may have wanted to kill the part that was a monster but there is another (unresolved) part that was your mother- inextricably linked to your existence.

The inability to love your children is not natural. (I suspect an illness) But, no matter how absurd we know this is logically: We can’t help feeling a sense of the unnatural (inside ourselves) as a result. You surely have every right to feel deprived!

Of course, I could be 1001% wrong! And, you can certainly tell me to get off your cloud!
It’s just what My intuition says- with humble regards.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Wed Jan 16, 2019 4:30 pm

@weaver1040 that actually makes complete sense to me consciously i haven't grieved for her death at all,i fact i was happy she was finally dead,but subconsciously part of me still thought that i could reconcile with her probably. btw her medical records say she had narcissistic personality disorder,bipolar,and leukemia (what killed her) as well as "APD?" so yes she was very ill and she hated doctors,especially psychologist/psychiatrist thus would never take medicine for her psychological problems,ergo she was a nightmare to have for a mom. so do you have interpretations of any other dreams? btw the most vivid or intense ones i have had were the following:12/24/2018,12/14/2018,11/13/2018,10/3/2018,10/19/2018,10/25/2018,10/26/2018,10/28/2018,10/29/2018,11/4/2018,11/10/2018,11/28/2018,12/6/2018,
1/15/2019,1/13/2019,12/25/2018,11/25/2018,11/23/2018 and finally the one that was both vivid and emotionally intense(rather than one or the other) 12/17/2018 (plus the one you just interpreted was very emotionally intense) i keep a list of very vivid dreams and a list of emotional intense dreams. the 12/17/2018 is the only one on both lists.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby weaver1040 » Thu Jan 17, 2019 7:05 pm

Hi Nikogal- You noted 1/17/18 was intense in two categories and I re-read the dream. I have a question about your seeing Tokyo; Japan in the dream: Tokyo appears in several dreams and, the only specific city mentioned. What does Japan mean to you? Is your heritage Japanese? Or, someone close to you?

As the dream starts you are held hostage and forced to set the high school ablaze. At one level it suggests (without admitting) that we are all imperfect (the devil made me do it). There seems to be repressed feelings of guilt (here and in other dreams)- maybe you tried to be perfect to ‘earn’ your mother’s love? Another possibility is that you hated your high school days. That would not be unusual and, it’s a time when our hormones are erupting like a bad pimple! (also out of our control) Did you feel severely restricted (imprisoned) at this time?

The nightmare progresses with extreme feelings of persecution where people cannot survive without giving over to evil (the mark of the beast) and every vile perversion is celebrated. Nobody can save you except God himself and you see the rapture as your only escape. I think most everyone feels a social tension with the current political turmoil. (To some extent we naturally exaggerate our feelings in dreams) I definitely relate to your outrage at being:
nekogal wrote: thrown in jail again for using pedophobic language by openly Marxist government officials.

:lol: I guess you mean anti-pedophile language
But, the real question is to what extent you feel persecuted, restricted or confined in your daily life. It’s something only you can examine and hopefully find adjustments to reduce your stress in practical ways. You are at the first anniversary of your mother’s death: That’s hard in itself and, this was during the holiday season which may have caused more stress (consciously or not). Maybe the closing of this period will help to reduce stress. How has your brother and grandmother adjusted to her death? Even unspoken tensions or preoccupations can put a damper on the mood of the household and it’s not always easy (maybe not advisable) to broach the subject and we have to just wait it out.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Jan 17, 2019 7:29 pm

i'm obsessed with anime, i have 278 different anime dvds,hence the Japan interest . yeah high school sucked a lot. i am definitely somewhat persecuted. i'm a Christian and a lesbian. i experience reject from most sects of Christianity while at the same time i am expected to live like the rest of the LGBT community and be very sexually promiscuous which goes against my religion. my own community rejects Christians for the most part ,and most Christian sects reject me. my brother and grandmother seem to be adjusting fine. do you see anything else in this one? what about my other dreams i listed?
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Re: my dream journal

Postby weaver1040 » Thu Jan 17, 2019 7:43 pm

OMG- a Christian lesbian that loves to run naked- especially in Eden and, she has no problem with the world ending but for God’s sake, please save my ark full of anime!

Of course I’m kidding! :lol:

That is a whole lot of dreams you are asking about!
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Thu Jan 17, 2019 9:06 pm

weaver1040 wrote:OMG- a Christian lesbian that loves to run naked- especially in Eden and, she has no problem with the world ending but for God’s sake, please save my ark full of anime!

Of course I’m kidding! :lol:

That is a whole lot of dreams you are asking about!

i'm leaving out 53 of the 73 dreams i posted here because of no emotional intensity or vivid recollection.
i have been into anime since i was a kid and saw Sailormoon of TV,I'm on the high functioning end of the autism spectrum formally know as aspergers syndrome and we tend to get obsessed with things. btw for the record the disappointment wasn't that the world did not really end but that i wasn't in paradise in God's millennial kingdom.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby weaver1040 » Fri Jan 18, 2019 11:46 am

Of course you were disappointed having to leave paradise. I’m glad you explained about the aspergers syndrome: is it abbreviated (AS)? I had to look it up as I know little about medical conditions. I saw a photo of marchers for autism awareness day and their sign said “different, not less”. It made more sense when you describe being naked and not ashamed in your dreams. It seems that the dreams express the desire for acceptance- as you are; better still, in a world without the harsh and judgmental people that we all have to live with.

But, everyone (pretty much without exception)- we all have to cope with our feelings about being constantly under scrutiny- from one thing to another- often judged harshly; especially if we are different: Harmlessly different. I saw a list of famous people that had/ have asberger’s syndrome: Charles Richter and Bill Gates wasn’t surprising since their work demanded a kind of obsessive attention to detail. I thought “Oh yea” when I saw Andy Warhol- the repetition of a particular image in his art. James Joyce and Emily Dickinson were celebrated authors. Robin Williams and Stanly Kubrick was very surprising because the description states that humor and irony is not a strong point for people with AS. Wow- Robin Williams was one of my favorite comedians! And, Stanley Kubrick’s film, “Clockwork Orange” seemed total irony to me: Definition of liberal is the guy who hasn’t been mugged (not yet). And your interests? I know you love anime; do you create your own? What do you study in college?
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Fri Jan 18, 2019 2:52 pm

@weaver1040 i have sometimes seen it abbreviated AS.my interest are games especially chess and trading card games,politics ,and movies especially sci-fi and animation. no i don't create my own(yet). computer science but i am thinking of changing my major to something else.
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Re: my dream journal

Postby nekogal » Sat Jan 19, 2019 4:16 am

@weaver1040 what do you think the dream on 10/26/2018 means?
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Re: my dream journal

Postby weaver1040 » Sat Jan 19, 2019 12:10 pm

Hi nikogal- I looked at the dream and this is my impression-

First you are shopping and a merchant says he won’t do business with “your kind”. I guess “your kind” means lesbian? It seems the first clue about feeling some sort of guilt or lack of acceptance and judgment. Shopping is making choices: I have a question about the outfit you chose. You only say you looked “good” but, clothing portrays character and prepares us for an activity; we ‘dress for success’ (to look smart) or, ‘dress to impress’ to look elegant, rich, to project a cute/ coy allure or, more openly, for sex appeal… (lots of types of look) What was your look projecting?

The succubus comes from medieval times when sexual urges were more repressed and put down to our “sinful nature”. It seemed that men invented this ‘demon woman’ to alleviate guilt over having a wet dream. And, maybe it was a roundabout way of hinting to their wives ways to spice up their sex life (if the subject is taboo/not easily broached). You commented before that you were expected to be more promiscuous in the LGBT community but that conflicted with being Christian. Maybe you are having similarly conflicted feelings.
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