In prison, trying to reach my love

[Elle]

Hi,
Before some days a dreamed that that I was going to prison for 2 years. I can't remember exactly the reason why I was going to prison, but I think it was because I beat someone. And even though I was going to prison, my main problem was to reach the boy I love (I love him since 1 year, he was my best friend, then I told him, he was with another girl and I never could be with him, now I don't talk to him, I deleted him on msn, I tried to forget him..). I saw myself in toilet writing him a sms (because I didn't have sufficient credit on the phone): ''Please call me, because I don't have credit on the phone. I'm going to prison for 2 years, so I just want to see u for the last time''. Then I saw myself in a room (those rooms in policy I guess, where policy come and pick u to send u to the cage). I was with my parents and my best friends. I was just trying to reach my love. Finally I found a phone, but police came and took me, so I couldn't reach him.
What's more, I woke up crying. That was the second time I woke up crying!!! I don't know what this means, I'm too worried. Please help me.

Thanks.

[Guineapirate]

I think it means that you miss your friend. You also might be contemplating getting back in touch with your friend (in your dream you are writing on toilet paper asking him to write you an SMS. It sounds like you might regret breaking off your friendship with him. I think you need to ask yourself will it be too painful to hang out with him just as a friend? If so, you probably shouldn't get back in contact with him, because I don't think it will be healthy for you psychologically. On the other hand, if you can deal with him being just a friend, then it might not hurt to get in contact with him. Either way, take care of yourself.