Creepiest Dream EVER!! :'(

[Dreamer0128]

Okay well a little while ago, I had a dream me and my crush were in a garden in Japan. The grass was bright green and alive, the flowers glowed with colors of purple and white, and the trees swayed to the melody of bells, chimes, and flute-like insturments. It was magical. We had tea, meditated, and wrote haikus. (ancient japanese stuff) I thought it was real making it one of the greatest moments of my life. It was absolutely PERFECT!
Two days later, I had a dream of the garden. But it was much different. The grass was dead, the flowers were grey and lifeless, the trees branches all hung in shame, leaves gone, music ended. There was a table and chairs all set as if it was made for a castle dining room. I took a seat at the head table. I could hear explosions in the distance. Suddenly, tea appeared. Not the herbal kind I drank last time, but some sort of ugly vomit tasting tea. The explosions got closer as I looked around at my fallen paradise. What was once a beacon of shining purity and passion, was now the perfect craddle of despair and broken dreams. Then, an explosion burst in the skies above me and my younger sister dropped out of the sky. She landed head first on the chair nearest me and her neck cracked. I screamed in horror but when she got up, she seemed fine. Well, as fine as a demon can be. Her eye sockets were hollow and flowing with blood; her hair, normally radiant and chocolate brown, now black rough textured, and dead; she was wearing an outfit you might see on an old Japanese doll raggedy and filthy; she was covered head to toe in dirt and blood; she had sharp blood covered gnashing teeth and I thought she'd bite me at any minute; her head was twisted upside-down from the fall and she was growling as she stood and walked towards me. In a melancholy twisted moan of a voice she said four words, "......What's the matter sis?" I turned to run but only to find myself surrounded by a million other girls just like her. They said, all at once, "Yes, what ever is the matter? Do you not like OUR version of the garden?? It was never yours in the first place..you know that right? Now, for being given false hope, you must die." Everything then burst into flames and my dream had ended. It was CREEPY!!!!!

[albanian0]

garden of eden reference?

[Dreamer0128]

Idk...I'll look that up

[dreamweaver123]

You strike me as an intellectual, a genius. I found the nightmare to be very compelling and thought-provoking. I mean, in the first dream, you were in the garden, a utopia, a paradise, of pleasure and perfection. Then, the garden turned into Paradise Lost. I personally don't believe in the Book of Genesis like some do. I believe in both God and evolution, that a divine one created all of us animals and that we're all descended from the Great Apes.
I think that someone can live in luxury and then a hidden, secret message can appear in a dream to tell us to be grateful for what you have and be kind to the less fortunate. What your sister went through or is going through might be a different life than what you have. If you don't really know her or where she's coming from, you cannot really own up to reality. We may be in a dreamworld (I'm not pointing the finger at you, because sometimes I go in my lala land), but we have to wake up and accept fact not fiction in our lives.
Someone can come back from a near death experience and become a social outcast, because petty people might believe someone should have died and think it's odd that somebody could survive so much pain. If you tell people that you've had a glimpse of the afterlife, they think you're bat shit crazy, to be honest. After an abusive relationship too, somebody might act angry and you have to accept that and not tell them they're always looking for someone to hate.
When I was in a dorm in college, someone put up a sign on the wall saying that I "must die." The death threat was quite annonymous and also very distrubing. I figured it was my college roomies or an ex-boyfriend I dated at the time, but the message was that I didn't belong and somebody wanted me dead. I lived there for six months and by the end of that creepy experience I moved out and got on with my life. I think living with people that want you to die could be very frightening, so just open your eyes and have compassion for the less fortunate and be thankful that you're safe now. I'm safe now, and in a good place in my life where I can forgive these homicidal fruitcakes. People can be cruel as they can be kind.
Your dream won't happen and you're safe now, but it is a wake-up call to defend others and enjoy your own life and not live vicariously through others. Others may be going through Hell on Earth for all you know, so try to be compassionate and do some charity work if that helps you to share the love.

[Dreamer0128]

dreamweaver123 wrote:
You strike me as an intellectual, a genius. I found the nightmare to be very compelling and thought-provoking. I mean, in the first dream, you were in the garden, a utopia, a paradise, of pleasure and perfection. Then, the garden turned into Paradise Lost.

Well thanks lol. I find myself pretty dumb...that's creepy bout ur college thing but ya know, haters gonna hate! And omg lol fruitcakes XD sorry short attention span...

[dreamweaver123]

A Japanese man once saved my life once. I had fallen into a ditch and dislocated my elbow and needed medical attention and he drove me to an ER. There are some kind Good Samaritans out there. He wouldn't even accept money from me for driving me to the hospital. I don't hate anybody based on their race or anything else...I mean, if you had the dream of Japan, chances are you have a psychic connection to someone there. I think that if you're in a happy state and not aware of what's going on with other people, then I don't really think it's your fault if you are in the dark...that's just the feeling I got about this person in the Japanese Tea Garden.
I've forgiven all those people, but it was just an eery and strange experience, like someone would leave used rubbers on my door, telling me to get help and they all said the same thing (whatever, like a broken record...I got it the first time). Sometimes, they would leave cat food out, as if I were a cat or dog, and I don't think people are cats or dogs.
My prom date was acting like a jerk, living nearby, probably because he was stressed out studying to get into medical school. I totally forgive the dude...he's married now, with kids, and I'm in a great relationship. People move on with their lives. These people tried to convince me that all of this was a rush initiation into a sorority, but I think they were pulling my leg. I'm not in a sorority. I forgive all those silly girls...life goes on. They didn't beat me or anything just giving me some attitude. You have to just forgive and forget college pranks and go on with your life. "It was the best of times and the worst of times" if you know what I mean.
Hey, thanks for sharing and best wishes.

[dreamweaver123]

One more thing...at least in my experience, I was dating a handsome, rich guy at the time and I think there was jealousy there. Somehow, I was always escape this one girl and her angry rages, accusing me from stealing from her. I didn't steal a damn thing from her. I just don't know what the girl's problem was, but I moved out which was the best thing. I think if you have a boyfriend, you may be sensing some are green with envy. Congratulations on your love affair, by the way.

[Dreamer0128]

Lol yeah I'm in a relationship. He doesn't know this but I'm honestly having a lot of problems....his cousin likes me and I liked his cousin for 4 & 1/2 years before that. It's really hard becuase I think I might leave him for his cousin....but he says I'm "the only thing keeping him from killing himself" so I can't leave him. I'm starting to think I really want to though...I'm such a terrible person. Those people are all idiots. By the way you seem to have done a LOT in your life COOL!! And another thing.....WOOHOO FOR NOT BEING RACIST!! I can't stand racist people

[dreamweaver123]

If he's threatening to kill himself if you leave him, then it sounds like a scary situation. When someone threatens suicide, it is a form of emotional blackmail. I guess I see why you are upset because you are in love with his cousin and want out. I guess the feeling I'm getting is that this is an unrequited love situation with your boyfriend.
As for me, I'm doing fine and I have a good life. I don't know what my college roommates were tripping on, but they hated me. I am not sure why, but I guess you just forgive people and say, "Who cares?" Not everyone's gonna like you in this world.
The feeling I'm getting is something bad happened to your sister...that is what these girls led me to believe that my sorority sister (and I'm not in a sorority) got hurt and I was a brat never suffered. This is far from the truth; I've suffered in my life a lot like anyone else, and I have nothing to do with any woman getting hurt. The insinuation that I was to blame for a girl's hardship irked me. I respect women and I don't beat girls up and the whole thing got on my nerves. Well, you may have a sister in real life that went through Hell...just try to be a good friend to her and be a beacon of hope.
I don't know what to say; if you're happy and living a high life in the Garden of Eden and somebody else is hurting, is it your fault? I doubt it...I mean, you strike me as a sweet, genius of a girl and quite astute. It's not your problem.
I'm not a brat, neither are you...is it a crime to dream and have a crush on someone? Hell no...you are within your rights to question why people are mad at you. I go in my own dreamworld and am happy and people trip out and think I'm some baby princess , and I've been through my own trials and tribulations. I'm just not a person that goes and blames an innocent woman for my ex-boyfriend being a jerk. Shit happens! These people are dingalings...hehehe!
Hey, have a nice day.

[dreamweaver123]

I was blood sisters with a girl I was best friends with as a child...the way you become blood sisters is poking your finger with a needle (her too) and drawing blood and sharing it with your friend. I don't hate her, but the crap about my dead brother being "just a dick" really bothered me. My brother suffered a slow, painful death of a brain tumor, God bless him in Heaven. I'm sorry but that is below the belt to tell a grieving little girl that her brother was dirt. Some sista she is!! Hehe
She's an oxymoron of sorts...I think she was a bratty little girl and didn't understand death or how hard it is to mourn the death of a loved one. I totally see that she's been through her own difficulties in life and it is FORGIVEN. LOL I'm not gonna kill her over it...lol! I've never killed anyone in my life and I'm not suicidal or homicidal...people say mean things and sticks and stones will break your bones, but names will never hurt you. Life goes on!
I totally forgive the girl and kids can be mean. I don't even know her at all and she married some huge guy, which was her decision. I don't know if she's happy or what. I just don't even know her anymore...I don't think I'd recognize her in a crowd but I wish her well on her life's journey. People move on and people change; I don't have a lot in common with her anymore, because I'm not married with kids, or driving around in a Benz. LOL The girl's funny and a sweet girl I used to know years ago.
Man, I have nothing to do with a guy beating a girl up. I'm not that kind of a person. I would never be an accessory to a crime...I'm not a dumb ass! I'm very lucky to have a wonderful boyfriend that doesn't beat me. I guess it is scary to live with a psycho that hurts you a lot. If your sister's dating someone creepy, encourage her to dump the guy or get a divorce. Domestic violence is really kind of a messed up situation and it happens a lot.
I hate it, but there are some evil people in this world that go hating on someone small like a woman who cannot defend herself. Maybe you ought to just break up with this dude and hug up to his cousin. Nothing ventured, nothing gained!
I have compassion for sisters that suffer...man, I don't have any sisters but I have a bunch of brothers that I love dearly that would never hurt me. Just because I have brothers doesn't mean I don't care about women and their struggles. I mean, I wasn't born in a barn and I am sympathetic to the plight of an abused woman.
I guess you are quite thoughtful and bright and I've been thinking a lot about your dream.
Man, I don't believe in the Book of Genesis and I guess half the country does. I believe God created all animals, that we're all descended from the Great Apes...so yes, I believe in evolution and maybe I'm in the minority. I also believe in reincarnation, that karma plays a role maybe not in this life but the next. I think if you're mean to someone, the tables will be turned and you deal with your own actions.
People will go bugging on someone for having differing views on Adam and Eve or what not. I believe in the Lord, that he created everyone to look different in this world. I wasn't meant to look like someone else. I am who I am...it's not like I'm some gorgeous supermodel. To be honest, I have nonexistent saggy tits!! People go thinking I'm some beautiful, stuck up phony and I think they're mad. I get jealous sometimes and I wish I had bigger knockers, but I don't have money for plastic surgery and my sweet boyfriend doesn't mind if I have bee sting breasts!!
I don't really want to get in a physical altercation about cock size, vagina size, or the size of people's tatas with shallow people. I think the superficial crap about flat-chested women being lesbian boobless bitches is lame. I'm not gay and I don't have cleavage to show off...some guys are breast men and some like booties. My boyfriend thinks I have great legs! My boyfriend is a good man and he loves me the way I am. I love him back!! I don't care if he has a pot belly; I think he's hot and that's my prerogative.
Have a nice day and keep smiling!

[dreamweaver123]

Hey, I'm sorry if I keep writing but it's cool to find someone out in cyberspace to share intellectual conversations with. It's just that with some guys I dated (and I'm partly to blame in this), I felt as I objectified and just taken for granted, like a piece of meat, but at the same time I let that go on. Maybe I needed attention or didn't have the self-respect to tell a guy what I wanted. If I could go back in time, I would have been way more assertive, because men cannot read women's minds (not many, anyways! lol).
I just wanted to thank you for letting me get the "best friends" thing off my chest, because it was just that me and this girl were friends as little kids and she was just a mixed up kid when she said my brother was a dick after he died and I don't wish her any ill will. I just found after she met her husband that she distanced herself from me, because basically he doesn't like me for whatever reason. I just figure their marriage works for them and it's her life. I don't really like the dude much and think he's kind of a control freak, and keeps her under his thumb by controlling the finances and she's a housewife, so she's got kids to take care of. I don't hate her at all...I find her to be quite a mysterious, complex person. What she has to say is a bit shocking but also thought-provoking. Well, I went to her wedding and that was it. I kind of have moved on with my life.
I think the issue with my exes is I don't really know these people and I'm feeling like these people are parts of my past I'd rather forget, like this one night stand dude I was with for one night bitching about the size of my tits, vagina and butt (this all happened before I met my boyfriend...oh, it is so degrading for someone you just sleep with to judge you as a sex object or a body or by looks alone, but I met him in some meat market pickup joint--big mistake! lol). It's not like he's won any beauty contests lately! LOL
But, like I said, some guys are picky and they have a certain "type". I got out of that scene. Like I said, I am not some perfect Goddess...sometimes I look like Hell or like a crazed bag lady and I have no tits, so this guy was only stating the obvious. Hehehe!! I found a great guy that likes my body the way it is, and I don't want to go under the knife.
I guess in that scene there is superficiality and sometimes you have to kiss a lot of frogs to meet your prince. I'm a work in progress and still dealing with my body issues. I wish I was some ideal, but I have my own moments when I think my ass is too big and wish I was more endowed, but I'm an old woman at this point, so who cares? Size counts to some and that's there issue, but personally I don't think a person should be defined by measurements or their body parts, but some people are shallow.
I just like having deep conversations with people that don't revolve around sex. I mean, that shit gets old really quick. I find having intelligent conversations with my boyfriend to be fun and he's the longest relationship I ever had, so I kind of succeeded in creating a healthy relationship despite my mental problems. I guess I'm rambling on, but you know when you're mentally ill people don't always take you seriously or they confuse mental retardation with mental illness (different mental problem...lol!!).
Have a nice day. Your post cheered me up immensely so God bless you!

[Dreamer0128]

I was blood sisters with a girl I was best friends with as a child...the way you become blood sisters is poking your finger with a needle (her too) and drawing blood and sharing it with your friend. I don't hate her, but the crap about my dead brother being "just a dick" really bothered me. My brother suffered a slow, painful death of a brain tumor, God bless him in Heaven. I'm sorry but that is below the belt to tell a grieving little girl that her brother was dirt. Some sista she is!! Hehe
She's an oxymoron of sorts...I think she was a bratty little girl and didn't understand death or how hard it is to mourn the death of a loved one. I totally see that she's been through her own difficulties in life and it is FORGIVEN. LOL I'm not gonna kill her over it...lol! I've never killed anyone in my life and I'm not suicidal or homicidal...people say mean things and sticks and stones will break your bones, but names will never hurt you. Life goes on!
I totally forgive the girl and kids can be mean. I don't even know her at all and she married some huge guy, which was her decision. I don't know if she's happy or what. I just don't even know her anymore...I don't think I'd recognize her in a crowd but I wish her well on her life's journey. People move on and people change; I don't have a lot in common with her anymore, because I'm not married with kids, or driving around in a Benz. LOL The girl's funny and a sweet girl I used to know years ago.
Man, I have nothing to do with a guy beating a girl up. I'm not that kind of a person. I would never be an accessory to a crime...I'm not a dumb ass! I'm very lucky to have a wonderful boyfriend that doesn't beat me. I guess it is scary to live with a psycho that hurts you a lot. If your sister's dating someone creepy, encourage her to dump the guy or get a divorce. Domestic violence is really kind of a messed up situation and it happens a lot.
I hate it, but there are some evil people in this world that go hating on someone small like a woman who cannot defend herself. Maybe you ought to just break up with this dude and hug up to his cousin. Nothing ventured, nothing gained!
I have compassion for sisters that suffer...man, I don't have any sisters but I have a bunch of brothers that I love dearly that would never hurt me. Just because I have brothers doesn't mean I don't care about women and their struggles. I mean, I wasn't born in a barn and I am sympathetic to the plight of an abused woman.
I guess you are quite thoughtful and bright and I've been thinking a lot about your dream.
Man, I don't believe in the Book of Genesis and I guess half the country does. I believe God created all animals, that we're all descended from the Great Apes...so yes, I believe in evolution and maybe I'm in the minority. I also believe in reincarnation, that karma plays a role maybe not in this life but the next. I think if you're mean to someone, the tables will be turned and you deal with your own actions.
People will go bugging on someone for having differing views on Adam and Eve or what not. I believe in the Lord, that he created everyone to look different in this world. I wasn't meant to look like someone else. I am who I am...it's not like I'm some gorgeous supermodel. To be honest, I have nonexistent saggy tits!! People go thinking I'm some beautiful, stuck up phony and I think they're mad. I get jealous sometimes and I wish I had bigger knockers, but I don't have money for plastic surgery and my sweet boyfriend doesn't mind if I have bee sting breasts!!
I don't really want to get in a physical altercation about cock size, vagina size, or the size of people's tatas with shallow people. I think the superficial crap about flat-chested women being lesbian boobless bitches is lame. I'm not gay and I don't have cleavage to show off...some guys are breast men and some like booties. My boyfriend thinks I have great legs! My boyfriend is a good man and he loves me the way I am. I love him back!! I don't care if he has a pot belly; I think he's hot and that's my prerogative.
Have a nice day and keep smiling!

Im really sorry bout your bro!!!! And my sister isn't dating anyone abusive but he is a total jerkwad...he hurts everyone except for her and constantly mouths off.....my mom hates him my dad hates him and I dont nessicarily hate him but he is ALWAYS on my nerves -_-

[dreamweaver123]

You seem pretty astute and articulate. I don't know why these people in that dorm acted that way, but they were a bit odd. And, the girl from my high school is a user and I don't even know her anymore. I haven't been friends with her for over 30 years. There's not much to say...I guess it's old news and needs to be forgotten, but I think she's cruel. And, the more things change the more things stay the same. I have a feeling she's as much of a brat now as she was back then, and married a dork that's lame enough to support her ridiculous lifestyle of shopping and driving around in a fancy car. She sure as Hell didn't seem happy at the wedding though; whatever, the whole thing was a bit odd.
The situation with the death threats in that dorm is they hated me from the start and it just got so lame and I moved out and I don't know why in the world these people did this. It was a very confusing situation to be in, because I wasn't sure why they were acting like that, unless they were jealous or just PMSing. Who knows? My ex at the time was a pretty cold dude that showed very little emotion or care.
I found a way better boyfriend that I'm dating now and have a wonderful, safe place to live. I'm surrounded by a great family and cool friends. So, yes, there is life after the dorms in college. LOL!
Thanks for sharing. You made my day and keep smiling.