I asked someone to kill me, but i could not die

[rosterx]

Very strange dream i had last night.

All i remember is that I specifically asked someone, whom i believe i knew, to kill me. He sliced my jugular vein and i fell to the ground. My vision was blurred but i felt no pain, no anxiety, no fear, no discomfort. I was almost neutral or perhaps even slightly content as i waited patiently for my own death. Thing is, it never came. I laid there waiting for my soul to leave but I stayed there. In fact, I got back up and realized that there was only one drop of blood on my neck, no wound, no scar, nothing. Then i stood there alone in the room,confused as to how this could have happened and why.

I dont know what to make of this.

[Varzandeh]

A killer you emplyed means someone to solve your problem.
You vein was cut then you were alive means you will have a long life.

Seems your problem will be solved.

[rosterx]

If hiring him to kill me indicates someone solving my problem, but i did not die, in other words he failed, doesn't this mean the job did not get done? Perhaps this means that i must solve my own problems?

[Varzandeh]

I am in doubt for the same reason but seems you died for a while and came to life.