men confusion

[celestialdreamer]

I have had this dream where my parents throw a party at their house, where I live. For some reason, before the party, my boyfriend wants to have sex, and doesn't listen when I say I don't want to because I don't want my parents to catch us. He gets mad, and just plays video games and just after I get dressed, my dad walks in and finds him naked in my bed. When the party gets started, I start drinking, (I think because I just turned 21 and am legal to drink now). I bring my cat outside to make me feel better, because he always does. And when I look up from hugging the cat, another guy, who I've had feelings for for the last 5 years, is sitting next to me, holding me. my boyfriend sees us, but does nothing, just ignores me.

In my waking life, my boyfriend and I have had some major problems that almost tore us apart.

Can someone tell me what my dream means? I've had it twice in the same night.