i give up....i just....give UP.

[daniipachii]

For those of you who know me,and what ive been posting about,i want you to know i give up.

moms not gonna stop,so theres no point in complaining about it.i did all i could do,and everythings failed,so i quit.she can do whatever the fuck she wants and its obvious where i stand in all of this.its been 4 years.


so i quit.

[Guardian7347]

Wow. Sorry to hear that.

[CrazyDreamsGirl]

i havent read your posts, but it doesn't sound good

[CeciliaMystic]

What are you quitting?...

[Jeff_in_Time]

Go to a foster home until your mom smartens up.

[VenusInChains]

I agree with Jeff, you still need to get away from your mother. I don't know what the laws are like where you live in reguards to who can have "custody" over you. Don't give up hope. Have you tried talking to local police? Maybe they can point you in the direction of some sort of social worker.

[daniipachii]

I agree with Jeff, you still need to get away from your mother. I don't know what the laws are like where you live in reguards to who can have "custody" over you. Don't give up hope. Have you tried talking to local police? Maybe they can point you in the direction of some sort of social worker.

i cant.i just cant.im stuck.i have a habit of being too nice,and concerned about everyone elses well-being instead of my own.i cant just call the police,since theres no crime being committed.how can i get in contact with a social worker? this was four years ago,and all of the connections i had in case i needed anything are gone.none of my family are willing or capable of taking me in,and the adults that CAN help me,(like my health teacher and my school counselor) are busy with tons of other kids that have it way worse than me.the only way out is to stay with my friend,but her parents need my moms permission to take me.i cant ruin things,for everyone around me,just to what i need.i just cant.

[daniipachii]

Go to a foster home until your mom smartens up.

i would.my friends family said i can stay with them,but i have to ask my mom,so they dont get charged for kidnapping.my mom wouldnt let me leave without making me feel guilty.she wont smarten up.although my family hates each other,they hate her more because they know what shes doing.they all work in a family buissness,and shed rather pull herself up through the hate for the guy she loves than do the right thing.she tries to make things right,by trying to get us to do family things,but im not interested.shes not going to win me over with that.and some things she does are just insane.she bought a whole chicken.(i never eat it when she cooks it,because i dont like it,and she gets mad when i dont eat it.)i didnt tell her i didnt wanna eat it.number one,she is aware of it,and two,she wouldve gotten mad.so grudgingly,i helped her cook it.when it was done,and neither of us liked it,she asked was i going to eat it and i said no.she got mad and threw it away,banging pots and pans angrily,and i went to bed and cried.i always ruin things,and i dont even try.i dont get mad,i dont talk back,but i always ruin things.but its gotten to the point where things happen like that every day.its like a vase thats broken,and even if you glue it together,the damage is done,and that vase will never be the same.and its more fragile than ever.and im always the one who damages it,even though im not the one who broke it.

[daniipachii]

What are you quitting?...

errr.... its a long story.....go to my post here.


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