I was wrong.

[shweet leef]

I owe some of you a apology,I went thruogh bad time in my life and did some bad things that made me a bad person.I stoped in to say i am sorry.I know i said some things that hurt some people.I am better now,I have stoped doing some of those things that made me mean.I hurt one person here that i can never forgive myself for,and i may never get the chance to make it right again.It's a scar i have to carry with me to the end.it is nice to see some of you again.

[JeremyM]

I don't know you, but welcome back. Who did you wrong? They are probably long gone from here now.

[CharlieRose]

We all have bad times in our lives, and admitting what we did wrong and trying to right those wrongs is always worth it. I don't know who you hurt, but it's possible that they are willing to fogive you, try talking to them before you give up.

Don't worry about what happened before so much. I don't know you, but most of the people i've met here are forgiving and willing to give people second and even third chances. So welcome back, i look forward to seeing you around here. ^_^

[sweetshar]

Hello shweet leef I'm a new user of this site and welcoming back an old user is my pleasure.. By the way, about your ,shall we say a confession, i know there are some hurt things you've created to a certain person which cannot easily disappeared and according to you, it may produce scars. But we all know that all of this came from a wound before a scar occur.. So meaning, it is already healed and only a souvenir that will remind you that there is someone you've hurt and forgive what you've done before. Its more like wisdom you know, no matter how it hurts or joy, it is still a lesson and memory that will never be fades ever..

[shweet leef]

when I was here back then I was at waaaaay too much into weight lifting and such,As I was racking up birthdays over the years i was infatuated with my hobby,so much so that one turns to more and more stimulants to improve your progress,All legal of course, I have NEVER gone black market.But too much Of a good thing is not always the best,as your body grows older chemical changes happen and you react differently to the life style,does bad things to your head.I came to realize this when I started having problems with my body which took me out of the gym and that is when I was made aware that my addiction to the gym was unhealthy.So I changed my life style from weight lifting to fitness and a all natural diet with little or moderate chemical aids.caffine,creatine and protien.My mind is in a better place now.I have been apologizing for almost six months now to the people in my life.wanted to come here because i know I wrote some really bad shit,my views have not changed, just the way i express myself.the one person I regret hurting here the most is one that I became friends with outside of here.and lost all contact and don't want to push the issue, just because I ask for forgivness, does not mean I deserve it.

[sweetshar]

HHmm.. I think the most important thing right now is your recovery.. Haha. Somethings that is yours yesterday may not be all yours today and there are some reasons enclosed to this. Maybe, some happy or sad moments you left behind will be a source of your strength tomorrow. TskTsk..

PS: (Some sentences I've typed here are only my advices and never been applying to my own self since then,, HHmm.. Just discussing what I've thought is right.Hahaha Lol)

[Guardian7347]

@Shweet Leef - I almost remember what you're talking about. I don't remember that much about you, but I remember you caused a stir at some point. Your self-inflicted exile has lasted long enough. Welcome back.

[shweet leef]

Yeah I was hard on one person the most,but he is not the one I hurt.I look forward to lurking around a bit and hoping I get a chance to ask forgiveness form the one who I really hurt.But rest assured my views are still mine and i have not sold myself out for flowers and puppy dogs.

[jojo]

Still good for you, most people never admit they were wrong and definitely not in such a public way.

[shweet leef]

No Biggie, too much of a good thing is not always good.