The Confused Mind of a Teenage Girl

[HurricaneOfDreams]

Ok, so last night I had this dream:

I was at school in the newspaper lab, and surprisingly, this guy was there. Now, the thing about this guy is I haven't seen him since May. He went away to Europe for a year to study abroad, so you can see why it'd be surprising that he was in the lab. Last year, he was on newspaper staff which could've been the explanation to his presence in the lab. But, in the dream it wasn't that he was just back in America and back on staff, he was there specifically to see ME. I can't remember much other that it was just like he was visiting for some strange reason and we were comfortable around each other like he'd never left. A little bit of background on the history of us two: We've really only known each other a little over a year. It was really a love-hate relationship at first. But over time we began to tolerate each other, and when he joined my Academic Bowl team that I was captain of, and ended up becoming our MVP, we started getting along. When he found out he got accepted to study abroad, he kind of just dropped off from everyone and drew into his own little world. I never told him how I really felt before school let out for the summer, and I regretted it, until a week before he left my friend and I were at a cafe, and luck would have it he was there. I didn't know he was there. The office my friend and I worked at as assistants was across the street and we realized we left our money there, so I ran back and got it, when I got back my friend told me the guy was there. These two guys don't get along, so while fate would've brought me that one last chance to tell him my real feelings, it placed be with the most awkward person to be with (an ex-flame). He's gone now. Not to return until July of next year, and knowing my luck, something with have happened again...

I think I'm just rambling, but there's no one I can really talk to and I needed to get this off my chest.

[DocScott]

If you want an interpretation then your dream is simply telling you that you have something on your shoulders that you need to get off. If you want advice then you could try telling someone else perhaps.

[sayuri]

Wow that sounds like a tough sitch you got there. Though I must ask, do you guys communicate through social networking sites like facebook? If you do then maybe you could use that to tell him how you feel.

[HurricaneOfDreams]

We do talk on Facebook occasionally, but he not supposed to be speaking his native language a lot, other than to talk to his family a couple times a month to help with learning German.

[sayuri]

Ohh I see... Well maybe if you talk to him on facebook you could have a dictionary nearby so that you might know what he's saying...