Not wanting to wake up-so not wanting to sleep

[MySassy]

Recently my dreams have gotten to the point where they are the world I want to live in- they are so vivid and everything I love and hope for in this life is there- I hate waking up, so I dont want to sleep because I know I will have to wake up...
Its confusing, but I cant be happy just dreaming... its irritating and Ive lost alot of sleep- my best friend/boyfriend/crush/itscomplicated sends me music to help me sleep, but... he doesent know that the dreams I have of him are so vivid and make me so depressed.... (

[jojo]

If your dream life is happier than your real life and you only want to be inside that you may have depression, have you talked to anyone yet?

[MySassy]

No I have not-

[jojo]

Might be a good idea to search out someone to have a discussion on how you feel.

It can't hurt, only help. I tried it before and it did make a difference. GL.