How do you feel today?!

by **gargoylegoil** on Wed Oct 05, 2011 11:24 am

My allergies are killing me

by **DeepSleeper44** on Wed Oct 05, 2011 11:45 am

Tired, but optimistic.

by **LifeChanges** on Wed Oct 05, 2011 1:16 pm

I feel good today. Better than yesterday.

by **JessicaBunny** on Wed Oct 05, 2011 3:12 pm

Happy

by **RibZ** on Wed Oct 05, 2011 3:15 pm

Pretty crappy cuz of the allergies.

by **gargoylegoil** on Thu Oct 06, 2011 9:25 am

I feel with my hands

by **LifeChanges** on Thu Oct 06, 2011 9:44 am

I feel independent today.

by **starreborn** on Thu Oct 06, 2011 6:58 pm

my teeth have been bothering me a little today, and a little pissed off at the bank. other than that, tomorrow's friday, so i'm okay.

by **LifeChanges** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 6:55 am

Ready for Saturday!

by **BaTTler720** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 7:04 am

It.....feels like someone is calling out to me. what should i do!!

by **Jeff_in_Time** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 7:21 am

I'm dancing on the ceiling. :lol:

Man that ref is old.

by **dreamweaver123** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 2:41 pm

I feel kind of used by people I used to know. I've been through a lot of hardship and I feel tired of sticking my neck out for brats that don't care about me. I feel like a tool, like all I am in a device for people to get what they want. What do I get outta this, but a feeling of having my heartstrings pulled by people who are selfish and out for their own aims. I also feel kind of down...like all these people had survival of the fittest babies and I'm a "weakling". The meanest thing anyone ever said to me was, "Never have kids." He was just some wicked man I didn't even know. My biological clock is ticking and I feel like my pregnancy is never going to happen. I just ride my bike around and try to think happy thoughts, but I feel incredibly sad about the wasted years I spent hoping for something that will never happen. I feel like my dreams are dashed, like people have just yanked my chain and rained on my parade and it hurts. I guess the joke's on me.

by **LifeChanges** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 3:17 pm

dreamweaver123 wrote:I feel kind of used by people I used to know. I've been through a lot of hardship and I feel tired of sticking my neck out for brats that don't care about me. I feel like a tool, like all I am in a device for people to get what they want. What do I get outta this, but a feeling of having my heartstrings pulled by people who are selfish and out for their own aims. I also feel kind of down...like all these people had survival of the fittest babies and I'm a "weakling". The meanest thing anyone ever said to me was, "Never have kids." He was just some wicked man I didn't even know. My biological clock is ticking and I feel like my pregnancy is never going to happen. I just ride my bike around and try to think happy thoughts, but I feel incredibly sad about the wasted years I spent hoping for something that will never happen. I feel like my dreams are dashed, like people have just yanked my chain and rained on my parade and it hurts. I guess the joke's on me.

I'm sorry. If it's working, keep riding that bike.

by **dreamweaver123** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 5:41 pm

Lifechanges--Thank you! I really appreciate you caring enough to reply. I have just bent over backwards taking care of people and making sure they are happy, and I just want to take care of myself and be free to live my life. I guess I just feel kinda low. Money is really tight and people just keep hurting me, pretending to be my friends and not acknowledging my presence in public. They treat me like a ghost, like I never lived, like I'm lower than pond scum or dirt.
I guess I just want to be free. I'm starting to feel like these people are two-faced, like with friends like that who needs enemies. For so long, I've had no voice. It is like my feelings and opinions have been disregarded because I'm mentally ill. I wouldn't even recognize my wicked ex-boyfriends in a crowd and I just don't want any trouble from these people. The only ones I care about are Jack, Ed and Steve and a male friend, Craig. They don't give a shit about me and the feeling is mutual.
I just want these nuts to get out of my life for good and quit jerking me around. It's getting so hard...I'm trying desperately to think happy thoughts and stay in a good mood and get exercise. These tough times won't last and I'm just trying to talk myself out of my blue moods and remain calm.
It is a little difficult for me to understand why I have to participate in any of this. God bless my mom and aunt and grandparents and Steve...most of these people are just acquaintances. It just hurts. I'll be okay. I've survived worse. Well, thank you for your kind words.

by **misha666** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 9:32 pm

I feel so loanly and unloved :cry:

by **physco kid** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 10:29 pm

horrible.. today was picture day

by **Neranyo** on Fri Oct 07, 2011 11:47 pm

Freakin' horrible and Terribly hungry...

by **dreamweaver123** on Sat Oct 08, 2011 1:55 am

I'm feeling horny and madly in love with a man, that doesn't seem to care much, although there's an occasional email. I love this man like crazy!! I'm like a teenager again wishing I could have him. He is so sexy and hot. I guess a girl can dream. :lovestruck:

by **mynameisleo** on Sat Oct 08, 2011 7:44 am

Anticipating.....rehearsal in 5 minutes

by **SharA2** on Sat Oct 08, 2011 9:13 am

I am almost at peak level boredom.

by **starreborn** on Sat Oct 08, 2011 10:06 am

this persistent headache i've had since the middle of last night seems to be mostly gone, finally. now, i'm just tired, but i have things to do.

oh, and i'm happy that i still have a bit of leftover money after making my house payment, which is a rarity. so, i splurged and bought a couple pairs of jeans, which happened to be on sale. i just need to resist the urge to splurge on anything else, because i need to get that credit card paid off before i get my windows installed.

by **Nostalgic** on Sat Oct 08, 2011 12:23 pm

Splurging on new jeans is always great if you don't live in Paris

by **physco kid** on Sat Oct 08, 2011 3:39 pm

been better...

by **DeepSleeper44** on Sat Oct 08, 2011 8:57 pm

Crappy. (I'm Sick)

by **dreamweaver123** on Sun Oct 09, 2011 12:44 am

I feel free as a bird, like I can stretch my wings and fly. I'm just freeing myself of the past and moving on with a little help from my friends. :cabbagepatch:

by **starreborn** on Mon Oct 10, 2011 3:57 pm

that damn headache returned today and stayed with me for a while. it's gone now, but i still feel tired.

by **mynameisleo** on Mon Oct 10, 2011 4:25 pm

You know that feeling when you're really tired after a long day and you feel sweaty and dirty and smelly and crappy? Yeah.

by **tropicalheatwave** on Wed Oct 12, 2011 7:45 pm

i felt so desireless. i had the energy but i had no desire to do anything. so i did nothing. :dreams:

by **physco kid** on Wed Oct 12, 2011 7:58 pm

better!! i feel like the world cant take me down!!!!!!!!!!

by **SharA2** on Thu Oct 13, 2011 8:09 pm

Tired.

by **tropicalheatwave** on Thu Oct 13, 2011 8:38 pm

confused. like i don't know what to do with myself anymore. i have no desire to do anything.

by **ammunition** on Thu Oct 13, 2011 9:22 pm

Regretful of stupid, embarrasing things I've done in the past.

Why do shitty things always happen to me?

I wanna be pretty.

Havin mood swings.

by **physco kid** on Thu Oct 13, 2011 11:13 pm

@ ammunition i have mood swings to

Been better :bored:

by **starreborn** on Fri Oct 14, 2011 3:12 pm

my guts were trying to fuck up earlier, but otherwise, i am good. it's friday!

by **tropicalheatwave** on Sat Oct 15, 2011 10:44 pm

a sadish gratitude type of feeling. poetic might be a better word.

by **CeciliaMystic** on Sun Oct 16, 2011 9:09 am

Iv'e been sick lately...running nose and coughing i rarely get sick....ugh i hate it!!!

by **ammunition** on Sun Oct 16, 2011 7:50 pm

Rushed.

by **starreborn** on Mon Oct 17, 2011 8:17 pm

really tired. it's monday, and i really didn't get much rest this weekend.

by **physco kid** on Mon Oct 17, 2011 8:21 pm

Sleepy and in a few going to get off.

by **tropicalheatwave** on Mon Oct 17, 2011 10:42 pm

violent. like grabbing a knife and gutting someone like a pig for the hell of it. the funny thing is, is that i don't feel angry at all.

by **Bubbydoll** on Tue Oct 18, 2011 3:29 pm

I tend to feel how the weather makes me feel. Today is raining, so I felt asleep most of my day and then angry that I actually wasn't.

by **physco kid** on Tue Oct 18, 2011 4:13 pm

by **ammunition** on Tue Oct 18, 2011 5:59 pm

by **gargoylegoil** on Wed Oct 19, 2011 10:59 am

Feeling good today......except for my allergies.

by **starreborn** on Wed Oct 19, 2011 7:14 pm

my dinner didn't sit well with me, so my stomach has been hurting.

by **zjames** on Thu Oct 20, 2011 6:23 am

TODAY I AM FEELING VERY THANFUL AND LOVED... GOT ALOT OF BILLS TO PAY FOR BUT JUST GLAD IM GOING TO GET THAT OUT OF THE WAY AND IT PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE KNOWING I WONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BEING IN DEBT FOR THE MOMENT. FINALLY I CAN CLOSE MY EYES, TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND ENJOY THE FRESH AIR AND FINALLY FEEL FREE....

by **ammunition** on Thu Oct 20, 2011 7:24 pm

Sick, tired, heartbroken, and crushed...That's all. Im not hurting or anything...

by **starreborn** on Thu Oct 20, 2011 7:48 pm

i am relieved that tomorrow is friday, and that it's payday. also, after this weekend is through, i only have to work three days before getting to enjoy a six day weekend.

by **DeepSleeper44** on Fri Oct 21, 2011 12:33 pm

Creative, Inspired

by **gargoylegoil** on Fri Oct 21, 2011 1:11 pm

It's Friday evening, how DO you think I feel??