Penny for your thoughts?

by **Phoenix** on Wed Jul 01, 2009 6:53 pm

There's always a tomorrow sweetie, the hard part is waiting to see if we like and can handle what it offers us. I for one finally had the courage to talk to Armando about what happened so many years ago and discovered he didnt have a clue that I had been totally in love with him. So that is one lesson learned- never assume anything. The good news is, we are able to be there for each other now, even if it's only as friends. And he's one of the best friends I ever had.

by **cloakedviolet** on Fri Jul 10, 2009 2:07 am

there is limited hope in understanding mental disturbances..and its the greatest illusion is being loved by a person who has such struggles.

by **rustic_vampire** on Thu Jan 28, 2010 4:37 am

I'm thinkin bout how I'm bout to fuck up again...unless I do it right...yes unless I do this right...

by **Beejebus** on Thu Feb 04, 2010 7:07 am

I am still angry at my friend who overdosed.

by **Xwikki** on Thu Feb 04, 2010 1:41 pm

I'm thinking about school. *And today I learnt that we have sex, get pregant and then die. :rofl:

*

by ***~*Isis*~*** on Thu Feb 04, 2010 7:15 pm

Thinking about how I let myself sleep late today.

Thinking of that post I put in R&R yesterday about the 11-year-old having a baby by her stepdad.

Concerned about my friend, suspecting he joined a cult.

Rearranging my ideas about love.

Thinking about the dream I had the other day. *shudders* :shock:

by **rustic_vampire** on Fri Feb 05, 2010 4:30 am

I am currently thinkin

"I'm hungry"
"I am really curious if I am preggers"
"Why did Karl invite me over tonight"

by **Aurora** on Tue Mar 02, 2010 12:00 pm

is currently thinking............................................................................
uh...............................................(connection to brains failed) :rofl:

by **Aurora** on Tue Mar 02, 2010 12:03 pm

is currently thinking
"WHY DO I SMELL BURNING RUBBER!!!!!!" :rofl:

by **rustic_vampire** on Wed Mar 03, 2010 10:08 pm

my head hurts....that is what I'm thinkin haha

by **arc794** on Thu Mar 04, 2010 12:10 am

I can't stop thinking about how I was an asshole to the best friend I've ever had and I now I miss talking to him amd have no way to
get a hold of him because I lost his number

And on a happier note, I get to see the guy I like tomorrow

It's nice to get this off my chest

by **rustic_vampire** on Thu Mar 04, 2010 12:25 am

hahahahaha, I'm currently thinkin about how if shit doesn't work out with Nathan the way I plan it too I'm goin to find myself a sugar daddy who'll buy me nice shiny toys and spend his money on me and pay for my education. I don't have ANY problems sleepin with some old guy to get toys =D

by **candi14** on Sat Mar 06, 2010 7:02 am

I wish we'd get another dog. My dog would sit with me when I was online

by **Xwikki** on Sat Mar 06, 2010 7:09 pm

I'm thinking about the future, haha, so much damn shit.

by **rustic_vampire** on Sun Mar 07, 2010 2:41 am

when I was drunk, it was an interestin night...

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Sun Mar 07, 2010 7:41 pm

My brain's in a bind because it's thinkin all the time and I don't know why. I forgot to mention that I think in rhymes

by **rustic_vampire** on Sun Mar 07, 2010 9:08 pm

current thoughts "I have to pee, but I just went pee..."
"I'm horny, I wanna get laid"
"Portland is callin me. I miss it so much"
"I wonder what it would be like to be locked in a house in which the house locked you in...."(dean koontz book I'm readin haha)

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Sun Mar 07, 2010 9:17 pm

I can't believe I've been in front of this computer all day long. I really need to get out more, but I don't feel there's a reason to.. I fear I've become a recluse.

by **rustic_vampire** on Sun Mar 07, 2010 9:59 pm

well I no longer have to pee....but still horny....

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Sun Mar 07, 2010 10:57 pm

Lol, same here, but I'm a guy so that's standard

by **rustic_vampire** on Sun Mar 07, 2010 11:05 pm

Tazzicus wrote:Lol, same here, but I'm a guy so that's standard

lmao so true so ture...

*current thought* still horny =P

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 08, 2010 7:53 pm

current thoughts are
"I wanna play the original zelda" &
"I'm still horny...."

by **Xwikki** on Wed Mar 10, 2010 4:32 pm

I thought teens were bad. :rofl:

by **arc794** on Wed Mar 10, 2010 7:40 pm

Most teens are bad >_> In fact, they're evil D<

I'm thinking about kittens x]

by **rustic_vampire** on Wed Mar 10, 2010 10:35 pm

current thought

My ass is like BAM =D

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Thu Mar 11, 2010 1:10 am

rustic_vampire wrote:current thought

My ass is like BAM =D

Current thought: :drool:

by **rustic_vampire** on Thu Mar 11, 2010 1:32 am

Tazzicus wrote:
rustic_vampire wrote:current thought

My ass is like BAM =D

Current thought:

LMAO

by **Xwikki** on Thu Mar 11, 2010 2:04 pm

Gotta agree with Taz, you look fabulous.

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Thu Mar 11, 2010 2:55 pm

Xwikki wrote:Gotta agree with Taz, you look fabulous.

There's no complaints of those pics from this side

by **rustic_vampire** on Fri Mar 12, 2010 12:04 am

Xwikki wrote:Gotta agree with Taz, you look fabulous.

Well thanks =P

Current thoughts are
I want cereal, and I want to snuggle wifs someone's =]

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Fri Mar 12, 2010 7:05 am

rustic_vampire wrote:
Xwikki wrote:Gotta agree with Taz, you look fabulous.

Well thanks =P

Current thoughts are
I want cereal, and I want to snuggle wifs someone's =]

*snuggles up to rustic*

by **rustic_vampire** on Sat Mar 13, 2010 1:10 am

Tazzicus wrote:
rustic_vampire wrote:
Xwikki wrote:Gotta agree with Taz, you look fabulous.

Well thanks =P

Current thoughts are
I want cereal, and I want to snuggle wifs someone's =]

*snuggles up to rustic*

Psh, who said it was you I wanted to snuggle with =P Jk babe
*snuggles clsoe*

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Sun Mar 14, 2010 7:38 pm

Hmmm... There's something on my mind. I'm trying to search for it, but it's something I cannot find.
Unbelievably the thought it escapes me, and then it hits I was going to brush my teeth.

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 12:26 am

Leaving Montana....I dont really care right now that I don't have money or a place to go, I need to get out of here....it depresses me so much to live here. More then I think anyone really knows....

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 12:39 am

*Cuddles you tightly cheer up babe*

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 12:46 am

It's actually somethin one of my friends (and former DMer) said to me on facebook today that actually put it in my head today...It's her response to my video I made
cara..leave Montana. I think it is true what they say about the hills of Montana. Run Cara run..as fast as you can. The movie tells me you are lonely. Go out into the world cara and leave family behind. Would be a good thing to go and see the world.

She couldn't really have pinpointed me so well really. I am worried about what my family'll say, because they mean a lot to me, but, I have to just buck up and leave them behind....

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 1:12 am

Wait.. so you want to run away? Where you going to go?

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 1:48 am

no, not really run away, just head to portland and hopefully not end up homeless...

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 1:53 am

Come stay with me, there's an extra room

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 2:33 am

Hmmm....

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 2:36 am

rustic_vampire wrote:Hmmm....

Sweety, you know I wouldn't want you to be homeless

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 2:42 am

yeah I know

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:10 am

*turns on the Beach Boys* Everybody was surfin! Surfin' USA

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:26 am

Ugh, I don't feel good....sigh

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:26 am

What's wrong sweets?

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:33 am

meh...life

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:36 am

I sowwies. Anything I can do?

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:41 am

take me away from this hell?

Website · by **Tazzicus** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:50 am

I would if I could hun. I want you to be happy. *grabs your hand interlocking our fingers and gazes into your eyes*

by **rustic_vampire** on Mon Mar 15, 2010 4:03 am

I know love I know *cuddles close*