Emma Watson dreams for over 4 years

[rhapsody_of_fire]

Hello everybody,
The first time I saw Emma Watson on tv my stomache made a huge backflip, I was uplifted and I had no idea why this girl had such an impact on me. That feeling is still here with me, whenever I look at her, and it is killing me, for over 4 years already. I don't think that is normal, I have been in love with 2 other girls, but even when I was in love with the other girls I kept having dreams about Emma. I hope you guys can help me, I'm quite desperate. And I'm out of ideas why I still keep seeing her in my dreams. I must say that I am a girl, I'm gay, maybe that is important information so there you go. In my dreams I sometimes kiss her, on the cheek, or on her lips, or we hold hands, or we just sit together. Just being with her is what I crave. Sometimes I try to impress her, sometimes she tries to impress me. Sometimes I can't meet her because of her celebrity status but I eventually win her over. Sometimes we're just best friends and are playing a game together. I once dreamed that I went to a movie premiere with her and I didn't dare to come out of the limo, it was our first time out as a couple. This all sounds silly but the dreams are a serious problem for me. Last night I dreamed that they were auctioning some of her clothing to charity and I got hold of a shoe and I stole it, but the police saw it and I confessed, they let me go because of my honesty, they said they will bring Emma to me so I can meet her. And there she was, and she walked towards me with this smile on her face like she already knew who I was, she had a twinckle in her eyes and she came closer and kissed me. I have a lot of dreams like that, for over 4 years. Some dreams are really emotional and non-sexual. I tell her my feelings and she tells me hers. I can get so into them that I sometimes think we have a real special connection, in real life, but that is silly because we have never met. I'm not a person that obsesses about celebrities at all. As a matter of fact, I don't care for any of them except her, when I see her I don't see a celebrity. I see a normal human being. I wish she wasn't famous, so I didn't have any of these horrible dreams. Ever since my stomache made a backflip when I first saw her.

I hope someone can help me, because I don't know what to think of the dreams anymore, I have had over 50 Emma dreams. :/ I am not even obsessed, I don't check up on any Emma news or watch the movies she plays in. Every dream drives me crazy, crazy to meet her, just to be with her. I can't help it.

Thank you in advance, your help is so much appreciated!

[Fizzbee]

Try getting involved with other girls you find attractive - but are not like Emma. Out of interest, were your girlfriends like Emma Watson?