Terrified about nightmares about my children.

[kate180]

I've had a couple of dreams in the past which have come true, three about feaths of people I know (and they came true) and one about an incident which then took place days later.

I've been having terrible nightmares about my daughter, who is three. These are disturbing me, to the point where I have cried for days after.

First one, I was in a lorry with her Godmother driving. We decided to crash the lorry for fun, so set it rolling down the hill and jumped out of the cab. We ran infront of the lorry and hid behind a wall and waited for it to crash, which it did. I looked round to see the lorry crashed and saw my daughter's wellies poking out and my daughter screaming for me (my daughter wasnt in the cab of the lorry as far as I remember). I walked over calmly and she was lying there half concious and looked up to me and said "mummy, help me, please help me". I picked her up in my arms and walked over to my friend and said to her "get that wooden post and smack her over the back of the head and finish her off".
In the nightmare I felt no emotion, I was emotionally cold, and uncaring. I woke up after that, shaking, with my heart thudding and dripping in sweat. I have felt terrible since, because clearly I DO love my daughter and feel terribly guilty that i could have dreamt such a thing.

A week or so later I dreamt that I was arguing with my boyfriend and that I went into the lounge and told the kids (I have two kids) to get their shoes on as we were going for a walk.
We went outside and it was dark and raining, and we started to cross the road. As we did a car appeared from the rught and a man jumped out, fired shots at us and jumped back into the moving car and drove off. My son was clearly injured and fell , and I stood calmly as my daughter then fell too, and I realised I'd been shot and fell between my son and daughter. we were all dying and both children were just out of reach, I had to decide which to hold as I could only grab one or the other. I felt a sense that I had to hold both as they were dying and felt torn. In the end I managed to just grab both, lying there in the dark and rain as we all died. I woke up before any of us died, again, shaking, crying and very distressed.

most recently, was yesterday.

An old enemy pulled up at the house in a new sports car with her father (who was Peggy's new man in eastenders!) and her sisters. Her sisters had lots of babies and toddlers with them. Her father came into the house and she stayed in the car and her sisters just disappeared. I had a very short nightie on and no underwear and was aware that my privates were on full show (eek!). We weren't in our house, but that of my aunt's, where years ago I was abused by my cousin. I walked to the bottom of the stairs and heard my daughter crying. (This might be disturbing for some, so please don't read if the subject of abuse is close to you). I shouted up and the father said "I've got a gun, if you come up i will kill you". My daughter screamed "mummy! help me!" and I KNEW he was abusing my daughter. I stood there and thought quite clearly "If i go up he'll kill me and then I won't be able to help my daughter, right now what he's doing won't kill her so i need to calmly work out what to do" , but I wasnt panicking or anything... . Then i woke up, and as before, shaking, crying and sweating.
If it's any help, in the same night I dreamt we reversed down a windy hill in the car and went to see a cathederal but couldnt afford the entrance fee so looked at it from outside.. which was very odd lOL.

I need to try and work out what these mean. I love my children dearly and cannot understand why I'm having these dreams where i seem so uncaring and cold towards them.
Thankyou for taking the time to read this, I've scoured my dream books but can't find anything of any resemblance, and am praying someone here will have an idea. Please!!

[kate180]

anyone???

[moonspirit]

First of all, I am so sorry you are having such horrible dreams. I also have had dreams come true and also visions of war and dying. (Usually when I dream of war or dying, I know to expect some bad news or bad things to come my way...like a warning. Depending on how severe the nightmare is/was will let me know how much difficulties and danger I am in.) Okay, here is my take. You are Psychically sensitive obviously, just remember that just because you dreamt of death doesn't mean that it will come true. I think you feel that your daughter and family might be threatened by an unknown source. Maybe (as the first dream) you felt no emotion because you were looking through the enemy's eyes? Not because you don't love your daughter. Maybe what you are seeing is what your daughter is feeling like? How is she doing in real life? Is there any problems or people around her that might be a threat...do you think she might be being abused in someway by someone? Maybe you can't see what is going on in real life, but you sense it subconciously. Your dreams are giving you a warning or a "heads up" so to speak. I think your dream is warning you of danger. Look around you and your family and find out what the danger is, or the source that is threatening you and or your family. Talk to your kids about problems they might be having. Also, when you wrote about you being exposed from the waist down, did you try to cover yourself? Usually when one dreams of being exposed, it means that you are hiding a part of yourself secret and would be embarrased if anyone found out. This could be something you feel or maybe have done or going to do. Perhaps it might be the danger you are dreaming about. I hope this helps you. Good luck.