Dream Singer Becomes Real

[RoseTotem]

Steven Tyler is on now singing "Dream On." Hi, new here and what an intro!
Good sign.
OK people. For years I have been plagued with 'the big one.' A dream that actually came true. For years I've needed some help understanding it's immensity. Perhaps my new dream family might be able to help? Here it goes.
In 1987 I had a dream about a man and a group of men. This particuliar man was standing on stage. He was the front man singer for his band. I recall the dream rather dark, a pulsing red heat eminating the scene and there was a sense of a deep warm radiating heat. I was present at a rock concert. A singer performing before an audience that seemed scared... scared? Of him? For some reason I was not scared and yet upon seeing the singer wrapped up in emotional anguish he did seem to lend a certain 'fear.' I could clearly see he was very angry so angry that he really did not care about what other's thought or had to say about it. I believe that was what scared the audience. And yet I also saw a man hurting terribly- this did not scare me at all and so I pushed past the audience and on further closer to him. (I knew there was an underlying sense of danger) for anger can be dangerous but still I did not hesitate to approach the man who appeared to be great pain. I could see he saw me, he noticed that I had noticed him. He hadn't seen the audience in his wrath, yet when he looked up he saw that I was there and I wasn't leaving. He noticed that I wasn't scared. That I could see something deeper going on with him than was appearent to the eye. It was then he began to pace back and forth like an animal in a cage as surely there was no where to go. It is hard to really explain but for the longest time I believed he was my soulmate. Having come far from long ago, finally he had found me and I was seeing him for the first time. It was this moment he had waited for and it was happening. I did recongnise him: such a calming. A sense of resassurance that we had finally met and the universe was in working order. (I am running our of room, please look for the seecond post)

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Cont (Second post) It was that sense of knowing you had found your mate then the anger hits hard because you realize you are both inside a dream and there is nowhere to go! He was pacing and I felt immobile. And yet I had found him. That was all I knew. There were options. I could either go with them or take the window on the left out into the universe, or go back from whence I arrived. They were a group of men, we were in a dream, I could not go where the man was going. But I knew in that moment that I loved this man and that we had found one another in that place and time. The band on stage were like brother's and seemed to understand in their own way. That something major had just occured. I vowed to stay with them and to always remember them I refused to go back from whence I came and so I jumped out the widow into the universe of stars and told myself to always remember this dream. The man wanted me to remember the dream as well.
Now several years had passed and it's 1991. It's a warm beautiful day, the sun is shining and MTV is playing a video (a video that got more airplay than most that year and a song that was the most popular song of that year.) And Oh my God! It's him! It's the man from my dream! I stand stunned!
He is more beautiful close up than in the dark of the dream! Oh my God he is real! He exists! He made it!!! I'm blown away. I am overjoyed and I can't believe he is right before my eyes pretty much telling me he was there for a reason. I wanted to drop everything and run to him but I also sensed another. I got the feeling he had someone, a girlfriend already. And so I did not rush to him. More time had elapsed. It was now 1994. (no room, please see post 3)

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(Post 3) The band was on the fast track to being successful very quickly. I wasn't sure if I would ever have the opportunity to see them live. And so I went. It was actually happening. The concert in Denver Co. I walked into the theater and it was actually like stepping into the dream from 1987. It was really happening, recreating the entire sequence of events. The dark, warm red lights, the warm smell of sweat and incense heating the hall and the audience to my right looking quite uncertain. And there on stage, the man of my dreams! Beautiful as ever with his band singing his heart out and blowing us all away. I must have had a smile in my heart and entire being from ear to ear. I was beaming and my feet certainly were not touching the earth. I kept telling myself 'I am at this moment making a dream come true!' What a feeling of total bliss of elavation and heightened senses. I was aware of everything and everyone and especially him. He saw me, (I do not know if he recognised me for he did not share my dream,) but he sensed something powerful and he nodded as if he did understand. (This is where it becomes complicated because it becomes so real, how do I decifer what to believe and not? ) I walked in not afraid of the audience as in the dream closer to him and it was again, like we had found eachother all over again but now for real! How can anything compete or compare with that? Each step I closer I was certainly losing myself in those short moments I shared with him. My heart felt like it would consume the entire world. Could anyone see my heart in my being? We had a few short moments together and I reached his boot. I can't explain what it like to be in the presence of your love but it it's like everything (see post 4)

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(From post 3) about them eminates life. Their being is alive and the energy is so powerful and intense because they are radiating pure love. But reaching the lip of the stage I could go no further, the man on stage felt it too, he knew I could go no further and I would in the next few seconds turn and leave to go back and find my seat. I felt like we were walking a plank together and it was torture! For soon even though we were getting closer it would end. I had reached him and gone as far as I could and had to turn around and go back. I did. Very unhappy found my seat and watched two great unforgettable evening performances. He did go on to marry his girlfriend and the band is one of the biggest bands in the world today. Many of lifes trials have changed us and we have become different people within our own lives. I have tried to explain this in a letter to him, to see if he understands the significance but to no avail, no response. I do not really know what it means. Do we matter at all? What was the point of all that if never so much as to speak to one another? So much has happened since. Sometimes things feel like they are meant to be and yet, once in awhile ya wake up and realize it was all a dream. I will not disclose who the band is but if you are truly interested you can ask me on my pm. Ok, thanks for reading. I wish you all peace and happy lucid dreaming.

[RoseTotem]

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