I don't know what to think anymore....

[Mrxtreme353]

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[Eternal Novice]

I'm not going to try to interpret this, but I can say that to whatever extent you believe this dream means something, it probably does. I can also say that there are loads of people on this site who have experienced similar things, things that seem so out there that their sanity is indeed questionable. But regardless of whether or not you believe in synchronicity or the power of dreams, you need to believe in yourself. Sometimes it takes time for all the factors and conflicts influencing your life and your dreams to work themselves out, but as long as you know what’s important to you and keep searching for answers, they eventually will.

[Grimhowl]

I'm not sure I have a good answer for why you keep having this dream. The simplest answer I came up with is just that you are young and at least part of you sees all of the possibility in what you could do or could be, especially with the right person.

If you want to use it as motivation to do good or improve things in this world, that's great. There must be something about this world that you feel is wrong or unjust, maybe pick one of those things and see what organizations or people are out there and try and work towards doing something about them.

As for the voice... I've experienced something similar. After some research I came to believe that it was a fragmented part of myself. Something not quite strong enough to be an alternate personality, but distinct enough that I came to be able to communicate with it. In my case the voice isn't very pleasant or helpful, but it spent a lot of time when I was about your age trying to convince me that I was destined to do magical and wonderful things with a woman that I hadn't met but was about to.

I never met her, it just made me feel like I was crazy because I could talk to this voice and a fool for having wanted to believe it.
I wasn't crazy though, just severely emotionally traumatized by some things that happened when I was young. I wasn't a fool either, everyone wants to believe they are destined to do great things.