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Sex in front of Father

PostPosted: Mon Apr 23, 2018 8:23 pm
by dlovestowrite
So I had this dream that this kpop artist was my boyfriend(lee taeyong) I was leaning back on the arm of the couch reading a book. He walks infront of me , takes the book out of my hand and pushes me down in the couch. I land unharmed. He climbs ontop of me and strokes my face then kissed my forehead. As he undresses me (i remeber wearing gray tshirt and yellow lounge pants with pink stripes) he is kissing my neck on the left side (the neck kissing is the strongest memory i have of that dream). Then we had consensual sex in missionary position.(it felt robotic and like i didnt have control over the actions i made) when we were done he was twiddling with my fingers and cuddling with me. I look to my right to see my father standing there with his back turned shaking his head in digust.
When I woke up I remeber feeling dirty ashamed and more shy than usual. I couldn't talk much to my dad for about a week. Also I came out of the closet to my mom but not to my dad.
The only reason why i think i had a dream bout lee taeyong is becuz i have checking out his music lately. Also i am Asexual and aromatic and female and tired of these sex dreams.

Re: Sex in front of Father

PostPosted: Tue Apr 24, 2018 2:41 am
by ияод
The dream presents a scenario in which you "come out" to your father, even if your asexuality is confusingly veiled in its opposite. As it ends in disappointment and nonacceptance, it will likely repeat (signifying anxiety).

Re: Sex in front of Father

PostPosted: Tue Apr 24, 2018 5:44 pm
by dlovestowrite
ияод wrote:The dream presents a scenario in which you "come out" to your father, even if your asexuality is confusingly veiled in its opposite. As it ends in disappointment and nonacceptance, it will likely repeat (signifying anxiety).


Thanks to the comment above this.