Searching for some one????

[Matt156]

All i remember was I was at a corner store met a guy... in my dream I was gay... he asked me out in front of my parents I had to say no cause they'd find out that I was gay so i said no,the next day I was searching every where for him didn't find him and some how my friend knew him. and the ending I was in a car with my mom asking to stop at that corner store again she said after we go get a car wash then my dream ended.....that's all I remember. What does this mean????