Reaccuring: leaving my current boyfriend for ex

[Pinky305]

I've had about 4 dreams about me choosing my ex over my now FIANCE. Just last night the dream was me and the ex were discussing leaving my boyfriend and his girl. So we had to go talk to our partners about it, we seperated, him walking one direction, me the other. (we are in the same house) Going to find my guy I run into his friend (they call him Fate) he is sitting on a couch with 1 small girl and another baby boy on a couch next to him. I ask if the boy was his he says yea. I tell him he looks just like you. The baby just keeps smiling at me. I keep looking for my guy I see him, at the same time I see my ex with his girl going upstairs but Im more intrested in what they are doing because she is wearing Lingerie and from my view I can see a stripper pole in the Room They are going to. Then I wake up.?? What does this mean? Before this dream my guy now and ex had me choose who I wanted to be with and I chose my ex. Each time I have these dreams about my ex I wake up feeling happy but still feeling guilty because of my relationship I am in now. Can someone please let me know what these mean.