Okay, Two nights ago I had a dream. It went like this (I remember it vividly):
I was in class. In a college like setting. I snapped out of a daze and looked around my self. Next to me was a Ex. I took a deep breath and began to speak but he cut me off "Boring class? You look like you were gonna fall asleep..". I noded and then returned my attention to the class which was english. Class ended before I knew it and I followed him out. I stepped up next to him and he turn to me "Oh yea, You need a ride home right?.". I smiled slightly as spoke "Yea.". So we walk to the parking lot and got to his truck. We got in and he pulled out while saying "Hey could you pull out the Avenged Sevenfold Cd? The one with Dear God on it?." I said "Sure" and set my books on the floorboard and picked up one of his cd cases and flipped through it. I picked out the CD and put it in. He changed it to Dear God and it played until we reached my house which wasn't far. He pulled up in the drive way and park the truck then turned to me and said "I always love you Mary, You know that right?". I started to nod back in the back in my mind I thought 'This can't be happening!' Over and over again.
Then I woke up with tears in my eyes and stared at the ceiling for a good few minutes. I turned to looked at the time and it was 9 am. I normally don't wake till close to noon. I turned to try to sleep for atleast one or two hours but couldn't.
Here's the backstory.
His name is Ric. I met him in the 11th grade in English class. I fell head over heels for him. He was the first to say I love you. I was catious at first then quickly start to say it freely. Everything was prefect till he went to see his mom after the school year ended. He messaged me that he planned on staying. I was shocked and we fought. Then we broke up. That was early may of 08. In Oct of 08 I found a blog on myspace and a message Appologizing for hurting me. We began to speak again.. We started a 800 mile long distance relationship. It lasted till almost June of 08. We fought and then broke up. Didn't speak to each other till Sept of 08. I was working full time. He began to go on about old things. We started to say I love you at the end of messages. I went into surgery in Oct of 08. He suddenly deleted me off of Myspace and facebook while I was in the hospital. I got back confused and then confronted him. He said that " he was scared he hurt me again". I said "I'm not afraid...". So we started to talk more. We saw each other in May of this year at his cousins Graduation. Sparks of course flew. Then June I asked him "What exactly am I suppose to call you?.". He suddenly got defensive and we got into a fight. The next day he sent me a message on myspace saying "You were a mistake...".. We haven't be in contact since. I've either thrown away things he gave me or given them away or burned them. I only kept the Ipod he gave me christmas of 08. I hadn't had a dream since then. Or thought of him. Then bam the dream.
So what does it mean?...Or atleast does it mean that someone, not him is gonna come into my life soon? Thats what I'm hoping.
