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Getting left behind

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Getting left behind

Postby Mr.Anderson » Sat Jun 30, 2018 8:42 am

I keep having this recurring dream/nightmare, it never makes me feel pleasent and I spend a lot of time thinking about it. I know that's probably not the best but I can't help it.

In summary the dream always starts out quite nice, I'm hanging out with this foreign exchange student (Someone in real life that I had a romantic relationship with while they were here) somewhere, we're laughing and having a great time. We end up going back to my house and then for some reason I tell him I'm just going to go out cause I need to do something. Usually it's something not necessary at all like just browsing shops, or hanging out with friends. Then when I return to my room to see him and cuddle him, he isn't there. I assume he's mad at me. Sometimes I don't assume he's mad at me, but each time the main point that resonates with me is that he's no longer with me. I guess the underlying meaning is obvious; I didn't want him to leave, but it's been a fair while since he did return home. I don't know why this is only happening now? What's weirder is that I'm capable of lucid dreaming and waking myself up from a dream when I want to, but with these dreams/nightmares i'm unable to do it.

This isn't the first time i've had a recurring dream about someone leaving. When I was young, even to several months ago (Im 21 now) i've had the dream that I would run around this forest with mice for hours on end collecting these little dots, eventually I'd go to a cliff overlooking the sea and look out, when this Darth Vader helmet/rocket like thing comes up level to me and the mask flips open and reveals my Dad, alone in the spaceship in a single chair and he tells me he's leaving forever then blasts off into space. I'm always crying. I can't lucid dream in these dreams either.

I think my question is: Why do I keep having these dreams? What do they all inherently mean from the sounds of it? And what can I do to break the cycle? I'm so tired of waking up crying (and Im not someone who cries often, nor likes it) and feeling terrible.
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