I've never had a dream this strange or long.. help me......

[sirkill]

It start off with me at a university of some kind and I'm helping my dad research a cure for troll cancer. (troll cancer doesn't exist as far as I know),

My dad and I spend hours going over books and trying out experiments. My dad is also a cop in the dream just as he is in real life, In one part of the dream

I'm riding around with him in his patrol car and we get in a high speed chase, the guy we're chasing crashes his car. He then gets out and starts shooting at all

the cops. Eventually they kill him. I then returned to the lab, There where strange plants that lived there as well. One in particular spit at you and when it did it

would burn through your skin. I got caught in its path, I quickly ran in our house where my uncle was and told him. He handed a pill to take, but then I realized

he had given me more than one pill. I spit them out and asked him what he was thinking very angrily? He then tried to shoot me. I ran away and just as I exited

my father was pulling up in the drive way. I ran to him but he pulled out a pistol and began coming towards me as well. I ran as fast as I could but they managed

to keep up. Finally I could run no more, My father came to me and said he was sorry and that he loved me. I asked him why he said "so that we could try again"

He was implying that none of that reality was real, I turned to my uncle and grabbed him by the shirt and asked "is it true?! do I only live to be seventeen over

and over just too find a cure?" I then could remember past lives where they had killed me at seventeen. He said "we must find a cure but

time is out." I then took a step back and looked at the sky, I asked "So this is all a program." I then shook the ground with my mind, They began firing at me

but I stopped the bullets and shot them back at them. I killed them both, then I ran back to the university where I gathered all of our research so I could go find

a safe place to continue. This is where something really weird happened, I ran in to a friend there that was going to come with me and help, as we where

walking down the hall to the lab another door swung open in front of us. It was another one of our friends, she asked me if I wanted to go in there and party

with her and a bunch of other people. I told her no, then my friend I was with told her that I had better things to do. This made the friend wanting to party

furious and she slammed the door in our faces. As I approached the classroom I noticed an old man I had never seen before, My English teacher from my actual

school said I better watch out that's the new school enforcer. I quickly got all my things and left. I had never seen that old man before in my entire life. It was

odd, He asked me what all the books where for and I told him I was researching a cure for troll cancer. He said "only one case of that exists?" so in my mind I

was thinking okay if only one case exists right now then they must be the one that goes on to create this program, so I must find them. I thought to myself I

must try to stop them from creating this, Even if I have to kill them.

[sirkill]

I'd really appreciate it if somone would help me out here

[dreamweaver32]

Alright, I´ll try. Consider this general possibility:

You exist twice in this dream. One is the one who is dreaming, the observer. What you perceived to be you. Thats the easy one.

The other is a character or symbol in the dream. This is your subconscious, that part about yourself that this dream intends you to find out about yourself.

Can you see who else you might be in this dream, other than the one dreaming it?

[dreamweaver32]

P.S. consider that your father exists twice in the dream, two manifestations. One the troll cancer scientist and the other the police officer. One who is inside with a gun as you exit, and the other pulling up to the drive way as you do. Consider that the subconscious other you that you are looking for might be just one of the two manifestations of your father. I am not saying it is, but then that would be a little harder for you to get to so look out for the possibility.

[sirkill]

Could the old man have been my spirit guide?