Most vivid dream ever, first ever dream report.

[fedupdream]

just got a new job, similiar to my other but bigger office, nicer people, felt happier, it;s in Lodon (I hate my current job)
Went to work in London, went to somewhere in Shoreditch for lunch, saw Alfie (my current work mate who I don't speak to that often so weird seeing him in the dream) we didn't speak just said hello.

Went to toilet for a number 2 (sorry, it happened, don't know why!) not a nice toilet(dodgy Shoreditch bar), noticed a small Window at the bottom, as I go to wipe, 2 or 3 kids about 14/15 age are laughing at me cos they can see me

cleaning my self, like wiping (most humiliating thing ever?), Then I realise they're breaking in to rob me, they try to take my phone wallet and man bag, I punch the guy and get the phone and wallet back but the phone was dented.

Then went back to work in a daze and kinda traumatised, when I walked in everything was normal then I just started walking around the place explaining what had just happened in pure anger with swearing, this was a new job but a nice lady

took me into a room and calmed me down, said I could take absent leave for 5 days, and joked about something sinister like it could be permanent leave if your dad or mum died or something and laughed!?

so I go home, everything is kinda normal, I'm in bed, but still feel traumatised about all what had just happened, god knows if getting robbed actually feels like this, if so I feel very sorry for them people. So then I go out, can't

remember where, come back and all my windows are doors are open in my mums house, where I live, I walk around and there is loads of random people, having a party, no one I knew, even a family with kids are there and I just kept raging

around the place saying what the fuck at the top of my voice, the kids says whats language is that daddy, I say swearing you motherfucker then carry on walking into the kitchen and see some mean butch leather jacket, sunglasses kinda guy

sitting in my sink smoking a cigarette and drinking a beer, in my sink, which is full of water... so I grab his jacket and swear some more then swing for him, he swings back, it was tough to get a clean hit, for him as well, a lot of the

was just holds, kinda like in them dream where you're trying to run but you're in slow-mo and it's incredibly annoying. Then I think it ended.

I literally could not believe I just woke up from that, the most vivid dream ever, it felt like it went on for a life time. I thought my life was fuked an I had post traumatic stress disorder or something (in the deam), oh yeah at my

house when I came back, I couldn't find any of my family members or anyone I knew.

I've never written a dream report but got my iPhone notepad while still in bed for this one, I just had to tell someone, it was so messed up. I took a lot of MDMA at a recent festival (4day featival) not much sleep, lots of drink, and

a few Valium here and there (maybe I should take another tonight)... or maybe that makes it worse.

Before even this dream earlier on in the evening, (i went to bed early at like 8:30ish, I had sleep paralysis which I usually get when taking a lot of drugs (I don't binge that often). Every few months. This was the first time I wasn't

that scared though even though it was freaky, sounds that turned into goblins following me, I knew they couldn't hurt me and I tried my hardest fighting back, I could then fly and suddenly I was back in Spain with the new friends I met

and a nice girl... (from the festival) It would keep changing scene though which was annoying as I wanted to get close to the girl . Then it ended... This was the first time I got over the scaryness of sleep paraylsys and turned

it into something good....

I've had lucid dreams before but the last few 5 have all been in black with a touch of torch light beam and not much happening, so it usually ends pretty quick.


I wrote all this pretty much speed typing on my iPhone notepad so I know the English and structure is bad but I wanted to get it out as fast as possible before I forgot, I feel there is still some butters I did forget.

When shit like this happens it does feel like in going crazy but I know it always subsides, still a but mad though.



I don't really have anyone to tell about this who will understand so I;ve browsed the web and posted it where something can maybe comment on this, anyone else had things as weird as this happen?

Thanks,

Cx

Sent from my iPhone

[TenderLC]

CX,
Welcome to the site. Just to be sure that somebody answers you, here's my take on this one:

First, the new job sets up the idea that things are better in the dream, and you feel more to lose to compel you to invest in the
new job idea. To do No. 2 in a restroom is really a picture of dumping embarrassing or humiliating knowledge from the past.
It;s as if you are getting rid of secrets/bad habits in order to not carry them into the new job with you and spoil everything, like
your career or chances, relationships, etc. The old lady is so kind to you but she emphasizes the idea that things could get worse
if you lose your authority(parents) and you'd be sacked, basically. The thieves in the restroom are there to witness your shameful
secrets, and feel they might steal your communication skills and your identity, causing you more grief than the secrets you want
to rid yourself of. That's likely why you felt so dazed and traumatized. Drugs and drink can do great damage to the mind and
body, so I am sure that might be why this dream was to odd to you, but similarly the act and knowledge of some acts can do
extreme damage to reputations and standing in not only work but in life in general. I think this is most of what your dream
is trying to tell you. If you want to get ahead, some aspects of life need to be addressed before movement ahead is achieved
and retained. That's my worth so far.

The scene where you have new people al over your house partying and carrying on is a continuation of the theme. All the windows
and doors being open means that you lack control of your inner being, no one is familiar so you seem to have no support, and
only lack of privacy for everyone to see your self clearly exposed to invasion and disrespect. I think you are warning yourself about
the drug use and the trouble you may be heading for in the near future.
That's my take on this dream. I'd like to hear what you think now about it. Best wishes,
TLC

PS. Drugs can produce some very bizarre dreams because the chemical changes in the brain can alter the senses tremendously. Everyone
I ever knew that was into drugs seemed to be in denial about the effects the drugs had on them. It usually cost them everything, literally.
The dream suggests that you take heed. It's your own advice because it's your own dream.