A lucid dream that I'm ...

[terrifieddreamer]

putting in both the nighmare forum and the lucid dream forum

The nightmarish part of this dream was how lucid it was and how I genuinely thought I was awake in the dream

I might repost this in either the mystic dream section

Please don't ban me if I do

I'm genuinely terrified




(1st believed I was in safe reality sequence) First I dreamed that I was watching television, a trailer for a horror movie came on.

(2nd believed I was in safe reality sequence) Then I dreamed that I went on the internet, watched youtube and saw a trailer for that generic horror movie.

Then in the dream I went to sleep. I woke up surrounded by people at a party, people are talking then someone notices that our group is the one being pointed at.

People in the group start trying to ask them why they're pointing and laughing at us. Everyone in the group starts shaking those people to get an answer, eventually one of them notices that the people "aren't real." Someone else points out that they have strange faces, that's when I notice that the person I was shaking had a generic face (a term I'll use again and again)

Everyone freaked out and started running, we ran out of the party and found ourselves at the edge of a dark forest. A sinister voice came from the house enticing us back in, a few people gave up and went in. That led to more people going in. Some people tried to run back out but the people that led them in pull them back.

Everyone was freaked out. We ran into the jungle, the jungle was random but the further we went the more orderly the jungle was. The clearer the paths were. Eventually everything was clear, we just had jungle on both sides =.

Monsters of some kind started attacking people and dragging them into the jungle.

I kept running, I found a jeep (not army, a civilian one) moving along the road, I ran over to try to tell them what happened.

The guys inside were soldiers going back to their families (off duty) so they decided to check it out because they were freaked out. They also seemed confident that if I freaked out and attacked them they could kick my ass so they'd check it out with me to either calm me down or find actual aliens.

They find them, one of thems killed off and dragged into the forest. The other calls for help.

Survival sequence with me and the soldier trying not to get killed by monsters.

Soldiers come in and start fighting them.

(being told you're safe it's over sequence) Eventually a high ranking officer type says something to the effect of it being over. That's when there's a flash and we all wake up in a weird place.

One of the soldiers says something about the aliens ship. Both soldiers and still living civilians are in there, we try to fight our way out.

(chocolate in the dream) One of the guys (somehow) decodes a computer (dreams don't have to make sense) finds out that the aliens can be killed by some random chemical sounding name that definately doesn't exist. He says that it's an ingredient in making chocolate. Strangely enough we find a vat of the chemical on the ship and use it to off the aliens.

The survivors escape.

(feeling I'm safe sequence) the soldiers and civilians are talking. Eventually I notice that the soldiers are sitting in the center with the civilians on the edge. We all get pushed out.

I try to hang onto the side of something, but I get my hand stomped on and I think I feel actual pain in the dream. It was actual pain so I knew it COULDN'T be a dream

Eventually I'm kicked off we all roll but we survive. We run and run and run while we hear the sounds the aliens/monsters made behind us.

Theres a general feeling of paranoia as we start debating whether or not the soldiers were screwing with us while pretending to kill the aliens.

The guy who decoded the computer gets questioned. His story doesn't make sense and he's kicked off into the wilderness


(feeling of being safe dream sequence) We keep walking until we get to a town. When we get there the people think we're all a little nuts. They can tell we're spooked so they give us some food. While we're waiting some of us go to the theatre.

(chocolate in the dream 2) (see the numbers that you see when you think you're safe but are about to be thrown back on the conveyor of nightmares 1) The movies currently playing. In the movie a crazy german guy who got rich selling chocolate decides to amuse himself by screwing with ordinary people. He puts them through hell, just when they think they're safe he springs another horror on them. During the movie a few themes come up. The 1st is you see a specific long combination of numbers when you think you're safe but are about to be thrown right back onto "the conveyor belt" (the crazy guys term/codeword for the endless cycle of horrors he tortures people with).

Now I know some people might try to analyze the chocolate part. But I think the only reason chocolate was mentioned was to synch up with the other parts but there was no real emphasis of horror as a part of that reference. It was more of the guy being a generic evil douche



(generic people reference 2) I'm horrified to realize that the events depicted in the movie are the exact same things that happened to US. Then I notice that the people in the movie (not movie theatre) are generics.

(people becoming "part" of a safe zone who believe or are too afraid not to believe that the safe zones real1) People run with me but I notice a lot of people stayed behind and became a part of the theatre because they want to believe that the theatres safe and they're in reality

(reference to generics 3) I leave. As everyone in my groups running we see the townspeople watching us and getting a good laugh at our expense. I realize that it's identical to the party. Everyone starts pulling at the people, we find out that they're generics.

(living wall 1) We keep running and running until there's a wall. We see a wall of generic people fused together into a living wall. I realize that it's a wall and start trying to climb up. I climb up and over it, other people drop down with me.

We manage to make our escape. Someone in the group suggests walking perpendicular to the road we escaped from to make sure that there WASN'T another weird thing trying to box us in.

(feeling of almost absolute safety) We kept going, nothing was there everything was fine.

We kept walking, we were parting ways when someone noticed the soldiers. They're in a different uniform that I somehow recognized as a mercenary group. I'm not a soldier and wouldn't be able to tell in real life, but hey, that's dream logic for you.

We got them by surprise got their weapons and made them tell us what was going on.

They told us that they were hired to keep us corralled in.

We escape, this time one of our guys was driving the vehicles, we were at the edges but we were defending ourselves by pointing our guns at the mercenaries.

(reference to generics 4) We kept driving and driving. I noticed something was weird and the merc I was inspecting was a generic. Eventually we realized the rest were generics

(other people giving up their struggle for safety) We ran and ran until we got to a tunnel. Someone said it was just like what happened at the party then the town. We'd just go in and "stay on the conveyor belt" so they went back in like the people who went back into the party or the people who went stayed in the movie theatre. I noticed that part of the theme and kept running

I kept going and going

(living wall reference 2) I kept going trying to climb up another living wall, this time they were trying to push us off. people were falling and dying I kept going, I got to the top...but there was a roof of generics pushing me down back onto the conveyor belt

I kept going I pushed through I found an opening and then I found myself in my own bed

(feeling of being safe in reality sequence) everything was fine until I tried to start my day

(seeing the string of numbers you see before you find out that you're not in reality but still a part of "the conveyor belt of nightmares") I was going through most of my days usual routine until I remembered that I saw the string of numbers

With absolute horror I realized that the sides of the road were coming up and it was another living wall. I crashed into the side. I don't remember the what happened next but....

(second time I woke up from the nightmare) I woke up from the nighmare

(third time I woke up from the nightmare) I went through my day again and realized it was part of the loop, this time I fought from the very beginning and didn't accept it as safe. I got out and woke up from the nighmare AGAIN.

There was a string of loops that were just a blur until I saw the string of numbers numbers (fuck!!!!!)

Part of the string of loops is that when I felt safe sometimes I'd either see the string of numbers and they'd look like a peephole open or closed and sometimes I remembered a string and a peephole OPENED

I woke up in my bed again, couldn't tell if I was dreaming or not. I went around. Woke family members up early to try to explain it. Felt guilty crazy and paranoid. When I got on my computer I had a lingering feeling I'd be back on the conveyor belt.



As I'm typing a part of me deep down is terrified by the idea I'm still on it and about to "wake up again"

That part of me feels like I'm one of those people that decided to stay at the party instead of running or stayed in the towns movie theatre

Like I'm one of those people that consigned himself to the safety because he was too afraid of it not being real that I'm tricking myself into accepting it



I know that I'm in reality, but like I said, deep down part of me's terrified that I'm still on that conveyor belt










Now here's why I'm really terrified

This is the second time in my entire life that I've ever had one of these endless dreams

This isn't just the second time I've had it in my life, it's the second time I've had it in a few MONTHS


It feels like my second dream was a less evolved version of my first and the stuff I was set against was based on an analysis of my first dream (by evil psychologist guy)











In the first dream I had I'd be told to walk, when I didn't I'd be hurt. Then when I'd go along the path I'd go through a LOT of pain. When I chose to stop the guy analyzing me would threaten a family member. Eventually I'd think I was safe and see the family members supposedly maimed/killed by the guy putting me through hell talking to him.

Then I'd escape, find myself tested again.

It continued again and again.

When I'd think I was safe or awake I got a feeling of being observed and saw peepholes and people watching me

It'd continue where I'd wake up, see them, acknowledge them by either closing my eyes in terror or obviously pretending they weren't there

That was part of the test to see whether I still saw them or not

Eventually I found myself in my bed. I wasn't suffering from sleep paralysis, but I held my body down doing my best to pretend I was sleeping. I did it for HOURS. I was awake (or thought I was) but I wouldn't let myself act like I was awake

I stayed like that for hours of real world time until I gave up, I got on the computer to search dream websites, the thing sounded too short generic to make sense written down.




Now I've given up and I'm posting it here, if I don't get satisfactory answers here I'll take it somewhere lese.









Supplementary information: I'm not a soldier, don't know any soldiers, not surrounded by soldiers
I haven't taken drugs...EVER
I don't drink either
I don't have any extraordinary stress in my life or think there's a conspiracy out to get me
I don't put stock into conspiracy theories either (nwo, 2012 or whatever crazies believe)
I have a decent relationship with most of my family, that might be why I was so terrified when I found they were in on it






Can someone PLEASE tell me what the **** this means? Both times I've had these dreams I couldn't feel normal for DAYS. I'd go asleep thinking I'd be back in that dream world.

I'm sorry I'm really weirded out