I Hate Goodbyes

[An_Unfailing_Mystery]

Ok, well honestly I had this dream about a year ago but still to this day I can't seem to get it off my mind. In this dream I was was more lucid then I have ever been in any of my other dreams. Before I tell you the dream I just want you all to know that I've had a few dreams that had certain people come visit me.. Are they real people or just parts of my subconcious? That I have yet to find out, all that I know is that in these dreams a random guy will come visit my and romantic things will happen. I remember each and every one clearly still and still have "feelings" for the men that I met. OK, so that being said as a lucid dreamer I have tried many times to come into contact with these men and try to conjure them up but have failed everytime! But I have come to the conclusion that my dream guide, Brian, is the one who will not allow them to return ... Alright I've rambled enough here is the dream!

This very atractive african american male with giant wings was rescueing me from a walmart that I seemed to be stuck in. We are flying over the parking lot when all the sudden for no apparent reason I start thinking of a certain fellow who had once visited me and as my rescuer flew higher and higher I thought to myself that in all honesty I was never going to see him or any of my dream boys again. Thinking this a silent tear rolled down my cheek without my permission, this was the first time I'd ever cried in a dream, but before the tear even reached my chin my kind and handsome savior wiped it away with his thumb. You see in my dreams everyone can hear what I'm thinking and althougth at the time it was rather nice and sweet it can sometimes be annoying, but yeah anywho! So I asked him, trying to hold back a sob, "Why? Why won't they come back?" He looked down at me with pitty in his eyes but simply said, "They can't." I pressed on. "But why? Why won't they come back??" He started to become distressed. "Who is the one who won't let them come back?" As I continued with these similar questions he become frantic and we ended up landing in a graveyard. I then turned around to grill him some more to see that he was no longer my shining knight but now a ugly coward. His once toned body was now skinny and frail. His perfect white teeth were now crooked and yellow. The massive white wings he had were now black as night and feathers were falling out in clumps. He trully was a pitiful sight. I then asked a big question, "Can you take me to the one who controls my dreams?" This scared him more than any of my other questions had before. He bagan to back away from me as if to take off and as he did so I now realized my surroundings. I quickly tired to sooth him grabbing his shoulders and saying, "Alright. Ok. If I stop questioning you will you get me out of here?" Reluctantly he nodded and taking hold of me again we lifted to the sky. I was then thrown out of my sleep... So.... What do you think??

[An_Unfailing_Mystery]

I also kinda woke up crying... So yeah.

[An_Unfailing_Mystery]

So again I ask, what do you think? It's really weird I know. Does anyone have any suggestions on what I should do or perhaps has a some sort of translation?
Would ANYBODY like to take a crack at it??

[Alice 777]

Everyone has a guide and a guardian angel.
Sometimes when evil spirits or demons can not terrorize you, because you yourself are strong, so they try to possess
your guide or guardian angel, maby one of them is possessed, or your dream guide.
Because when you started asking questions to the man with the white wings, he suddenly lookt very bad.

maybe your dream characters do not come back, because they are afraid of the demon or evil spirit.
But I found out that these are things, which you need to figure out and fix by yourself.

I myself have ever experienced, that a demon had possessed my guide.
Fortunately, one of my main totum animals, is the snake.
You can call on the snake, and the snake must bite the possessed guide or angel or whatever.
Your guides etc are imuum for snakes poison, but an evil spirit or demon not, and then they leave.