Some Traditional Vikki Rambling

[Xwikki]

Yeah, I got bored so I writ this. Let off a rather lot of steam actually. Comments and whatever you want to say would be appreciated.

In envy I stared wide-eyed and dumbfounded, the too many worlds tended to hurry past. And with a pathetic gloom plastered on for all to see, I stomped along in the midst of it. Attempts at slowening the course seemed evident, in the more essentric [to be honest rather odd] people of whom I had met. From the old dears with curtain obsessions, to the kid in the classroom gawking at oversized breasts on the internet. Some went away for a moment to ponder the damned survey. Overall I stood with a confused expression, nodding at the nessesary moments. Despite this, I still managed to find a sense of amaze.

About what precisely, is yet to be determined. [As with dates of which occurances or situations happen, aswell as the misplaced sentences. It appears thoughtful, so shut the fuck up in other words]. Again oputunities arise within every day life, the simple 'I'm sorry, I can't make it' makes all the difference. *Including the lies of course*.

The merits of these decisions are unclear or undecided at the time. Which brings me to my rambling question in a more understandable form. Give a person choice and they will choose the wrong one. [Regret parades around somewhere at this point]. Or the most covered in chocolate or flowers, whatever floats your particular boat.

Place a couple of highs in the blender, [the blender that always aimed to rip your hand off or destroy the kitchen whenever you turned it on. I do not even own a blender, although I've been told everyone has one]. They will last for a while untill you manage to turn it on, then mix in too much sugar and you have yourself a novel. [Did I mention I like brackets>?]

[endebendel]

Not good, but your sense of humor about self is endearing.

[Xwikki]

Thanks.

[Cay Lin]

i found it rather hard to follow, but it's not terrible. What is it about? your lost marbles? XD

[Xwikki]

Not particularly, I just tend to write utter incomprendable crap when I have a lot on my mind. It's based around decisions and the truth and/or oddness about people when you sit and watch them during 4 hours of art class. *I saw this 6th form kid sat there staring at the computer and it just made me think 'is that how shallow we've gotten>?'*

The first paragraph is about the 'letting' of time passing. It's a fight that some have against it, or the will that wishes it to pass. Also the 'survey' I'm talking about is in some form or another, peoples lack of thought or depth.

2nd, again. References to not caring about what days or such things occur. A disturbing bluntness. *My little aim was to be honest*. Aswell as the lies made up to exscuse oneself from possable outings instantly. Which I have a tendancy to do.

3rd, selfishness of others. And the regret walking around in ownership of someone. *Have you ever been dominated by an emotion or racking guilt>?* It's how someone/thing can win that over you.

The last is actually about drugs and schizophrenia. To put it bluntly. Keep laying down the sugar like powder in the blender, it can only be blended so much, eventually it will turn into a pulp with all the other crap put in. *The blender being a body in some respects*. 'I don't own a blender, althought I've been told everyone has one'. = I do not own myself.
And the did I mention I like brackets part at the end, if you look everything in the brackets tend to be the other side of what I am writing. The real honesty to why I'm dumping that in. It's my own reality.

Haha, hope that helped anyways. Sorry for the longwinded annatation, needed that too.

[Cay Lin]

Ah, it makes more sense to me now. Wow Vikki, that's deep! I like it!

[Xwikki]

Haha, thankyou.

[Cay Lin]

You're welcome; it's true!

[deluge]

lol i skimmed this and then endels comment lol i'll be back!!

[Xwikki]

Jesus, you're gonna piss off the whole litterary corner crew by bumping all of my threads.
I cherish Endel's comment, maybe one day I'll work out how to save a screen and print it off & frame it.

[deluge]

have you even read what they've been posting lately endel's comments are practically always epic. I wish he didn't close off his account but im sure it's because he knew how obsessive i am.

[Xwikki]

I'm sure it wasn';t because of you, he's probably around here.
I haven't really hit up some of the poetry in the litterary corner as of late, I need to have a look actualy.