Stuff I write

[arc794]

I saw people posting their poems here so I decided to do it as well :] They aren't anything special really, I just write what i feel None of them have titles. Most of them are more like rhyming letters than poems

If only you knew what I've sacrificed for you,
If only you knew what I've been through.

My heart feels as if it should explode
From all the love I have alone.

Can you really continue to "score" easy women
While I'm all alone and regret living?

You're all I ever want and can't have,
All you ever want is to get in girls' pants.

How can I be such a fool?
To realize this and somehow still love you..

When living without you doesn't feel like living at all,
I feel like all I can do is fall.

Will you help me up this time?
Or should I sink into the floor
Until I am no more?
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Thank you for never being there for me,
Thank you for messing me up mentally,
Thank you for always letting me down,
Thank you for constantly pushing me around,
Thank you for causing me so much pain,
And thank you for assuring me that nothing will ever change.
Can your appologies really mean anything
If you're willing to disappoint me frequently?
Words won't let me see into your soul,
Whether they're lies or the truth, only you know.
What I do know is that words hurt,
So before you say something you don't mean, think first.
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This one I wrote about my dad:

Do you see what I've become?
Do you see the damage you've done?
I don't want to spend the rest of my life thinking about
How things would be different if you were around.
You said you would call but the phone has yet to ring.
How long must I suffer the pain you bring?
How many chances must you recieve,
Until I can trust you not to leave?
Forget that, you can learn on your own,
I'll just be yet another great opportunity you've blown.
So go ahead, forget all about the creation that was once yours.
It's not like you haven't done it many times before.

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This one I wrote it when I was very depressed:

I've felt pain before,
But none quite like you've caused.
With this, a new wound shall be born.
Nothing will make up for this loss.

The only emotion I feel,
Is the depression you feed.
My fate is sealed,
All I must do is bleed.

With penetrated skin,
I stand assured
I gave all I could give,
But I was not pure.

So I will sacrifice myself
For everyone's benefit.
And when my body has been drained,
All will be forgotten about the soul that was inside of it.

(I apologize, the last stanza is ABCB instead of ABAB like the rest :S )

No need to tell me I suck at writing poetry, I already realize this

[Xwikki]

Oh, I do love your poem about your father, I writ one about my 'ol daddy too.
And these two lines I really like, gives a bit of thought ja>?

And when my body has been drained,
All will be forgotten about the soul that was inside of it.

Heres the one about my father I writ in December,

I crunch over these Winter twigs, at night
With melting snow, of past days
Full of happiness, memory.
I'd walk, my solution to time
A wooded place, they speak
Trees, dauting in their size.
They simply can listen like noneother.
A trip, I remember I took
Although it has been left, like most.

Like, a jouney
We believe, our life is. (So is mine!)
And thus, I bring those people in:

Father, I wish not to bother
Although I cannot feel, what others will.
You are but, a lost cause: my ripped up chapter
It features mainly, issues here.
I could say, (and lie!)
As you can too.
And yes, I know that's what you like to do!
So alas, I leave with hate and regret
You should have taken that thankful chance
When Death invaded you.

Merciless Humour, he's a fellow
Death seemed to have struck that idea
In advance, he thought of me!
I did much, I grew
Before anyone, a hazardous end
Too right, I know not what I am.
I'd wondered, if we could be something
Maybe even angels.

But not, those are dreams
Full of distant walks
A family, we could never have been
Because my love for you is long lost.

[arc794]

Aww. I love that. D:
You're an awesome writer.

[arc794]

Here's another one.. This one is more recent.
It's about my former best friend

Your voice is but a distant whisper in this moment.
You've got no say, your promises have been broken.
And all the doors you tried to keep closed are finally opened.
The truth has been spoken.
So wasteful, what we spent all our effort trying to amend.
All the time spent at an attempt to be a good friend
And still all you ever care about is you.
Although what was once our friendship is now ripped in two.
Burned down to the very core,
Something non-existant anymore.
So congrats good fellow, you've won this time.
Your prize is the remains of the dignity once mine.

It's not perfect but ohwell

[Xwikki]

OoOOOo. Wow, very emotional. I think its rather fabulous>!

[arc794]

thank you I can always trust you to be nice to me. X]

[Xwikki]

Aww, thanks me dear. *You may want to take that back after you meet 'PMT Vikki'

[arc794]

Lol o.o PMT Vikki?

[Xwikki]

Let's just say I'm a little stressed at that time.

[arc794]

Lol Ok, I'll remember that.