One of my more... interesting... poems...

[Xwikki]

Well I wouldn't mind a playboy bunny for Easter. It didn't really take much looking to find the 'naughty' part Steven, damn, you'd be great at hide and seek eh>?

[Soul Void]

*eyes bug out* vikki... *blushes* i had no idea you liked playboy bunnies that's hot

and, by the way, that wasn't the "naughty" part i was talking about, but ok

[Xwikki]

Shhhhhhh.
Oh, yeah I knew that. Whoopsie.

[Soul Void]

ya know, that easter surprise can be arranged... hehehe *blushes with an kinky grin* but its up to you which bunny (or bunnies) you want

[Xwikki]

Hehe. Squee. Good to be an overly hormonal 17 year old kid eh Steven>?

[Soul Void]

only when we're around other overly hormonal (female) teenagers *wink wink*

[Xwikki]

I'm listening to way too much Manson. XD Ahhh, joint effort. I get it. Bloody hell, I'm getting old. Shit, stop reminding me.

[Soul Void]

we're about the same age, so if u think ur old, you must think im old... oh well, i always knew i was older than my body, anyway lol

[Xwikki]

Oh I don't think you're old, I just feel old myself a lot. I supose I'm used to people moaning about being old around me. [I didn't really grow up around kids of my own age/didn't comunicate at school ect] I've just picked it up. XD I'm 16 in December. 16 whole eventless years.

[Soul Void]

i can hardly say my life was eventless for the past 17 years - though i remember nothing of the first 6, and i know exactly why (damn you grandma - dont ask) - and i have SOOOOO many things i wish never happened, but so many things im glad that had...

and how can you say is eventless? you have me and CAY to livein things up, right? lol XD

[Xwikki]

I loved my nan. I wear her ring all the time now, along with me pentagram and fish. When someone says don't ask you just got to... Sparks the curiosity in me. Of course, just not much happens, or things I don't want happen pretty much 90% of the time. XD

[Soul Void]

lol ok vikki

[Xwikki]

Haha, did that make sense>? XD I may go to sleep in a bit anyways, I need to start getting up before 2pm.

[Soul Void]

yeah, that'd be a good idea lol

[Cay Lin]

niiice Steven! i liked both the poems, and it's hard to tell which is my favorite, but i think i like the easter one. good job!

[Soul Void]

thanks cay XD its also on my facebook group discussion thing i sent you XD

[Soul Void]

Biological Clock

He woke up one morning
With such a strange feeling
That something was missing
This sent his mind reeling

He wasn’t adult yet
But he felt the calling
He needed a child
His heart, then, was falling

He longed for a daughter
That’s he helped produce
But how would he get one?
Who could he seduce?

He knew of two women
One ready, one not
But neither was with him
And both were so hot

He loved them eternal
And knew they loved him
But how could he calm, then
This feeling within?

He didn’t completely
These thoughts, understand
But he knew that someday
She’d be in his hands

He felt in his heart
This feeling was right
But he had to wait
So, pain he would fight

For somehow he knew that
His daughter would cure him
Of all of his worries
And, so, reassure him

He felt it familiar
This feeling he had
Waiting to regain it
Just made him feel bad

But one day he’d have her
Eventually
She would make him happy
Accidentally

[Cay Lin]

Ooh, i like this one! she would make him happy accidentally? ooh, mystery! XD i like it a lot!

[Soul Void]

thanks cay XD i sent you the rest of my poetry so far - 30 poems - check ur email XD

[Cay Lin]

oh, i did! thanks! i had a french project to work on, though, and i didn't want to get caught up reading your wonderful poems and then realize, "oh crap, it's 12:00 and my project is due tomorrow!" i will read them though, don't worry!

[Soul Void]

is ok, you have them, so read them when ur ready XD

[Cay Lin]

i will, don't worry!

[Soul Void]

kk XD

[Cay Lin]

[Soul Void]

i just wrote 3 more today XD

[Cay Lin]

good job! i haven't written anything in a long time. i haven't had the time. plus, i've had a ton of emotional stress. all i've wanted to do was sleep this entire week. (with the exception of last weekend. i never wanted to go to sleep then. )

[Soul Void]

you can always talk to me if you have the time... i wish to help

i has about 37 or 38 poems now - i forget which - and i need to reach 50

[Cay Lin]

i'd talk to you, Steven, if i could find the words. right now i'm so confused about my life, and it's hard to put what i'm feeling into words. i will try, though, just not in "public." i'll email you when i'm ready to talk, okay?

I have about 181 poems. they're only 5 lines each, though, so it's not a big feat. you're almost to 50!

[Soul Void]

sometimes not knowing the words is the easiest way to start a conversation... just say how you feel - the first thougths that come to mind when you think about it - and we go from there... when you are ready, i am here

ur poetry is great, regardless of length - its not the content of the poem, but the feelings behind it, that make it truely great

yup, almost there XD

[Cay Lin]

okay:

hopelessly in love, confused, rejected, friendless, depressed, tired, sleep-deprived, chocolate-craving, i need to cry but i can't,
and no one will listen to me. that's a start.

[Soul Void]

okay:

hopelessly in love, confused, rejected, friendless, depressed, tired, sleep-deprived, chocolate-craving, i need to cry but i can't,
and no one will listen to me. that's a start.

im happy that you have found someone who calls to your heart - whether they know it or not...
im sorry for the rejection, but thats what your friends are for (wink)
you are never friendless, you have me and vikki (and if you cant reach her, you have me
i know the feeling, and i know its not easy, but talking to someone *couchs* helps more than you think...
try to get some sleep whenever you can, and you might be able to pass out after a cood cry or a nice talk...
grab a hershey bar XD
i know the feeling,my body wont LET me cry, so i literally understand...
i will listen to you, if you choose to let me in - through messege if you need it...

[Cay Lin]

i'll message you the details. thanks for being here for me, Steven.

[Soul Void]

i always will be, and ur welcome, cay *hugs you and pats ur back* you're never completely alone

[Cay Lin]

thanks! neither are you, Steven!

[Soul Void]

i know XD i have about 6 or 7 people i can trust to help me thorugh any $%*! that happens...
and you, cay, are near the top of the list

[Cay Lin]

I only have about 2. You, and Vikki. maybe my friends at school, if they'll listen, so about 5.

[Soul Void]

and you will always have me, even if the others wont listen, i will - im happy to help however i can

[Cay Lin]

*sigh* i feel a lot better knowing that someone's here to help me...

[Soul Void]

and i always will be

[Cay Lin]

This, my friend, is a symbiotic relationship.

[Soul Void]

lol im not sure what that means, but it sounds cool XD jk jk, yes, yes it is

[Xwikki]

Neyarg>! I am sorries for not being on here. My charger went again with a pop and I's hooked up the old computer to my TV JUST to check this... And dreammoods buggered up. [A 42 inch insight from the family into your facebook and such IS NOT good. XD Ja.]

I am sorry you're feeling that way Cay. Got the starts of teenagerhood and all it's damned attatchments. Trust me, heard it all. From sexuality to well... I heard a lot. Nothings to embarassing to Vikki>! [Unless you're completely happy with your life and all it's pleasantries... Then you're just weird... I joke I joke.]
If you want a chatter about everything, feel free to send a message on facebook or email me. [Just tell me you've emailed me-I forget emailing]

[Cay Lin]

lol im not sure what that means, but it sounds cool XD jk jk, yes, yes it is

[Cay Lin]

Neyarg>! I am sorries for not being on here. My charger went again with a pop and I's hooked up the old computer to my TV JUST to check this... And dreammoods buggered up. [A 42 inch insight from the family into your facebook and such IS NOT good. XD Ja.]

I am sorry you're feeling that way Cay. Got the starts of teenagerhood and all it's damned attatchments. Trust me, heard it all. From sexuality to well... I heard a lot. Nothings to embarassing to Vikki>! [Unless you're completely happy with your life and all it's pleasantries... Then you're just weird... I joke I joke.]
If you want a chatter about everything, feel free to send a message on facebook or email me. [Just tell me you've emailed me-I forget emailing]

wow. 42 inches? sweet! XD

eh, it's not your fault, and i'm feeling better now. i ranted to Steven about it, and now i feel loads better! I will send you an email if i feel the need to rant or rave, thanks!
yeah, nothing's really that embarrassing to me if i talk about it with my friends, but with my parents, holy freaking poop on a cracker! that is uncomfortable! XD i'm the one everyone goes to when they don't understand something.

[Xwikki]

That's good. Ohh, some things I will refuse to talk about to the mother. But I have that common tendancy to blurt out a lot of random crap... ^.^
"MUUMMM GUESS WHAATTTTT>!!!?!!?!?"
"What..."
"Did you know-"
"Oh God..."
"That the longer the penis, the shorter it is erect>? I saw it on Embarassing Bodies the other week."
"...."

I'm terrible for it. Also, I remember me and the brother were walking home from school one day. He telling me how I was eating a lot more and fat. And I just go. "Well, I got two to eat for now." We walked on a couple of seconds, then he was like "WHAT>!!?!?!?"

[Cay Lin]

That's good. Ohh, some things I will refuse to talk about to the mother. But I have that common tendancy to blurt out a lot of random crap... ^.^
"MUUMMM GUESS WHAATTTTT>!!!?!!?!?"
"What..."
"Did you know-"
"Oh God..."
"That the longer the penis, the shorter it is erect>? I saw it on Embarassing Bodies the other week."
"...."

I'm terrible for it. Also, I remember me and the brother were walking home from school one day. He telling me how I was eating a lot more and fat. And I just go. "Well, I got two to eat for now." We walked on a couple of seconds, then he was like "WHAT>!!?!?!?"

Oh my gosh. two to eat for!? MY bro would never believe it. He knows i wouldn't do anything like that. XD really? i did not know that.... oh, nevermind. XD

[Xwikki]

LAWL. Mine too, but he has that suspicious big brother thing about him that instantly thinks if I go within a meter of the oposite sex then obviously they are my boyfriend.

Sorry for the probable useless information, I was feeling amused.

[Soul Void]

lol how easily you are amused, vikki

[Cay Lin]

XD, mine doesn't, but my friends do. If i even think about looking at a boy, all my friends go, "ooh, you and so-and-so should go out!" it's annoying.

No, it's okay. It is actually quite interesting. in a messed up way, of course.

[Soul Void]

lol yup yup