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Suicide

PostPosted: Mon Feb 04, 2019 4:22 am
by amaliapetra
To whom it may concern ...

To explain the context of my dream, I work at the local postal office in my town and I am a supervisor for the drivers and the mail routers but I have another boss who works with me. One of the drivers and I live together. My boss, me and the one who I live with have a great work relationship and we are all friends and get along very well. I had this dream last night were I had to take a test because apparently the performance of my work had dwindle the last couple of days and my boss ordered me to take a test and for some reason I could not take the test, it was too hard or something of that sort and I felt really depressed in my dream. I told my boss and my driver that I wanted to kill myself and they encouraged me to do it in any way possible but I kept failing. I tried to cut myself but somehow I couldn't. Then I tried to drown myself but could not either, I tried to take pills and hang myself. I tried every way in the hopes I would succeed. I cried the whole time and I got no empathy or mercy from my boss or from my driver. They kept saying that I should just do it and laughed because I was a failure, a failure to kill myself. Then I woke up.
This is not the first time that I have dreamed of me trying to kill myself or rather dreamed that somebody was encouraging me to do it. I once dreamt that I was forced to call my mother and say goodbye because I was going to kill myself, or more, I was to be killed and made look like a suicide. I have dreamt a couple of times before people telling me to kill myself. I know that suicide in a dream means that I am trying to escape something from my waking life but what does it mean when the ones I love are forcing me, encouraging me to kill myself ?

Best regards
Amalia

Re: Suicide

PostPosted: Mon Feb 04, 2019 2:10 pm
by murph
Perhaps being too hard on yourself. Perhaps die to the perfectionist aspect of yourself.. maybe embrace failure..!!!!