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My horoscope said I would be having vivid dreams !

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My horoscope said I would be having vivid dreams !

Postby dreamgirl697 » Wed Jan 03, 2018 8:33 pm

Last night I had a very strange and clear vivid dream. I woke up from it and immediately wrote everything down. It was long and detailed. These are the exact notes (minus the real names of people):

At Great Escape Indoor Water Lodge. No one wants to swim with me. In dark room for most of day. Go downstairs with Mom - lots of our laundry in stairwell from when she was bringing it down. Me mad at her for this. *Girl 1* is looking for her pants - I have them because they were in our stairwell laundry pile. Get to lobby - looks like Grammie's old apt lobby but it's still the indoor water park. Go to bed - still haven't gone swimming like I wanted. Wake up next day - still want to go swimming but Dad says we are going for a drive. Indoor water park lodge is attached to a hospital - I am supposed to get my trachea removed?? That why we stayed overnight at water park. In parking lot - having panic attack - do not want this surgery. Besides I have eaten in the last 12 hours so I can't have surgery anyway. Dad says "but you knew about the surgery" but I didn't??? Dad agrees to reschedule surgery - I run out of car. In a garden trinket donut shop thing with *current boyfriend* - I tell him no surgery and about panic attack - doesn't care, leaves, I follow. It's dark out - following him along the side of buildings on a street. Buildings have yucky rotten mold slime stuff coming off them - yucky dripping stuff falling from awnings. *current boyfriend* texting *girl 2* about meeting up - I ask why they are doing that - "I can get any girl I want I don't need you" me sad obviously cry. Chasing *current boyfriend* over hills plz come back. Stops running - Dad pops out from across the street behind a phone booth "I heard that." Me and *current boyfriend* get into Dad's car - *ex boyfriend* is in there?? Dream me and half me say what the f*** gross. Get back home - sit in den - watching TV on floor with *current boyfriend* - everything seems to be OK again except for the fact that *ex boyfriend* is sitting on the couch ????? *Boy 1* messages me on tinder and says sorry for being so shy around you - I show it to *current boyfriend* and we laugh - he wants to send a pic of himself because it's funny and "they are friends" - laughing because it's a weird message. We click on *boy 1* profile pic to figure out who is in it since it's a really tiny thumbnail - it's a nude pic of me and *current boyfriend* kissing at a podium booth on a stage with a red curtain in the back ??? But we don't really react just go back to the tv. I take an ugly selfie - I have my roommate's butt chin it it - I am posting to instagram with a caption like "when ur hanging with ur ex bf and current bf at the same time but don't give two shits about ur ex. Tired and want him GONE" - showing *current boyfriend* - somehow *ex boyfriend* sees - boo hoo cry baby is upset as per usual - gets up from couch putting jacket on to leave - *current boyfriend* is concerned ??? Wtf *current boyfriend* don't be a loser too. I go to sunroom for a drink. Mom is grocery shopping dad is watching TV but there are a crazy amount of full grocery bags all over kitchen. *ex boyfriend* leaves thank u Jesus. *current boyfriend* walks outside - white Jeep parked in road at end of driveway - driver is a mix of *high school girl 1* and *high school girl 2.* *current boyfriend* gets into front seat I get into backseat they are flirting I am starting to cry. We haven't pulled out of driveway yet. My dog is on front deck. Gate is open. He's ready to charge. I bolt out of car. He doesn't even have a chance to get down the stairs before I put him back inside. Get back into car. *high school girl* says "*current boyfriend* do you want more chapstick* and is insinuating that they are going to kiss again. I slap her. My dog is at the open gate again. But I closed it ??? This time he gets down the steps but I get him back in. Go back to car. *current boyfriend* and *high school girl* getting too touchy. I slap her again *current boyfriend* yells at me i am crying. My dog is at the open gate (that I closed) again but this time he actually gets away. *Current boyfriend* and *high school girl* use this as an opportunity to start pulling the car away but I snatch up my dog, get him inside, bolt to car and somehow get in. Damn I am hardcore slapping *high school girl* across the face and somehow the car is still driving. Seems I'm a little territorial. We get to her house for her 24th birthday party. In *neighborhood* - but it's not actually *neighborhood* bbut I've been to this neighborhood in another dream before idk where it actually is - maybe from a movie a long time ago ?? She pulls into garage - in real life it's my garage from *old house.* Looks the exact same with all the things in it and smells the same. We are arguing inside. They tel me mean things *current boyfriend* doesn't need me I am so sad. I finally get *current boyfriend* to leave with me but he's very reluctant he is angry and annoyed and is just walking home with me so he can make sure I'm gone. Walk down big hill through all of *high school girl's* landscaping. Pass *girl 3* on the way. We are walking I am on instagram. *girl 3* is at a baseball game on instagram. Must have gotten over in time for *high school girl's* bday party. still crying tho lol. Being lectured on how much cooler *high school girl* is and how I need to apologize to her for the way I acted. I am trying to say but you're supposed to be with me you did this in front of me I'm not wrong but he is hearing nothing. We have to walk down *road* to get home - the apartment cut through is this weird plateau dirt kind of thing - I have also been here in another dream but idk what this is in real life. We are suddenly on *road* near my aunt's. *current boyfriend* is leaving me I am so upset crying being lectured.

3:15am I woke up with my heart racing the same way it was in the dream from being so upset. Girls 1 and 2 are acquaintances from college but have no relation to each other. In fact, girl 1 wouldn't even be considered a friend. Boy 1 is someone my best friend hooked up with a few times this past semester. High school girls are people that I wasn't even friends with and never even talked to in high school. Girl 3 is someone from college that my boyfriend had hooked up with one time prior to our relationship. Girl 3 has no relation to high school girl so I'm confused why she would be attending her bday party. This dream was all over the place and I have no idea what it could mean.

I graduated from college this past semester, but my current boyfriend still has another semester there. We don't live near each other at home, so it has turned into a distance relationship. Over the past year, we spent a lot of time together so the distance is a big adjustment. Before the semester ended, he became much more lovey, and I still have many friends up at school, so I don't think he would actually cheat on me. (However, whenever he does appear in my dreams, he is always cheating on me). I would really appreciate some help deciphering what the heck happened in this dream.
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Re: My horoscope said I would be having vivid dreams !

Postby Athanor » Wed Jan 17, 2018 1:35 pm

It looks like this dream could be connected to the one about the gray orb of your Poppy which apparently happened a while ago but which is still bothering you a lot. For example, in that dream, in contrast to the comforting experience of earlier seeing the gray protective nature of the orb, you are almost suffocated when it presses very hard on your chest. Similarly, in the current dream there’s a scary reference to being cut off from being able to breathe by the operation that’s been scheduled to remove your trachea. Symbolically, “breath” is connected to spirit and meaning, so taken together, these two dreams are very important ones since even the smallest chance of ever losing a sense of meaning and hope (i.e. “not being able to breathe”) could potentially have devastating consequences, especially because you’re so young. Since you woke up from the current dream during the “haunting hour”, this might be meant to emphasize its importance because you often “woke up” or symbolically “became conscious” around this time at various times in the past when you were going to college.

For instance, it could be that, while your Poppy and Grammie (whose apartment lobby appears in the current dream) had a lot of very good influences on your life, there might be a couple of beliefs or ways of thinking etc. that maybe don’t really fit your potentials as a person in some basic way (and maybe it’s the same with your sister who had the same nightmare about the gray orb as you did but with the added very unpleasant touch of “I’m taking you with me now”). If so, these couple of unconscious attitudes or opinions etc. might tend to gradually lead you away from being your true self over time, meaning that symbolically speaking, you could “die”.

It’s possible that the current dream is hinting at some early signs of a few small problems that are already appearing which are linked in some way to an underlying situation as outlined above. For example, the dream shows you at the Great Escape Indoor Water Lodge where you should be having lots of fun but end up instead “in a dark room for most of the day”, then just help with some laundry and go to bed without having any swim at all (e.g. water and swimming often symbolize a connection with vibrant and fun emotions). This could show that occasionally you might tend to feel a little too depressed if something you’re doing a lot as mostly influenced by your Poppy’s outlook etc. isn’t really right for you. The idea might be that this could get worse over time if not looked into somehow, especially since in the next scene you’re frightened to find out that an operation has been scheduled to remove your trachea.

The rest of the dream deals with serious boyfriend problems, maybe suggesting that an attitude and general outlook etc. somehow picked up from your Poppy and maybe from other members of the family, past and present, could be affecting your choice of boyfriends in a negative way. If so, it could possibly be that a typical way used by dreams to lower the dreamer’s over-valuing of someone else shows up in this dream. For instance, your boyfriend is shown over and over again as being indifferent to you in general and especially about your feelings in relation to the other girl. Since dreams are very difficult to properly analyze, in spite of what “dream dictionaries” imply, this doesn’t automatically mean that your real current boyfriend could cheat on you, or even that it’s actually him (as opposed to a part of yourself) that’s being shown in the dream. To help even more to show how hard it can be to decide on the meaning of a dream, it’s also possible that, if it is your real boyfriend being shown, the “other girl” he’s so in love with could represent a current or future “obsession” with his work, sports or some all-consuming interest etc. which he might end up “loving” more than you, leaving you sad and alone as in the dream.

Since you’ve just graduated from college and are starting out in life more fully, it looks like the memory of the previous dream apparently from the past about the suffocating gray orb has come back, along with the current dream, in order to help point out some kind of underlying problem that it would be good to look into more carefully so that things can go smoothly for you in the future.

Anyway, without knowing much about you, this way of looking at your dreams might not fit your personal circumstances very well, but I hope that these ideas can be helpful in some way.

Please make any comments or ask any questions about this interpretation that you’d like to.
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