Tesser/Tesseract

[Dreamer0128]

I'm still a "young child" (won't specify my age for safety purposes) and my father understands less of this than I do. I read "A Wrinkle In Time" (just finished it ealier in the afternoon) and I take every last bit of tesser/tesseract talk very seriously. I try to take on mental challenges (seeing auras, lucid dreaming, etc.) so taking on physical challenges such as tessering is very difficult for me. I've always had problems with physical activity. I'm the weakest in my class, I hate sports, (too many rules and too much unnecessary competition) and I'm too fat to do much. I believe I possibly have the power of persuasion (small things like getting people to look over at me or wriggle around somewhat impatiently/uncomfortably) but it could also just be a series of coincidences. Does anybody know a site where I could find help trying to balance my mental and physical abilities?